Chapter 17

Letting go of someone even if your heart doesn't want it is the biggest and hardest decision you can ever make. It needs time to process, it needs time to think, and it needs time to heal.

I'm a person who loves a lot. It's not easy for me to move on immediately. Every time, I remember why I am with that person. Why do I love him so much? I see memories everywhere. And it's hard. But what can I do? It's better to be broken right now than be a martyr afterwards. I'm done. I need my worth to be back.

I need my old self to be back. 'Yong tipong sarili ko ang una kong minamahal sa kahit na kanino. Gusto kong bumalik 'yon para maging buo na ako. At ngayon... Ngayon ko mismo sisimulan.

"Paki-labas na rin po 'yong mga vanity. If ever rin na gusto niyong kumuha ng gamit, feel free to do so. Lahat ng puwede niyong mapakinabangan, kunin niyo na."

Isang malawak na ngiti ang isinukli ng mga taong kinuha ko para maghakot nang mga gamit ko na hindi ko naman na kailangan. Balak kong ibenta na lang