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Wait, wait, wait. Didn't I hear him wrong? Charles is bringing his pregnant best friend home? To our home? And she even has a special nickname for him? Chaz? “I don't know if you have a female best friend, Charlie,” I said. “Now you know,” answered Charles. "This isn't right, Charlie," I said then. Clutching my waist and belly, I stepped out the door. "Why did you bring her here? She doesn't have a house?" "I just–" "Chaz, I don't think I'm welcome by your wife." The woman wiped her eyes where there weren't even any tears. She also made a sad expression and looked down as if I was evil. Hello, I mean, who wouldn't be surprised? My husband said goodbye to me but came back with another woman who was pregnant too! Who wouldn't be shocked if they were me? "Claire! Don't be rude to Eva. I brought her here because she was kicked out by her boyfriend. She was cheated on and now has no one to go home to. So she contacted me and I offered her a temporary place to stay." "And it's in our home?" I asked incredulously. Charles nodded emphatically. "Yes. This home is still in my name after all. So it's more like I'm letting her stay in my home." It felt like a razor blade had suddenly cut my hand. It stung to hear those words from my own husband. "This home is indeed under your name, but is what you're doing right? What will people say if they find out that two pregnant women are living under the same roof with just one man, Charlie?" I thought Charles would ponder over my words as usual. But instead, he just walked right past me while hugging the woman named Eva into our home. And she deliberately nudged my arm so that I was pushed aside. I was pensive on the spot while observing the two from behind. Charles left me, who was pregnant with his child, alone, in the cold outside for another pregnant woman. This was so funny. Really. "I don't listen to what others say, Claire. Come in and close the door. It's already dawn. Go sleep in your room." If I sleep in my room, then where will they sleep? Oh I won't let him be with Eva. That's what finally made me rush in and lock the door. I followed him up to the second floor where there were only two rooms, ours and our daughter's. And Charles brought her into… our daughter's room? Not accepting it, I blocked the door before she entered. "What are you doing? She can't sleep in our daughter's room, Charlie," I said firmly. "She? Her name is Eva. She has a name and she's my best friend." "Whatever her name is. But she can sleep in the guest room." Charles clucked, his eyes bulging. "What's wrong with you? The guest room is downstairs. She's already here." And what was even more annoying, the woman was actually clinging to Charles' arm making a spoiled expression. "It's okay. If I can't sleep here, then I can sleep in the guest room. Ugh but my stomach... really hurts." "Look. Her stomach hurts. Do you have the heart to make her go down again?" "But–" "So what's wrong with her sleeping in this room? Our child isn't even born yet. It's only temporary, Claire. Cut the drama and step aside." For the first time in our marriage, Charles pushed me. For the first time in three years of marriage, Charles was being rude to me. It wasn't a hard push, but it made my body sway and my belly hit the door. It was a push that seemed to be a warning that I should stay away from "that woman". It was like saying "she’s also my woman". It hurt like hell. Not only my body but also my feelings. This never crossed my mind at all. Where Charles would bring another pregnant woman into our warm home. I never imagined that the nursery we had prepared would be occupied by that woman. It was like a storm that came suddenly, without warning. And I was completely unprepared for a storm of this magnitude. Seeing how the two of them were so close and touching each other's skin was so upsetting. It made me want to slam whatever was in front of me right now. But instead of raging, my body chose to stay still. While my mind was very noisy. My eyes kept observing their movements. They are not bothered by my presence at all, even Eva is smiling very brightly, contrary to the expression she showed earlier when I disagreed with her sleeping here. For God's sake, I'm not willing to let my daughter's room be occupied by her. The room that I designed with only a little contribution from Charles, not for that woman, but for my daughter. Oh no! Charles is even now helping her to lie down! Meanwhile a few hours ago he asked me to delay going to the bathroom. This is not fair. Why is the man I love and love me changing? Was it me who didn't notice the change or did he change too quickly? "Why are you still here? Go back to our room, Claire. I'll be here until Eva falls asleep." "Why should I go back?" I asked softly. "Because you won't sleep here either, Claire. Got it?" I should’ve argued again. But my energy was gone because my body wasn't feeling well. And Charles didn't seem to remember that. "Oh yeah, don't wait for me. Eva has trouble sleeping because this is a new place for her. So I'll be here for a very long time." For a best friend? Is that justified? I'm his wife and Eva is just his best friend. But why is it as if it's the other way around? Charles, why is your best friend more important than your own wife? Did you even forget that the doctor told you to take care of me carefully for the sake of our child in my womb? "Oh one thing, can you close the door when you go out? The light from outside is too glaring. Thank you," Eva said. When Charles wasn't looking, she stuck her tongue out at me. "Looks like he chose me."CLAIRE"If what you say is true, then you'll definitely find a way, Matt. But I'm sorry, for now, don't do anything. I don't want the situation to get worse.""So you still want to stay with Charles?""Yes."But not to love him anymore. I did love Charles, but that was before. Before today. Before he brought Eva into our home. Before I lost my daughter. And before he chose to leave me to be with Eva.Although my love was great, I didn't want to be his second choice. I also didn't want to be one of the choices he was free to choose.I'm still confused, but that doesn't mean I will continue to build my love for Charles in order to be chosen. I can still think. My pride was hurt, which is why I tried to keep him from leaving.I just wanted to explain the misconception that Charles believed. I wanted him to understand that I wasn't having an affair with Matthew. So even if our relationship ended, I wasn't the one who caused it.Charles might forget that I was also an independent girl be
CLAIREI chuckled as I pushed Matthew after gathering my strength. "You're joking! You think that's the best solution?"Matthew sighed softly as he picked up his handkerchief. "Yes. Breaking up with someone who can't appreciate you is worth it.""Say I do, then why should I marry you?"Matthew fell silent. I thought he’s loss for words, but it turned out his silence was to carry me then. I didn't rebel this time. I saved my strength, to throw more questions at him. And only after he put me safely on the bed, did I open my voice again. "What was your reason for giving that advice? Oh and also, why did you just show up again now?"I mean, where has he been all this time? Where was he when I needed help in the past? That's what's been running through my head ever since I saw him.I don't want to presume, but if Mattew really loved me and cared about me, he shouldn't have disappeared and only reappeared now. Because I don't think disappearing when there's a problem is good manners."I
CLAIREAs I opened my eyes, I saw Matthew holding Charles' hand in the air. His eagle-sharp eyes stared at Charles like his prey. "I can just as easily destroy Ashford Group as destroy your last name."Charles laughed. He then looked at me. That soft looking face, anyone if they saw it, would definitely think that he was a good guy, in fact he was very cruel. "Wait, have we met before?" Charles asked in a condescending tone."Matthew Alaric Kingsley," Matthew replied firmly, not flinching in the slightest."Matthew who was once rejected by Claire? Ah, I remember you. You're just the kid who used to get a scholarship to continue high school." Charles then dismissed Matthew's hand. He chuckled mockingly. As for Matthew, he looked very calm. It was as if Charles' words didn't bother him at all.In fact, what Charles said was the truth. Matthew was indeed a child who went to school on a scholarship because I heard he came from a family that was quite difficult. But that doesn't mean it
CLAIREHe was Matthew Alaric Kingsley, the man I had rejected in high school because I loved Charles more back then.And now, he reappeared. Unbidden and suddenly in front of me, helping me."What's going on with you, Claire?"That deep voice entered my ears like a high-speed train that unceremoniously woke me up from the dark, lightless room. Then his eyes descended to watch my belly. "Are you pregnant?"I shook my head weakly. "I used to be. But not anymore."His eyes widened. Followed by the two arms that suddenly lifted my body. "I'm taking you back to your room. Where is it?"This is the difference between Matthew and Charles. Matthew would do something first while Charles would choose to ask first. And unfortunately I'm the type who likes to be asked and then given attention. So what Matthew does seems too sudden to me and sometimes I don't like that sudden change. And that was one of the things that made me feel uncomfortable and reject him.I did swallow my own bitter pill.
CLAIREI tried to act normal but my feelings couldn't lie. I loved Charles and that's why it hurt so much to see him prioritize his best friend over his own wife. I still remember what Charles said, that his best friend in his life was very important. But I never thought that the best friend he was referring to was a woman, who was also pregnant. And I never knew that he would choose his best friend over his wife who was always there for him. In my mind, the only woman Charles cared about after marriage was me. But I was wrong, Charles still preferred his best friend. What should I do to make Charles prioritize me again? I want to be his first and foremost again. Because I'm his wife and because I'm pregnant with his child. Do I have to... oh my gosh, why is this? Why does my belly suddenly feel like it's being stabbed?I couldn't walk anymore. My body collapsed to the floor. And when I looked down, I saw blood dripping from my leg. Oh God! This is bad. I had to call Charles t
CLAIREWait, wait, wait. Didn't I hear him wrong? Charles is bringing his pregnant best friend home? To our home? And she even has a special nickname for him? Chaz?“I don't know if you have a female best friend, Charlie,” I said.“Now you know,” answered Charles."This isn't right, Charlie," I said then. Clutching my waist and belly, I stepped out the door. "Why did you bring her here? She doesn't have a house?""I just–""Chaz, I don't think I'm welcome by your wife." The woman wiped her eyes where there weren't even any tears. She also made a sad expression and looked down as if I was evil. Hello, I mean, who wouldn't be surprised? My husband said goodbye to me but came back with another woman who was pregnant too! Who wouldn't be shocked if they were me?"Claire! Don't be rude to Eva. I brought her here because she was kicked out by her boyfriend. She was cheated on and now has no one to go home to. So she contacted me and I offered her a temporary place to stay.""And it's in







