DISCLAIMER _ This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
NOTE: This story contains mature content and use of exaggerated and strong use words that are not suitable for young-minded readers.
This story is about having the courage to take risks. Happy reading!
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PROLOGUE
"MOMMY, is uncle Wayzz already here?" Panglimang beses na tanong ng anak ko nang makatapak kami sa lupa. We finally arrived at Ninoy's International Airport and we're now waiting for Wayzz. Its been five years since I last stepped in this country's soil. I'm back, finally back.
Nagsimula kaming maglakad palabas para doon hintayin ang sundo namin. Habang naglalakad kami ay bigla nalang bumitaw sa pagkakahawak ang anak ko sa akin at may itinuro sa kung saan.
"It's uncle Wayzz's car!" He ran towards that destination where he was pointing at. Hindi ko na nagawang pigilan siya at nakapasok na siya sa sasakyan. Naging alerto ako. It's not Wayzz's car! Kahit naka stiletto ako ay nagawa kong tumakbo patungo sa sasakyan na 'yon, baka kung ano pang mangyari sa anak ko. He's the only thing I have, my only gem.
Mabuti nalang at hindi umandar ang sasakyan. Nang malapit na ako sa kinaroroonan ng sasakyan ay bigla nalang lumabas ang anak ko habang nakangiti at may nagniningning na mga mata. What just happened? I gave him a confused look but he just ran towards me and hug me. Kahit naguguluhan ay kinarga ko siya at pinisil-pisil ang ilong niya.
"Bao, what you just did earlier is not good. What if those people are kidnappers? You should be more careful next time or mommy will be very angry at you, understood?" He tilted his head like he doesn't understand what I am saying.
"Just don't enter in someone's car, that's what I am trying to say. There are many bad people in this world, you should take good care of yourself in the future," dagdag ko pa at ningitian niya lang ako.
"Don't worry, mommy. I am strong and genius and besides, I know your number so I can contact you anytime." He seems so proud to say those words so I secretly rolled my eyes. I'm just worried, you know.
"Addison Takeshi, is that you?" I turned my back as I heard a familiar baritone man's voice. As I turned my back, I saw the owner of that baritone voice and glared at him. Ibinaba ko muna ang anak ko at inambahan ng suntok si Wayzz.
"Punyemas kang lalaki ka, alam mo ba dahil d'yan sa kakupagan mo malapit nang makidnap ang anak ko?" Kinurot ko ang kaniyang tagiliran hanggang sa magsawa ako.
"Mommy, why are you hurting Uncle Wayzz?" Inosenteng tanong ng anak ko at ningitian ko lang siya ng pagkatamis-tamis.
"I'm not hurting your uncle Wayzz. I'm just so so excited to see him, sa sobrang excited ko ay gusto ko siyang pilipitin sa leeg hanggang sa hindi na siya makahinga." Siniko ko si Wayzz para sumabay nalang. My son cannot understand tagalog, he only speak english and mandarin.
"Yes, Bao. Your mom is so excited to see me because she really missed me, right Addi?" Inirapan ko nalang siya at nauna nang sumakay sa sasakyan ni Wayzz. Alam ko ang plate number ng sasakyan niya kaya alam ko ring sasakyan niya 'to.
LIANDRE's POV
"Kilala mo ba 'yong batang yun, Mr. Shen?" Tanong ng driver sa kalagitnaan ng byahe. I suddenly remember that kid's face. His eyes looks like that woman's eye, could it be.. Malakas ko ipinilig ang ulo ko at mukhang napansin iyon ng driver ko.
"No," sagot ko at tumango siya. Then, I heard him murmured something.
"Hindi ba? Para nga kayong mag-ama eh, sabagay, hindi naman kayo magkapareha ng mga mata."
Mag-ama? Ano kayang pakiramdam ng maging ama? Ano kayang pakiramdam ng may pamilya?
ADDISON's POV
"Uncle Wayzz, do you know, I meet a handsome guy in the airport." I rolled my eyes when my son started talking while we're on the road.
"Bao, stop talking. You might distract your uncle." Mahinahon na sabi ko and as expected, he didn't listen. That's my son, he listens to no one when it comes to gossips. Saan ba nagmana 'tong batang 'to?
"Is he more handsome than me?" tanong naman ni Wayzz kaya napa-irap ako sa kawalan at nagsalita.
"Hindi ka naman gwapo, tss." Mahinang bulong ko pero sapat na para marinig niya iyon. Duh, magkatabi lang kaya kami habang nasa likod ang anak ko.
Lumingon ako nang kaunti para tingnan ang anak ko. Nakatingin siya sa taas, parang nag-i-imagine. Ngumiti ako at bumaling kay Wayzz na abala sa pagmamaneho.
"I think my son is thinking thoroughly so that he can't hurt your feelings. We both know that Bao is not that so honest."
"Addi naman eh, kahit ngayon lang, support me as your friend." Pag-iinarte niya at inirapan ko siyang muli. Ibinaling ko nalang ang paningin ko sa labas. I saw a big billboard, andoon si Scarlet at ang kaniyang bagong asawa. Napabuntonghininga nalang ako. Ang dami na talagang nagbago.
"He is as handsome as you are, uncle." Dinig kong sabi ng anak ko at bahagya pa itong tumawa.
"Nice. I'll give you something expensive when we arrive at your new home." Here we are again, he's spoiling my kid like he always does.
"Yey! Thank you, uncle. You're the best," after that topic, biglang tumahimik ang palagid. Silence enveloped us. I sighed.
"Mommy?" Pagbasag ng anak ko sa nakakabinging katahimikan.
Nilingon ko siya at hinaplos ang pisngi niya. "Yes, Bao?"
"Remember when you told me that my daddy is living here?" He started talking with a longing face. I feel pity for my son. Hindi ko siya naipakilala sa ama niya, selfish na kung selfish but I don't have plan to introduce him to his father.
"Can we meet him? Promise, I'll be a good boy." He even raised his left hand to promise.
"Is mommy not enough for you?" I asked in a low tone of voice. Bakit mo pa siya hinahanap? Your dad is a demon.
"Of course not, mommy is the best but I want my daddy." He pouted while looking at me, waiting for my answer.
I took a deep breath before I speak. "Your dad is dead." Sorry, Bao. This is for your own sake. I bit my lower lip cuz I am not that good at lying. I am expecting him to cry but he didn't.
"So, can I find another daddy?" He asked excitedly kaya naman ay kinunotan ko siya ng noo.
"What for? I can take good care of you, I can give you what you want, I can—"
"So that we both can protect you. Mommy, I want a daddy to protect you when I am not on your side." He said dramatically which makes my heart melt. I'm so lucky to have you, Bao.
You are my only gem and I will do everything to keep you.
CHAPTER 1 ADDISON's POV A loud ring of my phone filled the whole meeting room. Napatingin ang lahat sa akin nang tingnan ko ang cellphone ko. It's an unregistered phone number, sino kaya 'to at paano niya nalaman ang number ko. Only Bao know my number— Wait...Baka ibinigay na naman niya sa kung sinu-sino ang number ko kaya naman ay buwan-buwan ako nagpapalit ng sim card to avoid unknown callers. At ngayon, meron na naman?! I decided to answer the call para naman humingi ng paumanhin. Tumingin muna ako sa mga ka board meeting ko bago sa boss ko at nagpaalam. "Excuse me for a while," sabi ko at tinanguan niya lang ako. Pagkadating ko sa labas ng meeting room ay agad akong nagsalita. "Sorry for—" a voice of a kid cut my words. "Mommy!" Matinis na sigaw ng isang bata sa kabi
CHAPTER 2 BAO's POV "Psst, Bao. Come here, quick!" My mom is really weird sometimes, I don't know why is she acting like that. I was obliged to follow my mom in the kitchen and asked her why. "Wèishéme?" "English, Bao. You know I don't understand mandarin," she said in a whisper. "Mom? Why are you whispering?" I asked curiously. She cleared her throat and kneel down in front of me. "Bao, haven't I told you before not to trust easily. People might take advantage of it," she said in a serious tone and I nod in instant. "But uncle Shen is a good person-" "And how can you be so sure?" "I just know it," I answered and crossed my arms in my chest. She stand up and messed up my hair. "Okay, okay. You go back there, entertain your guest while I'm s
CHAPTER 3 ADDISON's POV KASALUKUYAN kong sinisermonan si Wayzz sa may kusina nang may matinis na boses ang sumigaw mula sa aming likuran kaya naman ay mabilis ko itong nilingon. Of course, it was no other than my son. I took a breath before smiling at him. "Mommy! We have a guest, we have a guest," masigla niyang sabi habang tumalon-talon. I pat his head as he guided me towards his so-called 'guest'. My eyes widen as I saw the guest, it's Mr. Shen. "Mr. Shen, anong ginagawa mo dito?" I tried to ask casually and he stood up, fixing his messed tuxedo. "I'm here to visit Bao." He paused and looked at my back. I suddenly feel Wayzz's presence. "And what is he doing here? Gabing-gabi na, so disturbing." Halata sa gwapo niyang mukha ang inis kaya naman hindi ko napigilang ngumiti. He looks so cute— wait, what?! Why am I thinking of those thoughts? Pal
CHAPTER 4 ADDISON's POV "NO," mariing sabi ko bago siya tinalikuran at naglakad papunta sa anak ko. He's currently playing with his toys given by his godfathers. "Bao, come here," sabi ko na kaagad niya namang sinunod. I hugged him tightly, afraid that someone might took him away from me. "Do you really want a daddy?" tanong ko nang humiwalay ako sa kanya and he nodded immediately. "Uncle Shen said that he's my father, is that true, mommy?" inosenteng tanong niya and I can't lie to him kaya naman ay agad akong tumango. I can see the happiness in his twinkling eyes and I can't do anything but hug him tightly. "Are you going to leave me Bao now that you know who's your father?" I can't help to be an emotional one while hugging him. "Of course not! My mom is so precious to me, you're my gem mom." "Bao,"
Chapter 5 ADDISON's POV "THANK YOU for listening to my presentation," sabi ko nang matapos na akong magpresenta sa kanila. It's Friday supposed to be, day-off ko ngayon and then something happened. "Thank you too, Ms. Takeshi for that wonderful presentation of yours. You know, you are beautiful." I blushed a bit kasi hindi naman ako sanay makatanggap ng papuri sa iba. "T-Thank you po," nahihiyang sagot ko kay Mr. Davis. "Your beauty should be exposed to everybody, dapat hindi mo 'yan tinatago." "Actually, she's an actress. Female second lead and stuntwoman is usually her role," biglang sabat ng boss ko habang
CHAPTER 6 THIRD PERSON's POV LIANDRE is currently reading the documents for the enhancements of their company. Nasa bahay lang siya kasi wala siya sa mood pumunta sa kompanya kaya ipinahatid niya nalang sa sekretarya niya ang mga dokumentong kailangan. "Mr. Shen, young master is already here." The butler informed him. "Daddy!" A tiny little voice screams from the entrance of his home, wearing his pajama and smiling ear to ear. "Come here kiddo, I want a hug." Liandre requested and the little boy do so. Clive hugged Liandre tightly and so as Liandre. They miss each other, they long for each other. Four years is quite long for both of them. The man at the back cleared his throat making them two look at him. "Siguraduhin mo lang na aalagaan mo si Bao, Leiado. And make sure to explain to Addison, gago." It's Wayzz, sin
Chapter 07 - Regrets A/N: Hi guys, I don't if there's someone reading my novel but if there is one, I hope you'll make it 'till the end of this story of mine. Mabuhay! I am Margarita and I just want to thank you all for reading this story even though ang tagal kong mag-update. So I will change the type of view, from the first-person view to the third-person view maybe starting this chapter. So I hope you will still support an underrated writer like me. God Bless and thank you! *** "Are you sure about this, Addi?" Her boss asked for the third time, making sure if her decision is really final. Napag-isipan ni Addison na mag-resign sa kompanyang kasulukuyang pinagtatrabahuan niya dahil bukod sa malayo ito sa apartment niya, hindi din sapat ang sweldo niya dito. Let's just say na malaki nga talaga ang sweldo sa kompanya ni Zeus kompara sa iba but the thought of working Zeus' company makes her feel unease and guilty. Because
Chapter 08 TUMIKHIM si Liandre para kunin ang atensyon ni Addison na kanina pa nakatingin sa malayo. It’s been five minutes at hindi pa umiimik si Addison mula no’ng nagkasagutan sila. He wanted to say sorry for saying those words to her, he know she’ve gone through that’s why he regret so much saying it to her. “Addison, let’s talk--” “Four years. . . four years Liandre, binuhay ko mag-isa ang anak ko at ngayon darating ka na parang wala lang. Alam mo ba kung ano ang naging buhay ko matapos nang may mangyari sa atin?” Nanunubig na naman ang mata nito at labi na sinisisi ni Liandre ang sarili niya sa mga oras na yun. Alam niya na nagkulang siya sa anak niya, lalong-lalo na kay Addison. Hindi niya naman alam na may anak siya dito, kung nalaman lang sana niya… “Sorry,” mahinang sambit ng lalaki pero hindi yun narinig ni Addison. “Tinakwil ako ng mga sariling magulang ko. . . pinandirian