I stared blankly at my disheveled reflection in the mirror.
As hard as I tried to smile, I just couldn't bring myself to. I only ended up stretching my lips until it felt like they would fall apart. From the mirror, I could see Asher staring at me expressionlessly. I wondered what he was thinking.
"Say something, will you?" I snapped.
I could not help the anger I felt; at the world, at my parents, at myself. I was projecting my anger and fear on him and that made me feel even worse.
"So you're getting married." He blurted out in a hoarse voice. No shit, Sherlock.
I forced down the sarcasm and focused my eyes on his face. The look of disbelief was evident there. I felt that way too.
Between me and Asher, there hadn't been any pretense– we loved each other and we knew we wanted to get married. We had not in any way bargained for this plot twist.
I stepped towards him and took his clenched fists in mine. His fingers had gone cold and I could feel a slight tremble in his hands.
"He's a prince and my parents demand it. I'm sorry Asher," I spoke quickly and briskly. I wanted to stop bringing it up.
He snorted.
"You are getting married to a prince," he sneered at the thought before resuming his helpless look.
"We will find a way, Asher. I won't allow myself to be sold off like a commodity in the market, trust me." I said caressing his fingers even though I knew nothing I would say would make him hurt any less.
He pulled away from my grasp like my hands held pins and needles and I felt a sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. There was a time, even just yesterday when a touch from me was enough to take away everything that bothered him. He liked to hold my hand anytime he was troubled because he said it gave him energy. But now, it seemed like my touch made his skin crawl.
"How? How will you find a way? The only way is for us to go public with our relationship right now!"
I saw the crazy idea form in his head even before he spoke.
"Let's confront your parents and get them to bless us, even if it means lying that you are with child."
I felt something in my heart unwind. Asher was not an angry person usually but right now, I almost did not recognize him. His eyes shone with a fiery emotion I could not comprehend.
He was looking everywhere else but at me. I realized that what he felt was more than anger. He felt cheated. He was beating himself up for not claiming me sooner.
"I love you, Asher and I'm willing to fight for us. It may be tough but what does it matter if I can be with you at the end?" I asked. My eyes were pleading, I knew. I hated to sound desperate but it was almost impossible at this point to hide that fact.
"We both know that won't happen. You'll marry the prince, just like your parents demand because I'm not royalty." He replied in a resigned voice and I feared that someone might hear us.
"Fuck royalty, Asher! I love you and that's what matters." I felt I was losing the argument already.
Memories of our past flashed quickly before my eyes. Asher had always been sweet, always doing everything I wanted. He adored me, I knew and I loved how he made me feel. He let me hold his sword and swing it and when my parents were out on business, he helped me climb over the palace walls to explore the world outside. That we were together was largely secret and like many secret relationships, we had some rough times but we were happy most of the time, we found solace in each other and that was what mattered.
"Then let's get married, Ariel. Let's say you are with my child," he wheedled, desperation clouding better judgment. If that wasn't the most absurd thing I'd heard...
"My dad would kill us both. Please listen to yourself, Asher. I love you but I cannot do that."
I saw the hurt flash through his eyes at my statement. "You can't, or you won't? Ariel, do you even actually love me?" He asked through gritted teeth.
"What are you saying right now?" I screamed, not caring that I might be heard. This was the first time Asher had ever spoken to me in this manner.
"If you love me like you claim to do, this shouldn't even be up for discussion. If we don't act fast, I will end up losing you forever and I can't allow that."
I reached for his broad shoulders and enveloped him in a back hug. He felt like a rock, my rock. "I know. I honestly can't let you go like this." I admitted.
He grabbed my hands and caressed them. It was soothing.
"That's why we have to fight this." He said. His voice was gentle but I could hear the edge in it. He was working hard to keep himself from exploding.
"They'll get you killed," I said in a quiet voice. The mere thought of it was enough to make me scared. If we made a rash decision, I could trust my parents to visit us with even worse consequences.
"So you are okay with this?" He asked, pacing in front of me impatiently.
"No, I won't get married to him. But I won't confront my parents. I'll find another way." I replied.
He sighed deeply and his eyes lost some of their venoms but I could still detect a bit of anger there. I knew he would do anything to keep me for himself and that made me feel flattered.
"You're not just saying this because I'm not of royal blood, right?" He asked and it scared me that I could not tell whether he was joking or not. This was the very first time he was speaking of rank between us.
I pulled him by the lapel of his coat until he was crouching at eye level with me. "I don't care about that. Love doesn't care about that." I assured him.
And it was true. I did not care about my title, I did not care that I was of royal birth. I only wanted to be with him. Was that too much to ask for?
He stared deep into my eyes after I said that and then, he kissed me. I could taste the anger and fear on his tongue, could feel his need as he sucked on my lips, the desperation as he pressed his groin into me. His emotions flowed into me as he breathed down my neck when he came up for air and something in my stomach convoluted. It was as if the butterflies down there had ingested a serum that caused them to go into a frenzied spin. Or maybe they weren't butterflies at all, they felt like dragons spitting fire down my thighs.
When I left Asher, I went back to my room. I wasn't in a particularly good mood but at least, I was on the same page with Asher now. Now, this whole betrothal felt like something I could navigate, something I could win against
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I had just taken my bath and changed into my nightwear when Roseline burst into my room. She looked exhausted but I could still detect a faint glow on her face. The girl was happy which I found quite odd.
"Rosy," I said by way of an acknowledgment as I continued to fiddle with the many straps that came with this particular night dress.
She nodded at me and tied her hair up in a messy bun before slumping on my bed. She was probably the only person on planet Earth who could look good with messy hair.
"How did Asher take it?" She asked from her place on the bed. She was staring intently at me and I blushed.
"Who says I've been to Asher's?" I asked, turning away so she did not see how my lips curled up in a smile.
"Girl, I can smell Asher all over you. Plus, your face is beet red right now. Just spill."
I touched my palm to my face in embarrassment. My face was always the giveaway. I couldn't even like properly because my eyes always flickered downwards when I told a lie.
"He did not take it well at first but we came to an agreement," I stated.
She narrowed her eyes at me, got out of bed, and came to help with the straps of my dress. "Agreement?"
I nodded. "I can't get married to that prince. So we decided to fight this marriage."
She finished with my dress and took her seat on the edge of my bed.
"That's going to be difficult, honestly." She said, concern written all over her face.
If there was one thing I loved about Roseline, it was how she always worried about me. It made me want to pluck the stars and gift them to her.
"I know, I know," I admitted with downcast eyes. "But I will do it anyway because it's the only thing I can do."
"How do you intend to fight your parents? You must realize this is an alliance between two kingdoms." She pointed out.
"I know. I will think of something." I said. They know in my chest was beginning to feel tighter. I knew this would be a difficult battle and I feared what it would end up costing me.
She stood once more and stood behind me in front of the mirror. She towered so much above me that it felt like she was an older sister. Her height made her that much more reliable, I guess.
"I have a plan." She whispered, a devious smile forming on her lips and I knew this couldn't be good. But like they say, desperate times call for desperate measures.
"What is it?" I whispered back. Whatever she was about to say already felt like sacrilege and it felt appropriate to speak about it in a quiet voice.
"Make him call off the wedding."
My eyes widened. "How?"
She patted my hair down and smiled once more. "First, make him hate you."
My smile was sharp enough to cut down a tree but inside, my wolf simmered in anger. I knew that if I wanted to keep Xavier for myself, I needed to act fast and smart. It was a good thing Ariel was not interested in him but honestly, her input didn't matter, he was going to be mine and her parents had decided and it would be so. If she was being honest with herself, this was a losing battle, thank the heavens that she was delusional as well. My face scrunched with temporary disgust as my sights washed over her, how could a crown princess have the hots for a rat... A mere warrior. I'm glad she was tasteless, at least I could be the one with the better taste out of both of us. That was a weight I could bear. “Ariel dear, I feel so bad for you and Asher. I mean, I always thought you looked good together.” My stomach rumbled with the delicious lie, of course, they looked good together. They needed to... She sighed. “What can I do to make him hate me?” she asked. Sometimes, she wa
The knock sounded on my door a second time and I fought to contain the smile that stretched my lips thin. When my father instructed me to make the journey to the South, taking a liking to my too-be-bride was the last thing I envisaged for. I had seen enough arranged marriages in my life to understand that choosing one's partner was important. I was the next king of the northern kingdom and the next alpha of the moon pack– both came with tremendous responsibilities of which I was very well aware– but I had made it a point of duty to always remind my parents that an arranged marriage was the last thing I would engage in. They seemed to agree with me and all was good until this fateful morning when my father hit me with the bizarre news of my betrothal. Now, it did not seem so bizarre anymore. It was only a few hours since I met Princess Ariel and I had a good feeling about this already. In the morning, I would formally meet her parents and when my family arrived in the evening, we
Bile rose behind my throat, I thought I might vomit. The maid stared innocently at me. The idiot did not know what she had just done. I felt the overwhelming urge to slap her across the face but Xavier was here right now and convincing him was the most important thing. “You can go. Tell her I will be there shortly.” I whispered furiously to the maid. Thankfully, she took the hint and hurried away. I turned to Xavier. His face held serious confusion. I realized at that moment that no amount of explanation would make him understand me. “My prince, I can explain.” I breathed out for the second time. A million thoughts ran through my head. I did not expect him to forgive me that easily but what if he decided to take action against me for my deception? Did he hate me now? I could not allow that. “What was that about? Why did she call you Roseline and why did she ask you to meet with Princess Ariel when you are she? My father never mentioned that the princess had a twin sister.” He sai
I pulled Roseline in for a hug. Roseline was the last person you could expect to find worried or afraid. Between the two of us, she was the daring one– always ready to fight for what she believed to be right. It was one of the many qualities that endeared her to me. Seeing her looking so anguished now broke my heart. The least I could do was comfort her and let her know I was not about to take offense to her. "It's fine. I know you only did it to protect me." I said and behind me, I heard her sniff back tears. I wondered what exactly Prince Xavier had told her to bring her close to tears. "Thanks, girl. I thought I would get in trouble for this. I was so scared." She said after I released her and touched her hand to her chest in a show of relief. "I got you, girl. Just don't do this next time, or at least confirm it with me before you do." I said, returning my gaze to my open closet. From my peripheral vision, I could see her nodding vigorously. "So what did you mean when you sa
I clenched and unclenched my fist for the umpteenth time. I stared at Roseline's face. It held a mixture of guilt and concern. I wondered where all this left her. Was she torn between the princess and me? I should not care about her but I found myself wondering how she was doing. "I'm sorry for her behavior. She might come off as rude but–" I held out my hand to stop her. I did not care to hear excuses for the princess' unbecoming attitude. If I thought about it, did I have high hopes for a princess who could bully her cousin into pretending to be her? "I'll take my leave now," I said. Her mouth dropped open at my coldness but I ignored her and walked away. By the time I found my way to the gigantic dining hall, the table was already packed full of platters and platters of food, drinks, and meat. The princess' parents arrived just when I did and cast quizzical looks at me for being alone. I had to restrain myself from asking why they were so surprised when they knew how bratty the
I gasped. Every other person at the table gasped. The horrified expression on their faces mirrored the one on mine, I'm sure. When I told Ariel to be rude to Xavier, I had not expected that she would be able to go through with it. She was after all the kind princess, the angel who could not stand to see anyone suffer. This only went to show how desperate she was. It was foolish of her. She did not have to make her desperation so obvious because, in my eyes, it made her look vulnerable. Why should I care though? It only made things that much easier for me. I saw the smug look on her face for a fraction of a second before it disappeared, replaced by a look of horror. "Oh, what have I done? I'm so sorry, Prince Xavier." She cried in that pretentious tone of voice she adopted when she told a lie. Xavier looked stricken. He started from Ariel to his pants to the offending wine bottle and then back at Ariel. It was as if he needed some time to process the whole situation. Meanwhi
I seethed. Why was this happening to me? Why? One moment I was free to do whatever I liked as long as it was within the limits of southern law and the next moment, I was to become the wife of this angry-looking prince. Everything was happening so quickly and even though I did not want to, I couldn't help but feel hopeless sometimes. The prince was not helping issues either. He was a handsome young man and he was bound to have a lover somewhere in the northern kingdom. Did he not feel any ounce of guilt when he agreed to this marriage? His demeanor told me that he was someone who would not be forced easily into doing something he didn't want to, so why? "I know it wasn't a mistake." He said, dabbing on his trousers with a dry towel. "Oh really?" I said but I did not deny it. It was great to know he wasn't so dumb. "Princess Ariel, you know what I find puzzling?" He asked but he was not looking at me. A pronounced fold had formed on his glabella as he inspected the wet patch on his
Ohhhh man! Wait for the next thing that's going to happen. If you're not glued to your screen, expecting a chapter... I don't know what to say. I guarantee that the next couple of chapters would either make you laugh, cry, get annoyed but not angry and still manage to keep you hooked. I know you're tired of me saying this but the plot twists? Tell me who you like more right now, is it Ariel? Is it Xavier? Is it rosy? Or is it Asher? And don't forget to tell me your reason; think carefully. Catch me tomorrow? Yours faithfully.