I moved away from him. What was doing? I looked up at his face, it held passion, love, etc.
Did he still love me? But I know I did not have the same feelings I had for him a few years back.
"uh... Thank you for bringing her here." I wanted to tell him this 'thank you for bringing her here. You can go now. You are not needed here anymore.'
But that would be plain rude and stupid of me, especially when he helped. But I didn't feel comfortable around him.
I turned back to look at Layla, I was trying to avoid his eyes. I could feel his stares burning through me.
"she is my child, right?" he asked and my heart stopped. I knew he was talking about Carrie. Oh god.
"w-who?" I asked playing dumb. He might have already found out. Now I can't help but feel scared that he might take her away from me.
He was going to reply when his phone rang. He went out for the call. I sighed. The thought of losing Daisy is something else. He can't do that.
Relax Lily, no one has said anything about him taking her away from you." my subconscious said.
But that didn't stop me from worrying, why else would he be asking me that?
"I have to go now." I heard him say. I wish he wouldn't come back.
"Okay," I replied.
"if you need anything, I'd be a phone call away."
"Okay." was all I said. But there was no way I was going to call him.
"When will I meet her?" he asked. Carrie? Of course, he was talking about Carrie.
"I'd be of chance on Saturday, can I see her then?"
"uh... Sure."
"okay. Bye," he said smiling. No doubt he was very handsome... But he is nowhere near Xavier.
Xavier must only be a few inches taller than him. Was I comparing them now? Seriously?
And he was going to see Daisy. Relax, they would just see each other.
I turned back to Layla. "I saw your letter, Layla. but I don't understand what I should do in your workplace. But if it's something so important... I guess I'd have to do it."
~
After I had talked to Layla yesterday, even when I know she couldn't reply to me, I had gone back to Xavier's place, even when he wasn't around.
I was planning on getting an apartment where I could stay together with Carrie
I hope Layla would be fine, then she could come live with me and Carrie in our apartment.
I was getting ready to go to Layla's workplace. I don't have to go to my workplace because Xavier wasn't around.
Layla was a flight attendant. And the uniform was beautiful, maybe she was a high-level flight attendant?
I giggled at that. I put it on, it fits me just fine. I styled my hair and applied a bit of makeup.
"mommy? when will you be back?" Carrie asked. "I'd be back by 2 pm. When I am coming, I'd buy something for you."
"something like what?" she has never asked me that before. She was getting wiser.
"uh... Cupcake?" she beamed at this, before nodding her head.
"hmm hmm," she hummed in reply.
"Okay, you're going to stay with Zara, okay?"
"yes, mommy. I like Zara."
She likes everyone. "okay sweetie, I'd see you later." I said as Zara came to us.
"thank you so much, Zara." I thanked her. She smiled and nodded her head.
"no problem ma'am."
"uh, do not call me that, it makes me feel old." we both laugh at this.
"bye," she said.
"bye, mommy," Carrie said.
I walked out of the house, going to take a cab.
This is for you, Layla.
Soon I reached there. The building was huge but not as huge as my working place.
Which was weird because this is an airport and my working place was a business place.
I calmed my nerves before walking in. I had to walk professionally because that was how a stewardess walk right?
And I saw the way Layla was walking with hills, can I ever walk like that? No. It was impossible for me.
When I got in people were smiling at me. Seems like Layla is quite famous here.
I just have to look for a man named James Cornell.
I looked around. I was lost.
A lady walked. "ms. Hayden, we have a meeting with the boss in twenty minutes, please come on time she hates tardiness."
"uh... Okay, please do you know where I could find James Cornell?" I asked.
She looked taken aback. Did I say something wrong?
"Did I say something wrong?" I asked.
"no-no. It's just you never say 'please' but Mr. Cornell is in unit 1 board." she said and I smiled.
"Thank you very much." she wore the same look of surprise once more. I guess Layla wasn't being nice to them either.
I walked around looking for unit 1. Soon I found it after asking some people.
I saw a man, maybe in his late 40s. "ah. Layla. I was waiting for you." he had 'Mr. Cornell's on his suit.
My eyes widened as he came closer to me. He held my shoulders, it was almost like he was going to kiss me.
"you have a meeting now with the boss, she has already arrived. You don't want to get fired."
What was he going to give me? A kiss? No no. It must be something else.
where"
"what?"
"are you not James Cornell?" I asked.
"no, I'm Frederick Cornell," he replied. I wasted my time for nothing?!
"who is James Cornell."
"he left a while ago."
A bewildered look crossed my face.
"you look so cute today." he complimented. This wasn't the time for that! I missed him. If Layla finds out, she would kill me for sure.
"you have to go to the meeting now, the boss might fire you."
If I get Layla fired, she would kill me, for real. "uh... Thank you."
I have to go to the bathroom to wash my face! "where is the meeting holding."
"you don't know where?"
I to punch this guy, but that would create drama.
"no."
"it's at unit 3, it's not far from here." he made directions and I hurried to the place.
When I got there I stopped at the door and sighed before opening it. Everyone was already seated.
Except for She was the boss. Her head whipped to the door to see me.
She was their boss?! "you." she sneered immediately she noticed me.
Oh crap.
"You!" She sneered coming at me. Oh god, what was I going to do? She was going to kill me.But why?I have no idea. 'I saw the way you were looking at that female assistance of yours, don't tell me you like her!' Yeah, I think I know. She thinks Xavier likes me.She stopped when she saw my name tag. It was Layla Hayden.But that didn't stop her from giving a death glare. I looked down. I hope she wouldn't fire me. If she does...She turned to a man in the suit. "For how long has she been working here?" She asked him."She has been here two years now ma'am.""Two... Years?" She asked unbelievably."Yes ma'am.""Is she active at work?" She asked."Yes ma'am. She even won best flight attendant of the year." He pointed to something on my dress.I looked down at it. It was a beautiful badge. I didn't notice that till now."And perhaps, is there any chance that she might have a twin sister?"I froze."I'm not sure ma'am, her record shows no family member."Everybody's heads in the room were
"Ah, you're awake. Good morning"It was Jack. How did I get here?! I shifted away from him, a look of pain crossed his face when I did that."H-how did I get here?""I saved you. Do you remember?" He was so calm. he has never been this calm.Flashbacks of yesterday ran through my head. She was going to kill me! But how did he know?"I have to go," I said getting up from the bed."To where? Xavier's place?" He said Xavier's name with disgust.And yes, that was where I was going. To see my child."Carrie is here." He said.What?! That means he has met her. But I still have to leave this place, there was no way I was going to stay here.I pretended I didn't hear him, you could tell he was growing angry and irritated. That's how he has always been. He gets angry quickly."Leave, please." I pleaded. I had to get ready. His jaw clenched before going outside.Immediately after he left I ran to the door, locking it.I quickly had my bath. It was funny because all my clothes had already been b
Jessie Knight!She is Xavier's mother..... What does she want with me? Oh god."Mommy! She is mean." I looked down to see Carrie, her eyes fixed on Layla. Layla had a bored look on her face.Seriously. "Layla... Can you be at least nice to her?"She just rolled her eyes and continued what she was eating. I sighed. I'd have to leave Carrie with her. I had to go see Xavier's mother, I guess."What is the letter all about? You suddenly look pale and ugly." She said.I've gotten used to her insulting me, it's not the first time. "Nothing. I have to go somewhere, can I leave Carrie with you?" I asked and she gave me a horrified look."No, sorry not sorry, I don't need that with me." She said. Wow."Please, Layla. I gotta go, it's kinda... Important.""Ugh! Fine."I smiled "thank you."I bent down to the level Carrie. "Okay Carrie, you'd stay with aunt Layla, for some time, I'd be back soon," I said giving her, her basket of food. It also had her favorite sweets inside.Before I gave her,
Oh god."Please, don't hurt them. I'd do it. I'd leave the country." I pleaded.She smiled. "Then it's done. You'd leave in 30 minutes, but you have to sign this, don't worry. It would be delivered to his office." She brought out a letter, a resignation letter.I gulped. But shouldn't I be happy? I mean, I would be free from that bad debt and I'd have time with me and my family...But the thought of leaving Xavier...With a shaky hand, I picked up the pen and signed it. Her smile got wider. She sure smiles a lot."Okay, you can go now, there should be a car waiting outside for you by now." She mused.I blinked the tears away, why was I even crying? stepping out of the office, so many things was running through my mind. I was going to miss my country.A part of me was going to miss Xavier... What?The lady who had led me in here was at the door, she led me back outside, and she looked at me with pity. I guess she knows her boss wasn't a good person.Soon we reached outside, there was
I opened the door and behold was Xavier.Right now there was a mixture of both excited and trouble. I was excited because... Well... Can't explain.I was troubled because if his mother finds out... Did he know what his mother was doing?Before I could ask what he was doing when he pulled me close hugging me. My heart leaped.His manly cologne feels my nose. Once again in two weeks, I felt safe. I hugged him back. It felt like a dream. A movie.Well if it was a dream I don't want to wake up.What the hell was I doing?! He is going to get married or maybe he has already gotten married!I was about to pull away, but he held me tighter. "Stay still." He ordered.Don't know why but my body obeyed that command, my body was betraying me. After what seemed like hours, we pulled away.But I was surprised by the death glare he sent to me."What the hell were you thinking? I never thought you were that stupid." He spat out.My nostrils flared. The nerves of this guy. Just a moment ago it seemed
It felt like a dream. I can't believe this is happening. I was floating on cloud nine, hoping never to come down.Soon we pulled away. His eyes were dark and beautiful... "So... What does this mean? Where does it take us to?""I don't know, what do you think?" He asked raising an eyebrow.My heart was thumping.~After having an unbelievable romance with Xavier, he had left, i and Layla were busy packing our stuff. We were going back to the city.Reason? Because he said I was owed him and he wasn't going to let me stay here. Don't ask me why.That guy was unbelievable.Daisy sat at the table eating her cheese, she looks so cute.I wonder what Xavier would say to his mother, he now knows she was the one who did this. When I had told him earlier, an angry look passed through his handsome face.Xavier likes me. A blush crept to my face. But we are not going to stay at his place, I had told him I didn't want him to do such little things for me. Besides, I have got a little money, enough
"I'm pregnant and it is Xavier's."What? Why did my heart shatter so much when I heard that? She and Xavier have been together for a long time...Maybe.Maybe Xavier and I were never meant to be. This was all a mistake.But you love him.Then I have to stop. I can't. I can't separate a child from his/her father. I stopped the tears from coming out."Congrats," I said to her and she looked shocked. She was probably expecting more reactions from me."Are you going to leave him? You have to leave him, Lily, I grew up without a father and it wasn't good, it caused me so much emotional pain and I don't want the same for my unborn child." She said in a pleading tone.Pleading? She is such a good actress."Yes."She beamed. "You're such a good person. Thank you." With that, she left.I went back in. "Are you seriously going to believe her? She can be lying for Christ's sake!" Layla asked.Are you okay? The first time she asked me that."Yes, yes. I'm okay. Where is Carrie?" I asked."She was
It wasn't Layla, she knows the password to the house.I went closer to the door looking through the peephole. My eyes widened.Jack.What was he doing here?! Should I open the door? Should I not open the door?Ugh! Just hear what he wants to say!No! Don't open the door! Two different voices screamed in my head.I slowly opened the door, standing at the edge. "What do you want." I snapped.I hated seeing his handsome face! Not as handsome as Xavier's though.Seriously?! Now is not the time to compare!"Can I come in?""No. Whatever you want to say, say it here." I know I was being rude but I can't help it, if I try being nice, then I'd start crying, I wanted him to think I was angry.I was mad at him though."Ah. Okay." He said. I waited for him to continue. Did he know about Xavier and Paisley?I was sure he knows Paisley."It's about Carrie." I tensed. He wanted to talk about Daisy. We can't talk about her outside here like this."Come in," I muttered stepping away from the door so