I look at the building. Mancini is written in large letters on the front. I'm shaking as I prepare myself to go in, yet I don't want to. I know I should, I don't even know what the company is.
My mistake, I spent all night reading his contract I didn't consider searching and finding out about the company. What if he asks me what I think of the company?
I can’t even answer that. I go to walk in, yet I can't, I need this job even if he has a side of him I don't feel comfortable with. I stand looking at the building, time seems to be passing me by, as I keep glancing at the clock, watching as it moves. I should have been in there twenty minutes ago, I am late.
Why I am so afraid to walk in there I don’t know. I laugh slightly, I know why. I have the words of that contract burned into my head and now my mind is playing games with me, telling me that is what he wants.
Maybe I should leave? I am late now, so no doubt he will be busy. Giving my head a wobble, I walk through the doors; a young man stood waiting.
"Miss Delcox?" I nod looking at him. He is short and thin, but clearly very well-educated. My eyes begin glancing around. Why is everyone dressed so casually? I look down at myself; I am overdressed, way too overdressed.
"This way. Mr Mancini has been waiting for you." I nod and follow. Why am I so quiet? I can't just nod in response to everything and I certainly cannot get through the interview nodding. He has been waiting. Surely after 5 minutes, he should have said to tell me I am too late.
He guides me to a door opening, Marcus sat there at the desk. He looks up and smiles at me.
"I assumed you were not coming and had changed your mind?" He looks at me. Is that a question? I believe it is, even if it isn’t, I need to speak.
"No, sorry I was just running a little late." Okay, so I lied, maybe not the best start to this job interview, but what is the other option? I was standing outside debating if I should come in after reading your contract. Yeah, lying is the best thing right now.
"Come in and sit down." Nodding, I do. My mind goes back to the guy, he knew my name.
"Wait a minute, how did he know my name?" I never gave it to Marcus, so how did the other guy know it?
"Not that hard, Miss Delcox. You see, I work closely with the firm that declined your application. A simple phone call and I was able to get your name." His response seems genuine; still weird though.
"Anyway, how did you find the contract, the terms inside it, the jobs you may be required to do from time to time?" His words make me look at him. My cheeks begin to fluster as my heart rate speeds up. I can't deny it or lie. What happens if he asks me a question about it?
"Erm, well." I move and grab the contract out of my bag and place it on the desk.
"You gave me the wrong one." His eyes glance down, and the shock is evident on his face. He clearly had not meant to give me that one.
"I am so sorry, Miss Delcox. Please accept my apologies, for I carry a few contracts around with me. I am truly sorry." He quickly grabs it, shoving it in his drawer. His hand reaches into his case and hands me a different one.
He looks ashamed slightly, I feel bad and like I need to make him feel safe that I don’t think it was bad.
"Hey, no worries, Mr. Mancini. It was excellent bedtime reading material." Okay, that was wrong, maybe I shouldn't have read it? Okay, no I should not have read it, maybe I shouldn't have admitted to reading it? I am not getting this job.
"You read it?" He looks shocked. Maybe now I have lost the job for sure, and before even being interviewed? Time to grovel and apologise.
"I did, and I apologise for that. It was clearly invading your personal space. I didn't look at the cover, I just flipped it open and began reading. Then afterwards, I just couldn't stop reading it. Again, I am sorry. I should have respected your personal space." Only now have I realised what I have done. Anyone else would have put it down and not read it, but me? No, I did.
"It is fine, Miss Delcox. Honestly, call me Marcus. As my personal assistant, you may from time to time be printing these off anyway. I was just surprised it interested you enough to want to read." His voice is low as he sits looking at me, and all I can do is nod in response.
"So, what I will need help with. You will be my personal assistant, here and outside of work. I may from time to time invite you to an event as a sort of escort—none sexual of course—but you will be paid for your time with me. You will be writing up contracts, ensuring I make all my appointments, and pretty general stuff, to be honest." Once again, I nod. What is wrong with me? I need to speak.
"That all sounds fine with me. Can I ask what the dress code is?" He looks at me and laughs slightly.
"Sorry, I should have told you. I don't like the whole suited-and-booted rule. If you’re comfortable like that, sure, but as long as you do not show up in jogging bottoms and a baggy jumper, you are fine. Smart casual is fine. I will however always be seen in a suit as I go to meetings." He seems so relaxed, a little too relaxed to be someone's boss.
"Okay, that is great." He nods at my response.
"Now, please tell me about you. I like to get to know my employees on a personal level, so then I know who they really are." Nodding, I open my mouth to answer, closing it again. What parts should I share with him? Should I share everything or just the good parts? Do I go into details about being the sixteen-year-old who lost her baby and turned to drugs? I shouldn’t, even I know that shouldn’t be said.
"I am 26, born in the country, and my dad raised me alone till I was 22 when he passed away. I was a model student in school, went to college and to university studying business, law, counselling, and accounting." I guess a slight lie, there and parts missing but they are not important. I go to carry on, but his hand lifts up stopping me.
"Why so many different courses?" He looks at me questioningly.
"Well, I was always going to do business and accounting, but then after my dad had an issue and needed a lawyer, I decided to do law as well, and the counselling, well, I don't know. I just wanted to do something that could help people on a personal level, not just business. I got scholarships, so after one university degree I moved on to the next." It was tiring, that is for sure, but well worth it—or I thought it would have been anyway.
"So, I hope this is not too personal, but relationships? Your close friends and partners, how much commitment do you need for them?" His question throws me, yet another question I can answer easily, but at the same time, I am not sure I should tell the truth.
"My friends are all miles away. I moved cities to find new work and clearly failed at that. And no partner, the last two years I have not wanted that commitment while trying to find a job and settle down here." Truth; I can't lie and then somehow have so much free time on my hands.
"Okay, well, Miss Delcox, if you are willing to take the job, then it is yours." He looks at me waiting for my response.
"Sorry if this seems rude, but why? Surely, you have a drawer full of applications for this job. Why just give it to me without checking my experience?" Maybe I shouldn't be asking this, but I feel I need to.
"Well, firstly, yesterday you were like a damsel in distress, and well, I can't have you staying like that. Second, I am an outstanding judge of character, and you, Anaya, seem perfect for the job. I guess a third thing would be sometimes you have to take risks to move forward. Here, I am taking a risk." Nodding, I say nothing else. His reasons are enough.
"So, is that a yes?" He looks at me waiting.
"Yes, I would love the job." He smiles and stands up.
"Great, let me show you around while I explain the business, and if you are not busy tonight, I have a business meeting I need someone to accompany me to?" He looks at me. This seems to be going too quickly, but I need the job.
"Of course."
He smiles as we walk out the door and he shows me around the building. The building is big, and he introduces me to the main people I will be speaking to daily. He has done well for himself, that is for sure, but I love the fact the place is relaxed; no one stressing over getting work done. Sure had I known what the business was before I came into this building I would probably not have shown up for the interview.
"Anyway, that is everything. Let's get the paperwork signed." We walk back into his office and I begin signing the paperwork, including a confidentiality form. The last form I read through is how much I will be paid, but to be honest, I don't care. Anything is better than nothing.
"All done." I smile and slide the forms across to him.
"Great, tonight at seven I will pick you up, and you start work here tomorrow." Nodding, I stand up.
"Thank you." I stretch out my hand and he shakes it as I go to leave, but my hand stops on the handle and I turn back to him.
"What sort of meeting is it? Sorry, I just don't know what sort of thing to wear." I don't, and to be honest, if it is a sit-down meal type thing, nothing I have in my cupboard is suitable. I highly doubt a little black club dress will impress—well, not in the right way anyway.
"We are going to El Nicho. If you do not have something suitable, let me know. We have company cards to cover extras such as these." I begin shaking my head, but in reality, I need it. I am overdrawn so I can't even pretend I had something and buy something new.
This job isn’t as easy as I thought it would be, now I have to admit I don’t have the money to buy a dress.
"That would be helpful, I don't have anything suitable for there." He nods and picks up the phone. Talking quickly, he smiles, and a woman walks through the door handing him something before quickly leaving again.
"Here is the card, there is no limit. Ensure you have the correct shoes and accessories to go with the dress, bring the card to work tomorrow, and it will go under business expenses." Nodding, I take the card and leave, and my next few hours are spent walking around shops having no luck.
Everything costs hundreds, if not more, I can't spend that much. I have no choice though, my hand stops on a silver dress, a long and a trumpet-type of dress, picking it up I don't look at the price.If I do, I know I will just put it back down, so I carry it across the shop, grab shoes and a bag to match, and place them all on the counter as she begins to scan them."Can you not tell me the prices please?" The counter assistant looks at me confused."Please? Honestly, if I know how much it costs, I will put it back." She simply nods."Okay, well, I am not sure what to say, but it needs to be paid for. How will you pay?" I hand her the card and watch as the dress gets paid for, I would never shop here,I rush home and get ready, with barely minutes left to sit. I look around me, realising that he is coming here, sure not inside, but outside, what will he think? It's the worst place in town.I hear the doorbell, grab my jacket and rush down, opening the door he stands there in a suit.
Waking up, I feel the bed moving. Marcus is next to me, his face serious."We should talk." Nodding, I sit up, and he hands me a plate with food."Last night was a mistake. You can't work for me. I can't risk this happening again." There it is, I have officially lost my job before I even start."It is fine, I understand. I will get ready and leave." My body turns to move and get off the bed, his hand grabbing mine and stopping me."Don't, Anaya. You don't understand. I don't usually do what I did last night. You somehow made me forget everything. Hell, I had sex in this bed, I never have sex in my own bed." Turning, I look at him confused."Then where the hell do you have sex?" He shakes his head back at me and rubs his forehead in frustration."Look, let's not get into that either right now. You can work for me, but I will have a call around and see if I can get you a permanent position elsewhere. I can't risk this happening again, not with a worker." Well, I guess for now I am safe
"Anaya." My body stiffens, my hands wiping away the tears as I turn to face Marcus. He shouldn't be here, not at all."What the hell are you doing? You honestly turned down every job I secured for you? Why?" He looks angry, but he shouldn't be."Because I don't want anything from you Marcus, you shouldn't even be here and like it matters now anyway, I am moving back to Gosnold today, that was the life I was meant to live." I turn messing with my bags, any excuse not to look at him."Anaya, just accept one of the jobs, stop being so stubborn, you don't have to go back to a tiny town and work on a checkout for the rest of your life." I laugh at his words; he has no idea."Actually, I am going to be a waiter, not that it has anything to do with you, Marcus. You made it clear that night was a mistake, now can you leave, please, I am waiting for someone to pick me up." My words get louder until I am shouting. What is it with men? He can't have me, but doesn't want me to leave the city? Wel
I need to know about him."Marcus, what about you? You know why I am here, about my family and past, what about you? And why are you so afraid of me?" Okay, I missed out a lot, he smiles softly his hand grabbing mine."I was in the Navy, and I had a wife, we ended badly, my dad left when I was young, and my mum raised me. I inherited money from my father, and my brother hates me."I don't feel he is telling me everything, I wait, and he senses I am, and seems to give in and begin to talk more."I have a son, things were complicated with that. You remind me..No, how I feel reminds me of his mum. That ended badly multiple times, I gave up being safe for her. I ruined her life and my own, you make me want to forget, like before. That is why I am scared because that will end badly."I feel I need to know more, about his son's mum. I sense he loves her, but won't admit it. I read that contract, I know this isn't a relationship, even if my mind tries to make me think it is. We're not a coup
Next, begin to go through things I never tried what I am willing to try and what I won't"Safe word? You need one" He looks at me and waits."Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious." I sit and smile, and he shakes his head, clearly not amused by my attitude right now."Seriously, take this seriously." He looks at me clearly wanting a safe word, but this is just too much fun."Super-cali-fragilistic-expiali-docious, maybe I should say it twice?" I say it in a taunting way, slowly. He moves, his hands grabbing me and throwing me over the table, his hand sliding up the inside of my thighs, slowly lifting my skirt to expose my arse."Okay, smartass, now try to say it while I spank this pretty arse of yours, if you manage to say it before five, then you can use it. Oh, and you have to count each spank as well."My mind is telling me I am crazy, but surely I can do it. I scream and jump as the sting of his hand hits."Count," His voice is low, and my mind trying to find the number to say."One.
I stand looking at myself in the mirror, glistening silver grown flows over my body, the slit up the side exposes my leg. With Marcus, finding a dress was quick. He picked which I am grateful for because I am not comfortable with the price. I knew the moment we walked in the shop, one or two of each dress at the most, champaign in glasses. I knew the dresses would cost too much, and I felt uneasy choosing knowing he was paying.So, when he walked in picked up the dress and said this is perfect, I looked and agreed, because well I guess I do. The dress is perfect what more can I say? Nothing really can I when that is the truth. The truth though, had I gone alone I wouldn't have even looked at that shop."Thinking hard there aren't you." My body jumps at the sound of his voice as he slowly stalks towards me, his eyes taking in the sight of my body in the gown."Now, I don't like to gloat, but damn I made one hell of a good choice with this." He rubs his hand against my exposed legs, sto
I stand staring at him, what is he doing? Alena looks at us both confused."Would you ever leave Jackson for me, Alena?" She looks at him shocked and shakes her head,"You know full well I would never choose you over Jackson." Her face shows she means it but at the same time she is sad, she has clearly hurt him by saying that."Right, and have you begged me before to come back and get back into the same arrangement as before?" She looks at me, and it is like a lightbulb moment."Yes, and you refused totally, Anaya, you have nothing to worry about, I have lost Marcus and it is something I am learning to live with, and I will never leave Jackson for him." Jackson is simply standing there watching and listening."Here it is Alena, and you, Jackson. From now I will not join you again, ever. If Anaya walks out and leave,s I still won't. The whole point of this was to distance myself, to get my own life and one day walk away, and today is that day."Alena's eyes spark with hurt, then she lo
Waking up I smile, sweet and tempting memories of last night flooding my mind. Rolling over my arm reaches out, Marcus is no longer by my side, I continue smiling though. He stayed until I was asleep clearly before going to his own room, something I'll get used to quickly.It is part of the contract, one I'm sticking to although something inside me is telling me soon that will change.Sitting up I look around at the room, it is beautiful, elegant and the erotic paintings somehow don't appear to be only okay for adults to see. Getting up I walk into the shower, my mind on last night, Alena flashing in briefly before I push her away. The sound of the door opening makes me turn to look where Marcus stands. The shower door blocks my view. I'm just about to see his outline."I thought I heard movement, we have business to deal with today kitten, so once you're ready we will make our way." Smiling at him I nod, no idea why when he can't see me. My mouth opens to reply then I remember someth