Chapter 1- LJ's POV

Pinigilan kong hindi mag-ingay sa bawat paghalik na ginagawa ni Jensen sa aking leeg pababa sa pagitan ng aking mga dakilang yaman. It was late at night, the party we attended had just finished. I enjoyed myself so much and got a little drunk, while Jensen just danced with me, never sipping even a single drop of alcohol.

Paano niyang natanggal ang nakatakip sa akin ng gano'n-gano'n lang? and he started devouring every inch of it.

Kumurba ang kat@wan ko sa ginawa niyang iyon, ang isang kamay ko ay nasa unan at ang kabila ay nasa kaniyang buhok.

Naglaro ang kaniyang mga labi ng ilang minuto doon bago tuluyang umangat ang kaniyang ulo't tinitigan ako. Nasa ibab@w ko siya, wala ng pang-itaas kaya nagawa kong haplusin ang batuhan niyang d*bdib.

"Call my name, Louise Jane. Call me, please. I want to hear you call my name."

Sobrang perfect ng facial features ni Jensen—his chiseled jaw, thick eyebrows, brown eyes, pointed masculine nose, and those lips of his. I think I want it, badly.

"Jensen..." Sumunod ako sa utos niya.

"Stay with me, Louise Jane. We will go back together to the City. And I will marry you."

I could hear what he was saying, I just didn't know how to react to that. At ngayon ay mas nananaig sa katawan ko ang init, lalo na sa ibabang parte ng aking katawan.

"T-take me, please, Jensen. I am so, ugh—"

Lumaban na ako sa halik na ibinigay niya sa akin. It was so hot, hindi nagmamadali, maingat, at puno ng kakaibang sensasyon na siyang nagpapabilis ng tibok ng puso ko.

I was surprised when he lifted me. Yumakap ako nang mahigpit sa kaniya. Nagkapantay ang mga mukha namin sa ginawa niyang iyon, habang ang mga kamay ko nama'y nakapulupot sa leeg niya. My squeezy front were pressing against his hard chest.

So hot.

Jensen kissed me, and so did I. I let him do whatever he wanted. All of it. I never complained, instead, I accepted every inch of him. His deep thrusts and moves drove me to heaven.

Jensen's length pushed through to my very end. I moaned and asked for more. I didn't want him to stop.

"You're so perfect, baby," he gasped. I could hear his deep breaths and little moans in my ears. He kept on mumbling words to me. I tickled and asked for more.

"Come inside me, Jensen. I want all of you. Please."

"Oh my God!" I couldn't help it. I moved as he moved. I hugged him, pulling his body more against mine.

"Call me baby, call me."

"Hmmm. Jensen, Jensen..."

I bit my lower lip. The sensation in my chest kept digging deeper. I felt his lenght tickling my inside. He was so hard and big, and I wanted every inch of him.

Both our breaths raced. We were like runners in a marathon—sweat running down our bodies, heat lingering in our souls, rooting for the finish line.

Jensen got faster and faster as he thrust deeper. Scratches were left on his back from my long nails as I hugged him.

"I'm coming, baby. I'm coming..." Jensen's baritone, deep voice made me smile.

I knew he was satisfied. And that's what I planned.

...

Maganda ang panahon kinaumagahan, tamang-tama lang sa plano namin ni Jensen na mag-boating. Actually, naka-ready na ako with my yellow tube top and bikini. Hinihintay ko na lang siyang bumalik, na lumabas lang to rent a boat.

"Hey, ready?"

And speaking of him, ay narito na rin siya. Napanganga ako nang bahagya sa isinalubong niya sa akin. Jensen is a totally hot man; he was shirtless at the moment, and his biceps were slapping my eyes.

I just knew him fifteen days ago, and we've been together in this resort for fifteen days, too. He was the man I planned to seduce, and I did it.

I smiled at him and leaned my cheeks toward him para lang masalo ko ang halik na iginawad niya.

I was thrilled nang maramdaman ang pagdampi ng kaniyang mainit at malapad na kamay sa balikat ko. Parang may kuryenteng dumaloy mula sa kaniya patungo sa mga ugat ko.

Then, biglang nag-flashback sa utak ko kung paano ko niyakap ang mga matitigas na braso niya kagabi. I remembered the exact feeling of those broad shoulders over me, the heat of his skin against mine, and how those same hands gripped my waist tightly in the dark.

Pasimple akong napalunok, d@mn it!

Tinitigan ko ang malapad niyang dibdib na dahan-dahang tumataas-baba sa paghinga. Parang naririnig ko pa rin ang malalim at paos niyang ungol sa tainga ko habang tinatawag ang pangalan ko. Goodness, feeling ko biglang uminit ang buong paligid.

"Are you okay?" Yumuko siya sa akin. He caressed my face while his other hand was on my shoulder.

"Yes, of course. I am just too excited," napangisi ako, but deep inside ay hindi naman ako masaya.

I don't exactly know this man; I am just using him to avenge myself for what his brother did to me.

"Very well, I think we should go now para mas marami pa tayong magawa sa araw na 'to."

Jensen's smile made me feel guilty. He was not the typical man who throws himself at just any woman. As we stalked him for a month, I figured out he only had one ex-girlfriend. And that woman left him for her career when they were just 20 years old.

"Okay," pagtango ko sa kaniya. Tumayo ako mula sa rocking chair outside our cabin, then put on the white see-through gown to cover up my body from the heat.

"Wow, you look so d@mn hot, Louise Jane," anito.

Without a warning, Jensen already held onto my thigh and kissed me so passionately. I surrendered, and I admitted that his kisses were totally driving me crazy.

And for the record, siya lang ang bukod-tanging tumatawag sa akin sa buong pangalan ko. Kahit teachers ko noong high school, hindi ako tinawag nang ganito, eh.

"Can we just postpone it? Sa loob na lang tayo, we can have a movie marathon if you want." He lowered his lips to my neck, leaving traces of kisses there.

Muntik na akong mapaungol sa ginawa niya. Tirik na tirik ang araw pero mukhang aabutan ata ako ng kah@rnihan sa lalaking ito.

"Stop it, okay? Alam ko na 'yang ganyan mo, eh. No, Jensen. We're going to hang out. Come on!" I tried to pull him, but he acted disappointed in a cute way.

He even pouted his lips, na parati niyang ginagawa to tell me he doesn't want rejection.

At dahil wala siyang magagawa ay nagpahila na lang din ito sa akin patungo sa shore, kung saan itinuro niya ang kulay dilaw na bangka.

Naging masaya ang araw ko with him. May mga first times ako na nasubukan na kasama siya, katulad na lang ng pagpapabraid ng buhok, scuba diving, and eating a live oyster. Sa tanang buhay ko ay hindi pa ako nakatikim no'n—well, it's because my sister is allergic to seafood kaya bawal sa bahay ang gano'n.

And today, I ate seven pieces of it with the vinegar and chili sauce.

"Happy?" Jensen asked me.

"Oo naman. I can say this is one of the best days of my life."

Naglalakad kami sa dalampasigan. Malamig ang samyo ng hangin at hindi na gano'n kainit dahil malapit nang sumapit ang alas-kuatrong hapon.

"Mabuti naman," may katipidang sagot ni Jensen na ipinagtaka ko. Hindi naman kasi siya ganito; he used to be jolly and full of questions and opinions.

"May problema ba?" Tumigil ako sa paglalakad at humarap sa kaniya.

"I just thought, we've been here two weeks. Hindi natin lubusang kilala ang isa't isa, right? And now, I am curious kung ano ang mga susunod na mangyayari sa atin."

"Bakit, ano bang nasa isip mo?"

"Well, I am happy to be with you. You suddenly became my safe place, and I don't want to end this."

Natawa ako sa sinabi niyang iyon. Then his serious face gave me a sudden realization. Nang bigla kong maisip na maghihiwalay din kami ng landas after this ay parang nalungkot ang puso ko.

Ewan ko ba, pero I need to stick to my plan. I just want him to suffer. Iniwan ako ng kapatid niya para sa kapatid ko rin. Kaya bilang kabayaran, siya ang sasalo ng sakit na hindi ko maipaparanas kay Jarred.

"'Wag kang mag-alala, hindi ako mawawala sa tabi mo. Okay? As long as nakahawak ka lang sa kamay ko, mananatili ako, Jensen."

Then I lent him my hand. My smile was one of the ingredients in the love spell I am putting on him.

"Make sure of it, Louise Jane. I don't take excuses and reasons. The moment you decided to stay with me means you'll do it until your very last breath."

I smiled and took that promise. But his brother taught me one thing: promises are meant to be broken.

Tinitigan ko ang malapit nang lumubog na araw and decided na abangan namin 'yong dalawa. Jensen left to return the boat he rented, while I went to get blankets and some snacks.

"Gusto mo ba ng beer?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"Nah. Just get whatever you need, okay? I'll be back in fifteen minutes, I think."

He gave me a sweet kiss on my lips before waving as he walked backward. His aura compared to his brother's was very different. This Jensen was sweet, caring, and considered everything I wanted—a very opposite attitude of Jarred.

Kumuha ako ng dalawang blankets, made two sandwiches, two bottles of water, and that's it. I was ready to go out, not until my phone rang.

Ayaw ko sanang sagutin iyon dahil ang kapatid kong si Leanne ang tumatawag—the woman my Ex married just last month. Ang kaso, nakailang missed calls na pala ito.

"What?" Wala akong ibang alam na puwedeng isagot sa kaniya.

Nag-iba ang timpla ng mukha ko dahil rito, ngunit nang bigla nitong banggitin si grandma ay napaseryoso ako sa pakikinig sa kaniya.

"What? Are you serious, or is this one of your jokes to lure me back there?"

As she spoke, I got dumbfounded. I would not know if she was lying or not kung hindi ako uuwi. Ibinaba ko ang phone at agad na inayos ang mga gamit ko. I just had my bag; no clothes were needed dahil lahat naman iyon ay binili lang namin on the way here.

Then I suddenly realized I am with Jensen. He shouldn't know my true identity yet. Nag-isip akong mabuti hanggang sa makapa ko ang susi ng aking Condo Unit sa bag, may spare key ako no'n sa bahay. I pulled the ballpoint pen from the drawer of the nightstand, took the receipt of the food we bought outside, and wrote a message for him.

Ipinatong ko iyon sa table with my Condo's key on top of it. Nagmamadali akong tumakbo palabas ng cabin, pumara ng masasakyan along the road without even looking back.

Hindi ko na mahihintay pa si Jensen. I just hope na sundin niya ang message ko sa kaniya. Wala rin akong ibang choice, we never exchanged phone numbers habang magkasama kami.

Why? Because he believed I would never leave him.

But I did.