LOGINASTRID
I didn’t stay drowning for long. A soft knock came a minute later. With Soraya gone, and the weight of her words pressing down on me like a physical weight, all I wanted to crawl away and let my tears flow. But the knock persisted. To the point it was impossible to ignore. I wiped my face and opened the door. Kaveh stood there as if I hadn’t slammed the door in his face. He still had that patient look about him. I couldn’t stand to look at it. Leaving the door open I moved away and stood by the four-poster bed, wrapping my arm tightly around myself. No matter how large the room was I was acutely aware of him, the way his tall frame filled the doorway, the way his eyes stayed on me like it could see everything. The scratch on my cheek from Roxana still stung faintly, a reminder of how this so-called “home” was hostile. I shifted awkwardly, avoiding his steady gaze. “What do you want?” My voice was quieter than I intended. “You don’t need to fuss over me. I’m not a child.” Kaveh raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms over his broad chest. The faint light from the bedside lamp cast shadows across his sharp jawline. “Fuss over you?” He let out a short, dry chuckle. “Is that what you think this is? I wanted to apologize for my daughter. I would ask her but she’s stubborn like her mother and won’t listen to me.” I met his eyes then, stubbornness rising to mask the fear churning in my stomach. “Apology not accepted, you can leave now. This… whatever you all are trying to pull here, it won’t work on me.” Kaveh grunted, the sound low and rumbling in his throat. For a moment, he studied me like I was a puzzle he couldn’t quite solve. The intensity in his dark eyes made my skin prickle. “Are you always this difficult, Astrid?” “Difficult?” I echoed, a spark of anger cutting through the confusion. “My entire life has crumbled. I don’t know the truth from a lie. And now strangers are claiming I’m part of their family? Forgive me if I’m not rolling out the welcome mat.” He didn’t flinch at my tone. Instead, he uncrossed his arms and nodded toward the door. “Go down for dinner. The table’s set.” I blinked at him. Was he serious? Dinner? “Listen, Kaveh. Are you really going to take me back home tomorrow?” I asked, my voice edged with doubt. Kaveh’s expression remained calm, almost unreadable. “Yes. I’m a man of my word. But I was hoping you’d spend a few nights here and recover before—” “I want to go tomorrow,” I cut him off. He nodded. “Alright then. But for now you need to eat. So, dinner…” I searched his face for several seconds. I shouldn’t trust this man. I’d just met him but that sliver of trust had already sparked in my chest and he looked like the type of man that wouldn’t lie to me. “Fine. I’ll be right there.” Kaveh lingered for another second, as if debating whether to say more. I braced myself but he turned and left. The door clicked shut behind him, leaving me alone with the echo of his footsteps fading down the hallway. I sank onto the edge of the bed for a few minutes, staring at the intricate patterns on the rug, wondering if I should attend their dinner. Eventually, hunger and exhaustion won out. I smoothed down the silk dress and made my way downstairs. *** The dining room was even more grand than I remembered from my brief tour. A long mahogany table stretched under a glittering chandelier, set with fine china and silverware that probably cost a fortune. But only the brothers were there—no sign of Elias or Soraya. The empty chairs made the space feel cavernous. Arman sat at one end, aggressively stabbing at his plate with a fork. His handsome face was twisted in a scowl, stormy eyes fixed downward as if the food had personally offended him. He didn’t glance up when I entered. Kian, seated across from him, looked up immediately. His gaze lingered on my face—soft, concerned, almost searching—while his own meal sat untouched. Kaveh occupied the head of the table, eating methodically, his posture straight and controlled. A phone in his hand. I hesitated in the doorway before sliding into a chair near Kian. The aroma of the food filled the air, rich and inviting. To my surprise, I found I could eat despite the thick tension. The first bite of warm bread and tender chicken felt grounding, a small anchor in the chaos. No one spoke for several minutes. The only sounds were the clink of utensils and the distant hum of the estate outside. I kept my eyes on my plate, but I could feel their gaze like a heavy blanket. All three brothers exuded a dangerous energy. Like dark horses that could crush me at any given moment. But for some reason I felt oddly comforted by it. Suddenly, Arman slammed his fork down and shattered the silence. “This is bullshit,” he muttered, pushing his chair back with a harsh scrape. He stood abruptly, cursing under his breath as he stormed out of the room without a backward glance. The door swung shut behind him with a thud that made me jump. I froze, my appetite dimming. What was his problem? Kaveh didn’t even pause in his eating. He simply glanced at me and said evenly, “Eat.” I obeyed, though each bite felt heavy. Kian watched me the entire time, like he’d forgotten his food existed. I didn’t know whether to be touched by his concern or uncomfortable. The silence stretched until the plates were cleared by quiet staff who appeared and disappeared like shadows. As the meal ended, Kian leaned forward, his voice gentle but probing. “Do you really want to leave, Astrid?” I met his eyes, my resolve hardening. “Yes. I do.” He studied me for a long moment, then asked the question I’d been dreading. “Are you trying to run away from the truth of what our father said? About you being his daughter?” My stubbornness flared hot and immediate. “There is no truth in that,” I shot back, standing up so quickly my chair nearly toppled. “I know who I am. I know my family.” Before any of them could respond, I turned and ran up the grand staircase, my footsteps echoing loudly in the vast space. I didn’t stop until I was back in the room with the door slammed shut. I leaned against it, breathing hard. From below, their voices carried up faintly but clearly enough for me to hear the argument brewing because of me. “You can’t just let her leave like this, Kaveh!” Arman’s voice boomed, laced with anger. “She’s family. Father said it himself and there’s proof she belongs to us!” “She doesn’t belong to us, Arman. She’s our father’s daughter but she has a right to find answers for herself,” Kaveh replied, his tone measured but firm. “This is her home,” Arman shot back. Kian’s calmer voice joined in. “She’s scared and confused. It’s wise to give her time, I’m sure the old man would agree.” “The old man wouldn’t agree to this,” Arman scoffed. “You guys didn’t see her in the hospital I did! I thought she wouldn’t even make it. The doctor said she has dissociative amnesia and we don’t know when she’ll get her memories back or if she will. We know the truth. She needs to trust us and stay here.” “That’s not your decision to make.” Their words overlapped, growing heated. I pressed my hands over my ears, sliding down to the floor. Tears blurred my vision as the argument swirled around my name, my accident, my place here. It all felt too much like I was a prize they were fighting over rather than a person. I curled up on the bed again, pulling the soft covers over me. The luxury surrounding me only amplified my isolation. Like my body couldn’t accept this. Tomorrow, Kaveh had promised to take me back. I just needed to get past this storm and then be with my real family. What if the memories were lies my mind had built to survive? The intrusive thought terrified me more than staying, so I shoved it away. My parents were real! As the brothers’ voices faded into muffled debate downstairs, sleep tugged at me once more. But it came with questions I couldn’t silence. Who was I really? And why did part of me fear that Elias’s claim held a fragment of truth I wasn’t ready to face?ASTRIDI couldn’t sleep. The clock on the bedside table glowed 1:07 AM, its soft blue light mocking me in the darkness. I tossed and turned under the sheets, my mind refusing to quiet. Every time I closed my eyes, the memories rushed back like a cruel tide—my frantic dash from store to store, the confused faces of strangers, the growing horror in my stomach as my voice echoed desperately: “Do you know them? My parents? Have you seen them?” And then there was the Patriarch’s calm declaration that he would explain everything to me. He wanted me to wait until I was “ready.” But how could I wait? The uncertainty was eating me alive. Who was I? Why did these people claim me as blood when my heart ached for my real family that was gone? The questions burned hot in my chest and the restlessness finally won. I slipped out of bed, slipped on the baggy dress I wore back from the hospital and left the room. The floor was cool beneath my bare feet as I padded quietly down the long hallwa
KAVEHThe engine hummed steadily beneath us as I gripped the steering wheel tighter because even though she had easily agreed, a part of me was still wound and restless. Astrid sat in the passenger seat in a dress that was twice her size, the only thing I could get on short notice. I made a mental note to stock her wardrobe and filed the thought away. Right now, all my attention was on her.Her body was rigid, gaze fixed on the passing city lights as evening fell. I could see the way she fought back tears—jaw clenched, eyes glistening but refusing to spill. She looked fragile, like a single wrong word could shatter her completely. Guilt gnawed at my insides, sharp and unrelenting, but I swallowed it down. Apologizing again would be weak. A man in my position didn’t grovel. I had given her my word, taken her to that cursed street, and watched her unravel. That mistake would not be repeated again and it couldn’t be absolved with useless words.The rest of the ride passed in heavy si
ASTRIDMy eyelids felt like they were glued shut with lead. I tried to open them, but the world remained dark, heavy, and distant. Voices cut through the fog of my mind—loud, angry, clashing like thunder in my skull. They were fighting. The brothers.“You absolute fool, Kaveh!” Arman’s shout exploded, raw and furious. “She nearly died again because of you! We finally have her back after years, and you risk everything because she throws a tantrum? I told you! I warned you she wasn’t ready!”Kaveh said nothing in his defense. His silence somehow felt more than any words. I could picture him with his jaw clenched, eyes dark, taking every blow without flinching. The intensity in Arman’s voice made my stomach twist. Underneath the anger, there was genuine fear in there. His concern for me would be touching if he wasn’t shouting and making my headache worse. “You think staying quiet makes you noble?” Arman continued, his voice rising to a dangerous pitch. “It makes you reckless! She ran
ASTRIDI woke up with a start, my heart already pounding before my eyes fully opened. Sleep had been a battlefield of weird dreams and fragmented voices I didn’t recognize.Everything faded once my eyes adjusted and I sat up slowly, wincing as every muscle protested from the hollow ache in my belly. I took a breath as it passed, showered and got dressed. I had nothing here. No clothes that belonged to me. So I slipped back into the same silk outfit from yesterday. I had a mind to request clothes, but I didn’t want to be in their debt in any way or form.My hands trembled as I smoothed the fabric down. After all, it was just for today and I wouldn’t see them again. I was going home. The thought bloomed warm in my chest as I descended the sweeping staircase, the flat shoes silent on the carpet.The moment I reached the bottom of the stairs, I saw Kaveh in the foyer, speaking in hushed tones with Kian. He was dashing in a navy suit and Kian was more casually dressed in a shirt and sl
ASTRIDI didn’t stay drowning for long. A soft knock came a minute later. With Soraya gone, and the weight of her words pressing down on me like a physical weight, all I wanted to crawl away and let my tears flow. But the knock persisted. To the point it was impossible to ignore. I wiped my face and opened the door. Kaveh stood there as if I hadn’t slammed the door in his face. He still had that patient look about him. I couldn’t stand to look at it. Leaving the door open I moved away and stood by the four-poster bed, wrapping my arm tightly around myself. No matter how large the room was I was acutely aware of him, the way his tall frame filled the doorway, the way his eyes stayed on me like it could see everything. The scratch on my cheek from Roxana still stung faintly, a reminder of how this so-called “home” was hostile.I shifted awkwardly, avoiding his steady gaze. “What do you want?” My voice was quieter than I intended. “You don’t need to fuss over me. I’m not a child.”
ASTRIDKian’s hand remained gentle on my arm as he led me down the long hallway, but I could feel the tension radiating off him. Somehow I’d allowed him to lead me away. I’d listened to his advice about needing rest and didn’t resist when he took my arm, but I wasn’t at peace.The beautiful red walls of the mansion blurred in my vision as fresh tears threatened to spill. My heart wouldn’t stop racing. Everything felt like a trap I had willingly walked into.“Astrid, please calm down. This isn’t the time to make such rash decisions,” Kian said softly, his voice steady. “You’re simply upset right now. This is your home, whether you remember it or not.”I stopped walking abruptly and pulled my arm away from his touch. My chest heaved as the words burst out.“I’m not ready to listen to any of this.” My voice trembled with a mix of fear and anger. “Just because I can’t remember doesn’t mean you all get to erase who I was before that. I had a life. I had parents. You can’t just stand here
ASTRIDI stood frozen, the sting on my cheek from Roxana’s nails barely registering. All I could hear were the Patriarch’s words echoing in my skull.My daughter.My lips parted, but no sound came out. My tongue felt heavy, useless. All I could do was stare at the tall, commanding man standing befo
ASTRIDHome was nothing like I imagined it to be. This was no home. This was probably a mansion in heaven. Never had I seen nothing so grand with walls stretching so high it almost resembled a fortress. Or the sprawling estate that extended for miles, more than the eyes could see. This was what
ASTRIDJakob made sure the only thing I left with were the clothes on my back, now drenched by the falling snow. He took everything else away from me.The last look on his face remained, haunting me as I sat on the side walk. Cars blurred past and people moved quickly, but the only thought I had w
ASTRID“I now pronounce you, husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”The cheers from the guests after the priest declared those words rang aloud in my head. It was the day I became Jakob Carlsen’s wife. I was overwhelmed with joy. Who wouldn’t? It wasn’t everyday you got to be the wife of the







