Ella POV
“To be honest, I can’t wait for us to have a baby, you know?” Marcus was saying, a gentle smile on his face as he held my hand across the table, the beautiful dinner he’d prepared being savored by both of us. “I want our baby to look like you because you’re the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out.” He kissed the back of my hand and went back to eating. I could only muster a faint smile in response and resumed eating too, because it was absurd to even think about it. Was he seriously talking about us having a baby while his mistress was pregnant? What kind of man was Marcus? All of a sudden, I realized bitterly that I didn’t know him at all. Three years of marriage, three years thinking he loved me, only to find out in the most ridiculous way that he was cheating on me? Vanessa Monroe, a gorgeous blonde model famous for gracing the covers of luxury brand magazines. As soon as I saw the evidence of my husband’s affair with her, I couldn’t resist and stalked her online. She was seductive and cunning, flaunting her body for the media and living a life full of superficiality. But never, in a million years, would I have imagined that she and my husband were having an affair. Just thinking about it made me want to throw up. The beautiful dinner Marcus had prepared had clearly lost its flavor; it was as if I were eating sand, it was so unpalatable. For me, it was more personal because this reopened a wound in my life. I had grown up watching my mother cry in corners because my father was always unfaithful to her. She fell into depression because of it and died before her time. That pain was too deep for me, and Marcus knew it. He knew I had trauma around infidelity in marriage. He promised me he’d be an amazing husband, but even so, it seemed he couldn’t resist the charms of the stunning and priceless Vanessa Monroe. Not that I wasn’t beautiful—far from it. With my long black hair, gray eyes, and delicate features, I knew I could pass a modeling test if I wanted to. But apparently, Marcus wasn’t satisfied with just me. Good heavens, I couldn’t even look at him now. And to think I’d been willing to give up everything for him tore me apart even more. “Yeah, a baby would be great,” I mumbled with a weak smile, just agreeing with him. Yes, I was avoiding this topic because maybe I was afraid of starting the destruction of what was already destroyed. “We could start making our baby tonight, what do you think?” Marcus teased, brushing the back of my hand with a mischievous glint in his eyes. Of course, all he needed was an opening to push our dinner to the floor, put me on the table, and make wild love like we always did. But today, I instinctively pulled my hand away from his, subtly reaching for my wine glass. He noticed my hesitation, of course. “Is everything okay with you, Ella?” he asked, his brow slightly furrowed. “Are you asking if I’m okay? I just saw you in bed with freaking Vanessa Monroe, and you have the nerve to ask if I’m okay?” I almost threw that in his face but held back. Things were already hard enough; the last thing I wanted was a fight with him over this. “I’m fine, just… a bit of a headache and worried about an important surgery tomorrow,” I lied. He nodded, stroking my arm. “I get it, love. Sometimes I forget my wife is a freaking superhero who saves lives,” he chuckled, teasing as always and still being attentive. He was always attentive to me, always had been. I thought he was the best husband in the world, so maybe that’s why it hurt so much to know he was having an affair—and that his mistress was pregnant. I stood up, unable to bear it any longer. “Love?” He looked concerned, standing up to support me. “No, no need. I’m fine, just tired. If you don’t mind, I’m going upstairs, okay?” I asked. “Of course. No problem, I’ll take care of things here.” He gestured to the messy kitchen. But I just walked away, and for the first time since I’d known him, I felt repulsion at his touch. It was understandable, considering my marriage had just been shattered by him. --- The next day, my attentive husband drove me to work. “I’m worried about you,” he said, handing me a coffee. “Last night, you were so exhausted. I know being a doctor can be tough, so I’m taking you to work today.” Every day, Marcus gave me another reason to love him more. He tried so hard and showed his love for me so well, but today, I just wanted to cry. I simply couldn’t understand why he had to do this, betray me like this. If he didn’t love me anymore, why didn’t he let me go instead of making a fool of me all this time? But I let him drive me to the hospital, his hand resting on my thigh as he drove, caressing it. “I’m not working today,” he said. “I want to take care of you. I’ll make some popcorn, pick out a good rom-com for us, how about that?” He smiled, ever the charmer. “You know that’s my favorite genre,” I replied. “Of course I do, my love. I live to make you happy, you know?” He planted a quick kiss on my lips. “No, Marcus. You just ruined my life…” I almost said that but instead grabbed my bag and got out of the car as soon as he parked in front of the hospital. I stood there, waving as he turned the corner and drove off, but I needed to see if this was real. I had to give Marcus the benefit of the doubt. Nowadays, malicious people could easily photoshop messages and photos. I had to trust Marcus and hope this was all a big lie. So, I quickly hopped into a taxi. “Please, follow that car,” I told the driver. My patients could wait a bit; right now, I needed to fix my marriage. The taxi followed Marcus discreetly through the streets of Seattle. He didn’t even notice I was tailing him, and the route he was taking was definitely not toward our house. When he stopped at a secluded corner, I paid the fare and got out, heading toward where Marcus had parked. I hid behind a building so he wouldn’t see me, but of course, he wouldn’t suspect I was there since he was completely engrossed with his mistress. To my dismay, I realized he’d arranged to meet her here. She was already there, inside his car, sitting on his lap, kissing him passionately, her blouse pulled down as they made love right there, like a couple so desperate for each other they couldn’t even make it to a damn motel. I nearly vomited at the sight, the repulsion and shock nearly swallowing me whole. So it was true—Marcus was a damn cheater.Ella’s POVThe place was beautiful. An open field by a creek, surrounded by trees, with colorful tents scattered here and there. Marcus and I had arrived early with our usual group of friends. The crew was already buzzing, lighting the campfire, setting up tents, and swatting at mosquitoes.“Someone hand me the bug spray before these things carry me off!” Margaret shouted, flailing her arms while trying to set up a tent with Dean.“It’s in the blue backpack, top pocket,” I called back, laughing as I helped Chloe gather dry twigs for the fire.“Thanks, queen! If I survive ‘til tomorrow, I owe you a beer.”“You can pay up now, I’m taking it,” I teased, picking up a thicker branch from the ground.Marcus was crouched by the fire with Henry, trying to keep the flames alive. He looked relaxed, laughing, cracking jokes, as if everything was perfect.“Love, grab the bigger lighter from my backpack for me?” he asked without looking.I went to his backpack and pulled out the lighter. For a spl
Ella POVAt night, Marcus and I were in the living room watching TV. Sitting side by side on the couch, like a normal couple.As if everything was fine. But of course, it wasn’t. Not even close. He slowly reached out, trying to sneak some of my popcorn without me noticing.“Hey,” I murmured, pulling the bowl away. “Ask, at least.”“Oh, but stealing’s more fun,” he said with that usual smile. A smile that, until a few days ago, could still make me laugh.Not today. Today, his smile only carved a deep sadness into my heart. This man I loved so much, who had vowed his love to me, who I thought was my forever… today, he only brought pain and sorrow.I stayed quiet. My eyes drifted back to the TV. The sound of the show filled the room, but I didn’t register a single word. My thoughts screamed over everything.How do you do it? How do you look at me and pretend nothing’s happened? That nothing’s happening? Do you really think I don’t know?“You’re acting a bit off,” he commented after a whi
Ella POV“I can’t believe Marcus Vaughn actually did this. He seems to love you so much,” Amanda Parker said in a lamenting tone. She was my best friend.“Yeah, he did, and he’s still doing it shamelessly,” I sighed, taking another sip of my drink. I didn’t know what to do. The moment I caught Marcus making love in the car with his mistress, I couldn’t hold myself together. Everything was spinning, and I felt lost, so I called the first person I trusted—Amanda—and she came to pick me up right away.Now, we were at a pub. She swore I’d only have a coffee, but I ended up ordering something stronger because it was the only way I could talk about Marcus’s betrayal without crying like a wreck. Though, apparently, the drink wasn’t going to stop me from crying, since I was doing just that.“God, you really can’t trust men, can you?” Amanda commented, her kind face always understanding, her red curls framing her head. Amanda had been my safe haven since our school days, and now she was stroki
Ella POV“To be honest, I can’t wait for us to have a baby, you know?” Marcus was saying, a gentle smile on his face as he held my hand across the table, the beautiful dinner he’d prepared being savored by both of us. “I want our baby to look like you because you’re the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out.” He kissed the back of my hand and went back to eating.I could only muster a faint smile in response and resumed eating too, because it was absurd to even think about it. Was he seriously talking about us having a baby while his mistress was pregnant? What kind of man was Marcus? All of a sudden, I realized bitterly that I didn’t know him at all.Three years of marriage, three years thinking he loved me, only to find out in the most ridiculous way that he was cheating on me? Vanessa Monroe, a gorgeous blonde model famous for gracing the covers of luxury brand magazines. As soon as I saw the evidence of my husband’s affair with her, I couldn’t resist and stalked her o
Ella POV“And as I’ve been saying, you are the pride of this hospital, Dr. Harper-Vaughn. Your research in obstetrics is truly revolutionary; countless lives are being saved because of you. You should be proud,” the director of my department was praising me. He had called me into his office, and I already suspected it was to talk about exactly this.“Thank you, Dr. Biscop. But the credit can’t fall solely on me since it was a team effort,” I said with a smile, though Dr. Biscop knew I was just being modest. The heavy lifting had been on my shoulders, something I didn’t mind because dedicating myself to saving lives was what I loved most.I was so devoted to my work that it almost clashed with my devotion to my husband. Sometimes, I wasn’t sure if I loved Marcus or my job more. All I knew was that both made me feel good, and my life was in perfect balance between my two greatest passions.Thinking of my husband reminded me that today was our third wedding anniversary, and he had promis