LOGINKAVEH
The engine hummed steadily beneath us as I gripped the steering wheel tighter because even though she had easily agreed, a part of me was still wound and restless. Astrid sat in the passenger seat in a dress that was twice her size, the only thing I could get on short notice. I made a mental note to stock her wardrobe and filed the thought away. Right now, all my attention was on her. Her body was rigid, gaze fixed on the passing city lights as evening fell. I could see the way she fought back tears—jaw clenched, eyes glistening but refusing to spill. She looked fragile, like a single wrong word could shatter her completely. Guilt gnawed at my insides, sharp and unrelenting, but I swallowed it down. Apologizing again would be weak. A man in my position didn’t grovel. I had given her my word, taken her to that cursed street, and watched her unravel. That mistake would not be repeated again and it couldn’t be absolved with useless words. The rest of the ride passed in heavy silence. I didn’t think she wanted the radio on and engaging in pointless conversation seemed well…pointless. All we had was the weight of what had happened yesterday hanging between us like smoke. When the mansion gates finally opened, I pulled the car to a smooth stop in the driveway. “Rest in your room,” I told her, my voice low and commanding. It wasn’t a suggestion. Astrid nodded without looking at me, slipping out of the car like mist. I watched her disappear through the grand doors before I turned away. There was no time for sentiment. I moved quietly through the halls, my footsteps measured, until I reached the old man’s study. The door was shut. I pushed it open without knocking. Father sat behind his massive oak desk, the room thick with the pungent scent of his cigar burning between his fingers. The smoke curled lazily toward the ceiling like a serpent. The dim lamp cast harsh shadows across his face, highlighting the deep lines of age and power. He didn’t look surprised to see me. But then again, nothing surprised Elias Zarvan. I closed the door behind me with a firm click. “Do you want to die earlier than necessary with this addiction of yours?” My tone was stern, laced with the authority of the firstborn who had carried this family’s weight for years. “That poison will claim you before your time.” The old man took a slow drag, his eyes meeting mine with calculated calm. “It would be for the best,” he replied, voice gravelly and unyielding. “Then someone competent can finally take over the empire without all this endless circling.” I grunted, the sound rumbling deep in my chest. I knew the bait. Succession arguments had defined our relationship for decades—him testing me, me refusing to play the eager puppet. But I wasn’t here for that fight tonight. I crossed the room and stood before his desk, arms folded across my chest. “How did you know?” I demanded, voice steady but intense. “How did you know Astrid was your daughter in such a short time? We pulled a bleeding woman off the street and the next thing you’re declaring her as your daughter in front of everyone.” Father raised a single brow, the cigar pausing midway to his lips. “The blood test,” he said simply, as if it explained the universe. I leaned forward, palms flat on the desk. “A test doesn’t explain anything. Where were you for most of her life? The woman looks at us like we’re strangers trying to cage her and I don’t blame her.” He set the cigar down in the ashtray. “I’ve always known I had a child, but her mother took off and hid her from me. Probably married another man and raised her together. But it doesn’t matter now, as it’s my blood in her veins. So she’s mine. Therefore, she’s ours.” I straightened, letting the words settle in the silence. I didn’t put it past Father to have a child outside, he loved women. I’d always thought something like this would happen that we were only placeholders for when he got a child of his own blood. The implications of what this meant pressed against my skull. Slowly, I settled into the leather chair opposite him, keeping my face flat. I had learned long ago to mask my emotions well. The way he watched me closely, his sharp eyes missing nothing, made me realize I could never fully mask around him, and he knew where my mind headed. “Why do you care so much about this situation, son?” he asked, a hint of challenge in his tone. “Are you scared of losing your place as the heir? Does the sudden appearance of my daughter threaten the empire I’ve given you and your brothers because you boys are adopted?” I fought the urge to glare at him, keeping my expression stone-cold. “That’s not—” “You can relax, Kaveh. You boys, are my sons. I love you all deeply and nothing will change that.” His assurance felt good to hear but that wasn’t why I was worried. “Father, I doubt you fully understand the hell you’ve created by dropping this on her without preparation. This isn’t some simple family reunion. We’re a powerful family, she’s missing years from her memory. It’s destruction if not handled correctly.” Father’s lips curved into a faint, knowing smile. “The destruction you’ve already started, Kaveh? You know I didn’t agree to you taking her back there.” “She wanted clarity and I gave it to her.” The smile vanished from his face instantly. His expression turned to cold steel. “Do not play games with me, boy. You have to make sure Astrid is protected at all costs. She must never relapse because of your childish impulses. Her memories will come back and she will understand her place is here with us, but till then, control your actions, or I will control them for you. Dismissed.” The word landed with finality that left no question. I stood without another word, my jaw tight, and left the study. *** Outside in the shadowed side entrance that led to the garden, Arman leaned against the wall, a cigarette glowing between his fingers. Smoke trailed from his lips as he stared into the night. I sighed internally. He was the last person I wanted to deal with in my agitated state. I just wanted the quiet garden so I could think. I squared my shoulders and tried to walk past him, but his voice stopped me. “Running from Father?” Arman sneered. “Or are you just eager to go play hero to the new sister you nearly killed today? Always the responsible one, yet you fuck up the one thing that matters.” Something inside me snapped. The guilt, Father’s warning, the image of Astrid’s tear-filled eyes in the car—it all ignited. In one swift motion, I grabbed him by the shirt, yanking him forward until his face was inches from mine. “Watch your mouth,” I growled, voice low and dangerous. “I made the call so I live with the consequences. I don’t need you speaking to me like that. Know your fucking place, brother or I will put you there. Do you understand?” Arman’s eyes widened for a split second before defiance flared back. The corner of his mouth tilted with barely restrained rage. “Get your fucking hands off me.” The air between us crackled like live wire. I held him a moment longer before releasing him with a slight shove. He straightened his shirt, breathing hard. “This isn’t over, Kaveh.” I didn’t reply. I turned and walked away, my mind already shifting back to Astrid. Her presence was messing with my head more than I cared to admit. Why did her pain feel like a personal failure? Why did protecting her feel like the most important duty I had faced in years? As the firstborn, I had built walls of steel around my responsibilities. But this woman had threatened to topple them without even trying. I paused on the path, glancing up toward where her room was located. The lights were off. The mansion had settled into quiet around me, but the storm inside my chest raged on. Family. Blood. Duty. They were chains as much as they were armor and I knew I wouldn’t fail Astrid again.ASTRIDI couldn’t sleep. The clock on the bedside table glowed 1:07 AM, its soft blue light mocking me in the darkness. I tossed and turned under the sheets, my mind refusing to quiet. Every time I closed my eyes, the memories rushed back like a cruel tide—my frantic dash from store to store, the confused faces of strangers, the growing horror in my stomach as my voice echoed desperately: “Do you know them? My parents? Have you seen them?” And then there was the Patriarch’s calm declaration that he would explain everything to me. He wanted me to wait until I was “ready.” But how could I wait? The uncertainty was eating me alive. Who was I? Why did these people claim me as blood when my heart ached for my real family that was gone? The questions burned hot in my chest and the restlessness finally won. I slipped out of bed, slipped on the baggy dress I wore back from the hospital and left the room. The floor was cool beneath my bare feet as I padded quietly down the long hallwa
KAVEHThe engine hummed steadily beneath us as I gripped the steering wheel tighter because even though she had easily agreed, a part of me was still wound and restless. Astrid sat in the passenger seat in a dress that was twice her size, the only thing I could get on short notice. I made a mental note to stock her wardrobe and filed the thought away. Right now, all my attention was on her.Her body was rigid, gaze fixed on the passing city lights as evening fell. I could see the way she fought back tears—jaw clenched, eyes glistening but refusing to spill. She looked fragile, like a single wrong word could shatter her completely. Guilt gnawed at my insides, sharp and unrelenting, but I swallowed it down. Apologizing again would be weak. A man in my position didn’t grovel. I had given her my word, taken her to that cursed street, and watched her unravel. That mistake would not be repeated again and it couldn’t be absolved with useless words.The rest of the ride passed in heavy si
ASTRIDMy eyelids felt like they were glued shut with lead. I tried to open them, but the world remained dark, heavy, and distant. Voices cut through the fog of my mind—loud, angry, clashing like thunder in my skull. They were fighting. The brothers.“You absolute fool, Kaveh!” Arman’s shout exploded, raw and furious. “She nearly died again because of you! We finally have her back after years, and you risk everything because she throws a tantrum? I told you! I warned you she wasn’t ready!”Kaveh said nothing in his defense. His silence somehow felt more than any words. I could picture him with his jaw clenched, eyes dark, taking every blow without flinching. The intensity in Arman’s voice made my stomach twist. Underneath the anger, there was genuine fear in there. His concern for me would be touching if he wasn’t shouting and making my headache worse. “You think staying quiet makes you noble?” Arman continued, his voice rising to a dangerous pitch. “It makes you reckless! She ran
ASTRIDI woke up with a start, my heart already pounding before my eyes fully opened. Sleep had been a battlefield of weird dreams and fragmented voices I didn’t recognize.Everything faded once my eyes adjusted and I sat up slowly, wincing as every muscle protested from the hollow ache in my belly. I took a breath as it passed, showered and got dressed. I had nothing here. No clothes that belonged to me. So I slipped back into the same silk outfit from yesterday. I had a mind to request clothes, but I didn’t want to be in their debt in any way or form.My hands trembled as I smoothed the fabric down. After all, it was just for today and I wouldn’t see them again. I was going home. The thought bloomed warm in my chest as I descended the sweeping staircase, the flat shoes silent on the carpet.The moment I reached the bottom of the stairs, I saw Kaveh in the foyer, speaking in hushed tones with Kian. He was dashing in a navy suit and Kian was more casually dressed in a shirt and sl
ASTRIDI didn’t stay drowning for long. A soft knock came a minute later. With Soraya gone, and the weight of her words pressing down on me like a physical weight, all I wanted to crawl away and let my tears flow. But the knock persisted. To the point it was impossible to ignore. I wiped my face and opened the door. Kaveh stood there as if I hadn’t slammed the door in his face. He still had that patient look about him. I couldn’t stand to look at it. Leaving the door open I moved away and stood by the four-poster bed, wrapping my arm tightly around myself. No matter how large the room was I was acutely aware of him, the way his tall frame filled the doorway, the way his eyes stayed on me like it could see everything. The scratch on my cheek from Roxana still stung faintly, a reminder of how this so-called “home” was hostile.I shifted awkwardly, avoiding his steady gaze. “What do you want?” My voice was quieter than I intended. “You don’t need to fuss over me. I’m not a child.”
ASTRIDKian’s hand remained gentle on my arm as he led me down the long hallway, but I could feel the tension radiating off him. Somehow I’d allowed him to lead me away. I’d listened to his advice about needing rest and didn’t resist when he took my arm, but I wasn’t at peace.The beautiful red walls of the mansion blurred in my vision as fresh tears threatened to spill. My heart wouldn’t stop racing. Everything felt like a trap I had willingly walked into.“Astrid, please calm down. This isn’t the time to make such rash decisions,” Kian said softly, his voice steady. “You’re simply upset right now. This is your home, whether you remember it or not.”I stopped walking abruptly and pulled my arm away from his touch. My chest heaved as the words burst out.“I’m not ready to listen to any of this.” My voice trembled with a mix of fear and anger. “Just because I can’t remember doesn’t mean you all get to erase who I was before that. I had a life. I had parents. You can’t just stand here
ASTRIDI stood frozen, the sting on my cheek from Roxana’s nails barely registering. All I could hear were the Patriarch’s words echoing in my skull.My daughter.My lips parted, but no sound came out. My tongue felt heavy, useless. All I could do was stare at the tall, commanding man standing befo
ASTRIDHome was nothing like I imagined it to be. This was no home. This was probably a mansion in heaven. Never had I seen nothing so grand with walls stretching so high it almost resembled a fortress. Or the sprawling estate that extended for miles, more than the eyes could see. This was what
ASTRIDJakob made sure the only thing I left with were the clothes on my back, now drenched by the falling snow. He took everything else away from me.The last look on his face remained, haunting me as I sat on the side walk. Cars blurred past and people moved quickly, but the only thought I had w
ASTRIDIt was Mia, my look-alike cousin who had chosen to be the prodigal daughter.“Mia?” My aunt asked, blinking to see if it truly was her long-lost child that just walked in.My uncle had the same dumbstruck look on his face as he approached her. “Is that really you?”All the guests had their g







