Mag-log inThe morning after the burial I could still smell the dirt and sadness in the air.
I stood in the training yard with Damon next to me. The pack was spread out in front of us. Not everyone showed up. Some were still hurt. Some were too angry or scared.. Over a hundred people came. Warriors, a few omegas and some older teens who looked both excited and terrified. They wanted to train with the White Wolf. They wanted to learn how to survive the attack. I felt sick to my stomach. “You’ve got this " Damon said quietly. His hand brushed mine once before he stepped back. "Just show them what you can do. They need to see you. Not be afraid of you." I nodded,. My throat felt tight. Yesterday I tore out a man’s throat with my teeth. Today I was supposed to teach people how to fight beside me. My life still felt unreal. “Alright " I said, stepping forward. My voice came out steadier than I expected. "I’m not going to pretend I know everything. I only started shifting a days ago.. I’ll show you what I can do and we’ll learn the rest together." Rafe grinned from the front row even though his chest was still bandaged. "Show us the light again!" I took a breath and reached inside. The wolf answered now. She was always close to the surface. White light flickered under my skin soft at first then brighter. I didn’t go shift. Not yet. I just let the power glow around me lighting up the yard. Some people gasped. Some stepped back. Marcus, standing at the back with his arms crossed didn’t move,. His eyes narrowed. I started simple. I showed them how the light could blind an enemy for a second. How it could make me stronger and even in human form. Then I shifted. Controlled this time not the explosion from before. White fur rippled over me. I stood tall on four legs than most of the wolves in the pack glowing softly. Damon shifted too his big black wolf moving to stand beside me. We ran through drills together. How to fight as a pair how to share strength through the bond how to protect each other’s blind spots. The pack watched first then started joining in groups. It was messy. Some warriors were hesitant to get too close to me. Others pushed hard trying to prove something. Lila surprised everyone by asking to train with daggers of shifting. She was fast and sneaky. Rafe was strong but reckless. Marcus watched everything with an expression but eventually stepped in to spar with Damon. By midday everyone was. Exhausted. I shifted back. Sat on the ground breathing hard. Damon dropped down beside me shoulder pressing against mine. “You’re doing good " he said quietly. "They’re starting to see you as one of us." “Some of them " I muttered, glancing at Marcus. "Others still look like they want to put a collar on me." Damon’s jaw tightened. "Give them time. Change is hard for people who’ve spent their lives believing one thing.” We sat there watching the pack train in groups. The bond between us felt warm and steady today like a river. Every now. Then I felt a soft pulse from him. Worry, pride, love, all mixed together. Later when the sun was high and most people had gone to eat or rest Damon pulled me away from the yard. We walked in silence to a hidden clearing deeper in the woods. One of his secret spots. A little stream ran through it the water clear and cold. He sat on a rock and tugged me down between his legs, my back against his chest. His arms wrapped around me from behind. I leaned into him letting out a breath. “I keep thinking about yesterday " I said quietly. "The way you looked when that blade hit you. I thought… I thought I was going to watch you die there." His arms tightened. "I thought the same when I saw you bleeding. When that bastard got close to you." He pressed his lips to the top of my head. "I’ve never been that scared in my life. Not even when my father died. Not even when I took the Alpha title. Losing you… that would break me Isla.” I turned in his arms so I could face him. His eyes were dark and raw. No walls. No Alpha mask. Just Damon. The man, not the title. “I’m here " I whispered. I touched his face tracing the line of his jaw, the scar there. "I’m not going anywhere. Not without you." He leaned in. Kissed me. Slow at almost careful. Then deeper. Hungrier. Like he needed to taste that I was real and alive. We didn’t go further than that. Not today. We just. Touched and breathed each other in letting the bond hum between us. Every brush of his fingers felt like a promise. Every soft sound he made when I kissed his neck felt like love. “I love you " he murmured against my lips. "I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of saying it." “I love you too " I whispered back. "Even the parts of you that still piss me off." He laughed softly the sound vibrating through his chest into mine. "Good. Because I’m still an asshole sometimes.” We stayed there for a time. The stream bubbled quietly beside us. Birds moved through the trees. For a while the war felt far away. It wasn’t. When we finally walked back the mood in the pack house had shifted again. People were quieter. More tense. Rafe met us at the gate with a face. “Scouts came back " he said. "More tracks. Bigger force this time. They’re maybe two days out. Maybe less." Damon’s hand tightened on mine. “Call a meeting " he said. "Everyone who can fight. Tonight." Rafe. Ran off. I looked up at Damon. "We’re not ready." “We’ll get ready " he said.. I could hear the worry under his words. That night the great hall was packed again. This time there was no hesitation when Damon and I walked in. People made space for us at the head table. I sat beside him our hands still linked under the table. Marcus spoke first. "We can’t win a war. Not against this many. Not with the numbers we have." Some people nodded. Others looked angry. I stood up slowly. “Then we don’t fight a war " I said. "We hit them hard. We use what I am. The light. The shift. The bond. We make them regret ever coming for us." Rafe grinned. "I’m in." More voices joined him. Even some who had been doubtful yesterday. Marcus looked at me for a moment. Then he gave one nod. “I’ll fight " he said. ". If this goes wrong it’s on you, White Wolf." Damon started to growl. I squeezed his hand. “It’s on all of us " I said. "Together.” The meeting went on for hours. Plans. Strategies. Who would guard what. Who would stay with the children. By the time we finished my head was. My body ached again. Damon and I barely made it back to our quarters before I collapsed on the bed. He lay down beside me pulling me into his arms. “You were strong today " he whispered. "In the yard. In the meeting. Everywhere." “I’m trying " I mumbled, already half asleep. “You’re doing more than trying " His lips brushed my forehead. "You’re becoming everything I didn’t know I needed.” I fell asleep like that. Safe in his arms the bond warm, between us, the weight of tomorrow pressing down but not crushing us yet. The war was coming. Tonight we had each other. For now that was enough.I woke up screaming. It was not a scream but a broken and choked one that got stuck in my throat. The pain was everywhere it felt like something sharp was trying to get out from behind my ribs. My body felt wrong it was hot one second. Freezing the next. It was like fire and ice were fighting for space inside my bones.Damons strong arms tightened around me away. He whispered in my ear "I've got you I've got you, breathe, love, just breathe." I gasped and grabbed onto his shirt my nails dug in hard I felt them break skin but he did not flinch. He just pulled me closer one hand cradling the back of my head the other pressed flat against my back.He kept saying, "You're safe you're safe I'm here I'm here." It took forever for the shaking to stop. When it finally did I realized we were back in his quarters. The room was dim with one lantern burning low on the table. Someone had cleaned me up while I was out the blood was gone from my skin. I could still feel it, sticky and warm.I asked
The attack happened sooner than we thought it would.We thought we had two days before it came. The scouts told us that. Two days they said.. They were wrong.It was the middle of the night when the horns started blowing. It was not the three short blasts to warn us. This was one blast that sounded like someone was screaming for help. I woke up with a start in Damons arms. My heart was beating hard it felt like it would break my ribs. Damon was already up getting his weapons in the dark."They are here " he said, his voice. Serious. "Get up now."I did not need to be told. My hands were shaking as I put on some clothes. Pants, one of Damons shirts that still smelled like him and my boots. My wolf was awake inside me growling and pushing against my skin. She wanted to come out.We ran.The corridors were chaotic. People were shouting, getting their weapons trying to get the children to safety. Lila ran past us with a girl in her arms. Her eyes were big with fear. Rafe was already in th
The morning after the burial I could still smell the dirt and sadness in the air.I stood in the training yard with Damon next to me. The pack was spread out in front of us. Not everyone showed up. Some were still hurt. Some were too angry or scared.. Over a hundred people came. Warriors, a few omegas and some older teens who looked both excited and terrified. They wanted to train with the White Wolf. They wanted to learn how to survive the attack.I felt sick to my stomach.“You’ve got this " Damon said quietly. His hand brushed mine once before he stepped back. "Just show them what you can do. They need to see you. Not be afraid of you."I nodded,. My throat felt tight. Yesterday I tore out a man’s throat with my teeth. Today I was supposed to teach people how to fight beside me. My life still felt unreal.“Alright " I said, stepping forward. My voice came out steadier than I expected. "I’m not going to pretend I know everything. I only started shifting a days ago.. I’ll show you wh
The sky was a gray the next morning. It was like the sun did not want to see what we were doing.We buried the people who died at light.There were twelve graves. We dug twelve holes in the earth behind the eastern ridge. The soil was good there. The trees gave us some shelter. We wrapped the bodies in white cloth. That was all we could give them. We did not have coffins or long speeches. The pack just stood in a circle heads bowed. The wind carried the smell of dirt and last nights blood.I stood beside Damon. I was still wearing his cloak. My hand was in his. Our fingers were tight. It almost hurt,. We did not let go. My shoulder still hurt. His ribs were stiff. We moved like people, slow and careful.. We were alive. That felt like a miracle.Rafe spoke first. His voice cracked when he talked about the warriors who died. Then an older woman spoke about her sister. One by one people said names and memories. They said what they liked about the people who died. When it was my turn I al
The battlefield smelled like death and wet earth. I was standing in the middle of it completely naked and covered in blood. The blood was not all mine. I was shaking hard that my teeth kept clicking together. My legs felt like they did not belong to me.The white light that had been coming out of me had finally stopped. It was now a soft glow under my skin.. I could still feel it humming. It was like my body was trying to decide whether to keep fighting or just collapse.Damon caught me before I could fall. He put his arms around me tight. One hand was pressing against the back of my head. The other hand was wrapped around my waist. He was holding me like he was scared I would disappear if he let go.Damon was pale and breathing hard. He had a scar across his ribs. The scar was still pink and angry.. The bleeding had stopped."You are okay " he kept whispering into my hair. "You are okay. You are here."I nodded against his chest.. I was not sure I believed it yet. My ears were ringin
The sky was a gray and it looked like it was going to rain. The air was thick. It felt like nobody was breathing. We walked out of the pack house. I could feel my heart beating fast. I could feel it in my teeth and my fingers. Damon was walking next to me. He would touch my back every now and then like he needed to remind himself that I was still there.The pack was already waiting for us in the courtyard. They were all scared and determined. The warriors were wearing leather and chainmail the omegas had kitchen knives and sticks and the elders were holding their walking sticks like they were ready to fight. Everyone looked at us as we approached. Some of them looked hopeful some looked terrified and a few still looked angry at me.Marcus was standing near the front. His jaw was locked tight. He did not say anything. His stare was like a punch in the gut.Damon stopped at the top of the steps. I stayed next to him. He said "They are coming, not a few scouts this time but an army. They







