Mag-log inEvelyn POV: When I opened my eyes, I prayed I was still dreaming.
That the ceremony was over, that the whispers and the laughter were figments of a cruel nightmare. But reality hit me the second my body shifted. Cold stone beneath my palms. The sting of humiliation still fresh in my chest. And above all, him. "Lucien Blackthorn." He stood a few steps away, towering, unshaken, the moonlight painting sharp edges across his face. His golden eyes—those eyes I once admired from afar—looked at me with nothing but disdain. “She’s awake,” someone murmured. Laughter rippled through the crowd like poison. My heart clenched so hard it hurt to breathe. I wished the ground would open up and swallow me whole. No one came to help. No one ever did. My vision swam as I tried to push myself upright. The room tilted, my head spun, but the sound of his voice pinned me in place. “Evelyn,” Lucien said, his tone cold enough to freeze the air. “Accept my rejection.” The words struck again, slicing through the tiny thread of hope I still clung to. I thought—foolishly—that maybe when I woke, he’d take it back. That it was all a cruel misunderstanding. But Lucien never looked uncertain. He spoke like a king delivering judgment. “I” My throat closed. The weight of a hundred stares pressed down on me. “I can’t” His jaw tightened. He stepped closer. The scent of cedar and dominance hit me like a wall. “Say it,” he ordered. “End this farce.” I wanted to. I really did. The rejection would break the bond, free me from the pain tearing through my chest. But the words wouldn’t come. Something deep inside me refused. I shook my head, my lips trembling. “No.” Gasps spread like wildfire. “She said no?” “To him?” “Has she lost her mind?” My pulse thundered in my ears. I couldn’t look away from Lucien, even as his expression darkened, as golden light flickered behind his eyes—the mark of an Alpha’s fury. “You will never be my mate,” he said. His voice didn’t shake, but mine did. “You will never stand beside me. The Moon Goddess made a mistake when she tied me to you.” I flinched. His words dug deeper than claws ever could. The whispers that followed were knives, each sharper than the last. “Pathetic omega.” “She should be grateful he even looked at her.” “She’ll never belong here.” I felt my chest tighten, my breath hitch. My vision blurred again as tears burned down my cheeks. I wanted to scream, to tell them they were wrong—but my voice died in my throat. “Enough, Lucien.” A soft, melodic voice drifted through the hall. Selena. She moved gracefully through the crowd, her silver gown glimmering under the moonlight. Every wolf in the pack admired her—our healer, our darling, the one everyone said would be Luna someday. And maybe they were right. Her smile was sweet, angelic. But when her gaze landed on me, something sharp hid behind it. She looked me up and down, her lips curling with pity that wasn’t real. “She’s already humiliated herself,” Selena said, stepping close enough that I could smell the jasmine in her hair. “Let her go.” For a heartbeat, I almost believed she pitied me. Then her hand cracked across my face. The sound echoed through the hall. The sting was immediate—white-hot, shocking. The world seemed to stop. I touched my cheek, trembling. “Why” I whispered, but no one heard me. Gasps turned into approval. “That’s what she deserves.” “Selena shouldn’t have to see this mess.” Selena tilted her head and smiled sweetly. “Oh,” she said, mock surprise dripping from her tone, “my hand slipped.” Her eyes met mine for a heartbeat—cold, triumphant—and I understood. She wanted me to break. To fall apart in front of everyone. Lucien said nothing. He didn’t stop her. He didn’t even flinch. And that hurt more than the slap. My knees buckled, but I forced myself to stay upright. My whole body trembled as humiliation clawed at me from every direction. My heart screamed that this couldn’t be the same man the Moon Goddess chose for me. Tears blurred everything, but through the haze, I saw Lucien still staring at me. His expression was unreadable now, anger and something else flickering behind his eyes. The whispers grew louder. “She’s trembling again.” “She should’ve accepted it.” “Useless omega.” Their laughter swelled until it drowned everything. I dropped my gaze to the floor. My tears fell silently, splashing against the cold stone. Somewhere deep inside, something small twisted—a spark that burned for only a second before fading. But it was there. And one day, that spark would set the world on fire. Lucien POV: She looked so small on the floor. Broken. Shaking. Tears sliding down her face. And I hated how it made my chest twist. "Evelyn." The name itself felt like a curse. The Moon Goddess had to be joking. Out of every she-wolf in the pack, why her? Why an omega? Why the girl everyone ignored? My mate. The word burned. When she fainted, part of me wanted to pick her up. To tell the guards to get everyone out. But I didn’t move. I couldn’t. Too many eyes were on me. The next Alpha couldn’t show weakness. And yet, when she opened her eyes and looked at me—just looked—something inside me pulled tight. The bond snapped awake again, strong and alive. I felt her pain in my own chest. I almost stepped forward. Almost. Then she whispered, “No.” No. To me. The hall went silent, and every wolf stared, waiting for my reaction. My blood roared in my ears. No one ever said no to an Alpha. Not even a fainted omega who looked ready to fall apart. “You will never be my mate,” I heard myself say. The words came out cold and sharp. I thought saying them would kill the pull between us. It didn’t. If anything, it made it worse. She flinched, and I felt it like a punch to my gut. Her eyes—goddess, those eyes—were full of hurt and something else. Something that looked too close to hope. I couldn’t look at them for long. I needed her to stop looking at me like that. Then Selena’s voice broke the air. “Enough, Lucien. She’s already humiliated herself.” Selena walked in like she owned the room. The crowd parted for her. She always knew how to move when people were watching. Calm. Beautiful. Perfect. And I let her speak for me. I always did. When her hand hit Evelyn’s face, the sound echoed through the hall. I didn’t stop her. Everyone thought it was right. The soon-to-be Luna putting the weak omega in her place. I could almost hear my father’s voice in my head: An Alpha doesn’t protect the weak. He leads the strong. So I stood there, frozen, pretending I didn’t feel anything. But I did. Her tears slid down, and the bond flared again. Pain rushed through my chest, hot and sharp. My wolf growled inside me, furious. He hated what I was doing. Hated seeing her hurt. She’s ours, he whispered. Do something. No, I pushed back. She’s nothing. But even I didn’t believe that. When Evelyn finally looked away, something in me cracked. I saw the fire in her eyes, faint but real, and I knew she wouldn’t stay broken forever. That scared me more than anything. Selena turned to me, smiling sweetly, the picture of innocence. “You did the right thing,” she said. Her hand brushed my arm, gentle and practiced. “She’s just an omega. She’ll forget soon.” I nodded, because it was easier than answering. But inside, I felt sick. The crowd began to disperse, still laughing. Evelyn stayed on the ground. No one helped her up. And I… walked away. I told myself I didn’t care. That I had to do it. That rejecting her was strength, not cruelty. But as I stepped out of the hall, the sound of her whisper echoed in my head. That one small word she’d managed to say before the darkness took her again. “No.” And the worst part was, a part of me wished she’d keep saying it.EVELYN — POV: “Evelyn—what the hell—” Lucien didn’t finish. He was still staring at me like he had no idea what I was or what I’d just done. My palm throbbed. My heartbeat was everywhere. “I didn’t mean to,” I said quietly. He ran a hand through his hair, looking… shaken. I’d never seen him like that. Not even in battle. “You’re coming with me,” he said. It wasn’t loud. Just flat. I took a step back. “Lucien, wait—” “Don’t pretend you didn’t hear me.” His tone snapped, sharp like he was trying to hold himself together. “I’m not pretending,” I said. “I just want to know—” “Pack your things.” “No.” That one word froze him. He moved toward me so fast the air shifted. His aura hit the room hard, and for a second I forgot how to breathe. “Evelyn.” The way he said my name
EVELYN — POVBloodborn.The word pulsed inside my skull long after Rowan closed the door. My hands were shaking so badly I nearly dropped the skirt I’d grabbed from the chair.I didn’t pack much. There wasn’t much to pack — two dresses, a comb, the little necklace my mother gave me, and the herbs I still had left from the greenhouse.My mother.My chest squeezed painfully. I needed to check on her. I needed to—The door slammed open again.Rowan didn’t even flinch.Lucien filled the frame like he owned the air around him. Rain had soaked through his shirt; droplets slid down the hard line of his throat. His jaw was clenched so tight the muscle ticked.He didn’t look at my bag.He looked at me.And something in his eyes… god, something in his eyes nearly buckled my knees again. Not anger. Not entirely.A kind of wildness.A kind of fear.A kind of mine.“I said five minutes,” he growled.“It hasn’t been—”He stepped forward, grabbed my wrist, and pulled me out of the cabin before I cou
EVELYN — POVThe moment Lucien’s voice fell silent outside the door, the world inside the cabin went dead still.My pulse felt too loud, pounding in my throat, in my ears, in the tips of my fingers.“Evelyn and her mother must never learn the truth.”The sentence replayed itself over and over, each time worse, each time colder. My breath stalled halfway in my chest.My mother?What truth?Why say it like… like she was dangerous?My legs moved on their own, carrying me closer to the thin wooden door. I didn’t dare touch it. I just listened, heart cracking through my ribs.Rowan’s voice came first — quiet, tight with concern.“Alpha… she heard part of it. She needs to know what she’s up against.”Lucien’s response hit like a slap.“No. She needs to stay out of it.”His tone was low, vibrating through the walls. Not just angry. Terrified.I’d never heard fear in his voice. Not once. Not even when he stared down rogue wolves twice his size. But now?Now he sounded like the world was crack
The door was still vibrating when silence swallowed the cabin whole. The blanket around my shoulders felt suddenly too heavy. Too warm. Too tight. Like I was wrapped in the echo of Lucien’s aura and couldn’t crawl out from under it. My heartbeat still hadn’t slowed. Rowan stood near the table, shoulders tense, jaw set, but keeping his distance the way a Beta should. Not crowding. Not touching. Not intruding. Just watching me with those steady eyes that never made me feel small. “You’re shaking,” he said softly. “I’m fine.” “You keep saying that,” Rowan murmured. “One day I might believe you.” My knees nearly buckled, but I forced myself to sit before he moved to help me. My legs folded beneath me as if the bond had stolen my strength. Maybe it had. The air still tasted like him — like cedar smoke and heat and something feral. Even gone, Lucien’s presence clung to my lungs like it didn’t want to leave me either. My wolf whimpered deep inside my chest. I dug my na
Azazel.Even in my mind, the name felt like cold fingers around my spine.Rowan’s kettle hissed over the fire, but it didn’t calm the shaking under my skin. I kept my hands hidden beneath the blanket, pressing them against my ribs as if I could physically contain the panic.My body still felt wrong — like something inside me hadn’t fully settled since the garden yesterday. Like the earth itself was breathing beneath my feet.Rowan didn’t turn around, but his voice came low and steady.“You don’t have to explain what your mother said.”My throat almost closed. “How do you know she said anything?”He gave a soft breath that might’ve been a laugh. “Because you look like someone suddenly waiting for the world to collapse.”I almost smiled. Almost.But the name echoed again.Azazel.Searching for you.I stared at my mother’s sleeping face, trying to breathe past the tightness in my chest.Rowan set the kettle aside and moved toward us. “The tea’s ready. I’ll help her drink it when she wake
“I won’t cry again,” I whispered into the dark.For a long moment, the only answer was silence — the heavy kind that presses against your ribs like it knows all your secrets. My eyes stayed fixed on the trees outside the window. Rain dripped from the branches like the forest was trying to catch its breath after drowning all night.Behind me, Rowan shifted in the chair by the fire. The sound was soft enough that if I hadn't been awake, I wouldn’t have heard it.I hadn’t slept. Not really.By the time Rowan started to wake, stretching like his spine had turned to stone overnight, I was already standing.His eyes found me instantly. He didn’t ask why I was awake or why I looked like I’d been frozen in place for hours. Rowan wasn’t the kind of man who asked questions he already knew the answers to.“You ready?” he asked quietly.I nodded, even though my body still felt hollow.He stood, rolling out the stiffness in his neck, then crossed the room and took a cloak from the hook. He held it







