LOGIN“you…” he said, looking at me with wide eyes. I clutched my face, letting out a sigh as I wore a mask. “mate” he growled, making his way towards me. This was it, the moment I had always dreamed of, the moment I had always prayed for that he would see me as something more than an inconvenience. Then my mind snapped to the times were he told me that he hated me, were he said that he could not love me. Panic filled me as the images flooded my mind, the smile on his face as he approached me, made me even more nervous. ‘would he still have the same smile on his face if he knew that I was the one behind this mask?” he was at least seven feet away from me at this moment. “I would rather you never see me again reject me” I muttered, my eyes watering as I turned to leave. “HEY!!!” you could hear the panic in his voice as he called “stop!!!” he screamed, breaking into a run just as I done. Chaos broke out almost instantly, some people, wondering what the hell was going on, the others rushing to catch me just as Alpha Lucas had commanded. I increased my speed, running like my life depended on it, because at this moment, it did. * in love with Ethan since she knew how to breathe, she is scared out of her mind when she finds out that she is actually mated to him. scared of rejection she plans to leave. but all this comes crashing down she finds out more than she bargains for, as well as another mate, the Alpha of the most feared pack. would she be able to handle it? or is shit about to go down?
View MoreSometimes, no matter how much you are innocent, you would always be in the wrong and one way or the other, people are always going to see you as the bad one.
The world had its own standard, and somehow, I just never seemed to meet up to them.
“you can’t keep doing this Anya” my father scolded, looking at me with a bit of distaste before he continued scolding me. “You knew it was wrong and you decided to continue!!”
“but he is mine” I said, nearly breaking down into tears
“it doesn’t matter!!!!” he said, the look of distaste slowly turning into one of anger. “it is disgusting and everyone is going to avoid you if you keep doing things like this!! “ he yelled. You could already tell that he was at his wits end already.
“I am sorry” I said, saying it in the most practiced way. I had done this a lot of times to know what exactly I was to say in times like these
But that was the truth.
I was sorry.
Sorry that I was caught by my parents. If I had practiced a little more stealth maybe he would not have known. But I was definitely not sorry for my actions.
“no” my dad said, looking at me with this knowing gaze. “That is not enough anymore. Starting from today, no more magic” he said, looking at me sternly.
“Ethan!!” my mum called from the other side of the room.
“she has to learn, or one day, it is not just going to be Ethan we would have to worry about.
“no more magic! Until you can learn to control yourself!!” he said, with a stern gaze.
I sighed, marching into my room like I was angry.
Time and time again he had yelled this way at me, so now was definitely not new.
I sat down, looking at the mirror right in front of me
*no more magic* my father’s words rang in my ear as the thought crossed my mind.
‘it’s not like he is going to know’ a little voice whispered in my ear, making it more and more difficult to even think straight
“it’s going to be harmless” I whispered to myself, standing up from my spot to get closer to the mirror.
With ease, the words flew from my mouth as I looked straight into the mirror, making it turn almost liquid before it turned hard again.
I let out a breath, looking at the man at the other side,
Ethan.
I smiled as I looked at him, the smile immediately leaving my face as I understood what was happening.
There, the man I was sure was my mate was… touching himself rather inappropriately. I watched as he threw his head back, stroking himself while he moaned with pleasure.
I gulped, my mind racing a million miles per minute while I stood there, fighting the urge to enter the mirror.
“so close” he muttered, his pace increasing by the minute “Lucy” he called, moaning the name like it was some sort of prayer he dared not say out loud.
I paused for a moment, looking at the boy that I was ready to sacrifice my life for.
‘was my name Lucy? Had mother suddenly changed my name and I was not aware of it?’ I asked myself over and over again, looking at the mirror then I felt it.
Rage filled my whole body, shaking me to the core that I entered, not even doing the usual protection spell before crossing over.
“Ethan!” I boomed, looking at him with anger.
“what the fuck is wrong with you!!!” he growled, rushing to cover himself as he growled.
“no, what the fuck is wrong with you!!!” I screamed back, taking a step forward. “Who is she” I continued, not even giving him a chance to speak.
“you are one bloody psycho and if you don’t get the hell out of here…”
“WHAT!” I cut him off, looking at him still with the rage burning in my chest “I am your bloody mate, and the fact that you are not getting that into your thick skull!!...” then I felt it.
His hands connected with my cheeks, shocking me into fear.
“I am done entertaining your nonsense” the anger in his eyes were for lack of better words “I, Ethan, son of Alpha Tobias would never even think of getting a disgrace like you as my mate” his voice was resolute, making it almost impossible to ignore the stinging feeling.
The anger washed off of me in an instant, being replaced by sadness. “Ethan…” I called softly, looking at him through my lashes. “look” I took in a deep breath, “I am sorry okay? I just…”
“No!” he cut me off, which genuinely shocked the hell out of me. He had never once tried to refuse my apologies before.
I would cross a boundary, he would blow a fuse, then I apologize, sincerely and then that would be the end for a while but now? This was something I was definitely not used to.
“what?” I blinked, looking at him with wide eyes.
“I am sick and tired of your tricks Anya and honestly, today? You have gone too bloody far!” I could have sworn that I saw a tear at the corner of his eyes, one which he blinked back “you have harassed me in front of my friends, you have given me no breathing space since I was fourteen! And you have basically made me not have a life!!!!” he was breathing heavily at this point, almost as though he was ready to pass out. “and now… you… you…” if this was some sort of animation, I was damned sure that he would have had smoke coming out of his ears by now.
“Ethan, relax” I tried to calm him down but that seemed to do the opposite.
“relax?” his voice was a whisper “you do not see anything wrong? You do not see how messed up this is?!!” he was roaring by now “I fucking hate you!!” he words stabbed through my chest
“you don’t mean that” I called but it was lost on him.
“I mean it, I mean every word!! I wish you had just died in the accident!!!” he screamed, stomping out of the bathroom and leaving me all alone in the bathroom…
It felt as though my hearing had stopped for the longest of time, making it almost impossible to breathe. This was Ethan. The person i had loved for the whole of my life up until a few months ago, it was also the person i despised with the whole of my being. That i wanted far away from me as much as possible, but dead? That seemed to be something i could not quite fathom. “did you…” i looked at him slowly, already dreading the answer i was going to get. His face screamed it all, making my stomach to twist in knots as i looked at him “did you do it?” i said softly, not liking the way the words tasted on my tongueThe room was too quiet. The kind of quiet that pressed against my ears until I could hear my own heartbeat, slow, heavy, accusing. Ronan stood near the window, his face untouchable. Unreadable.But I knew him.At least, I thought I did.“Did you kill Ethan?” i asked againThe words left my mouth softer than I intended this time around. Fragile. Like glass set carefully on a
He looked at me for the longest time before he shook his head. “you are overthinking it” he said, his eyes darted to the side as he spoke. ‘was i’ i thought, not believing my ears right now. “really? You think i am imagining?”‘he really was gooing to try and gaslight me?The fire had long since burned low, so i stood there, not really knowing how i wanted to go about this. He seemed to notice that i knew all too well that he was lying, so he moved. He was now standing a few steps away from me, as if distance alone could protect him from whatever storm brewed in my chest. His expression was carefully composed, too composed, and I hated it.I hated that he could look calm when I felt like I was unraveling. Even worse, he felt calm whilst lying to me“Look at me,” I said.His eyes lifted slowly to mine.And I didn’t look away.“If you don’t tell me the truth,” I said, my voice trembling despite how steady I tried to sound, “if you don’t tell me why you refuse to mark me….“Anya…” he s
We were inseperable to say the least. “don’t you have somewhere to be? Like some sort of pack duty or something” i said, looking at him, trying my very best not to get annoyed, but it seemed like it was impossible. I was overstimulated at this point, i just needed to get the hell out of this space so i did not go insane. “it sounds like you do not want me around you” i nearly screamed yes! Opening my mouth to say something before i kept my mouth shut as i came face to face with him. “did i do something wrong? Or offend you in anyway?” he asked, his voice sounding like i wounded puppy. “i would just…” i sighed, “i have had a long day” i said, instead of telling him to get the fuck out and let me be. “ i was actually hoping i could rest a little?” i could see the look of horror on his face. “i am sorry” he stood up almost instantly as we were laying on the bed. “i did not even think about you.. i just missed you and just thought…” he raised his hands, reaching to run his hands throu
Kieren was running around, breathing heavily as he tried to make sure that every thing was in order. “and you are sure?” he asked the maid, looking at her with this look that screamed she better not be lying to him. “on my life sire” she replied, trembling a bit as she bowed her head. “could you let her be already? What exactly are you even worried about?” i said, looking at him up and down. “she would be there when we land. I just want everything to go smoothly” he said, running his hand through his hair. “someone is a lover boy” i teased, but he rolled his eyes. “i am not. What if the night brothers attack? Then…”“Kieren!” i called softly, pulling him close to me so that i could slap some sense into him. “i assure you, even if they do show their face, then it would be to find either of us. Your linker is safe” i looked at him, hoping that my words sink into his head. He seemed to think over it for a second before he nodded, taking a few step back as he let out a breath. “th






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