LOGINLucas
"What do you mean you don't know? It's your last name, how do you not know that?" I ask, letting the frustration bubble out into my tone. She continues to stare past me, like she usually does. Her expression is void of emotion, and I genuinely don't understand it. The difference between the girl I was about to kill in the forest and this shell of a wolf.
"I just don't remember, Alpha. I apologize if this inconveniences you-" she starts to say, but I stand quickly, letting my frustration get the better of me.
"Inconvenience? Are you fucking kidding me? I should have just left you in those woods," I shout at her, and hear the bustling kitchen silent at my outburst. When I say the last words, I point my hand towards her accusatively. When I do, she moves her head to the side in a swift movement, as though she expected me to hit her.
I am not sure why, but the movement irritated me more when I hear her heart beat flickering with anxious pounds.
"Get up," I tell her, reaching down and grabbing ahold of her shoulder to pull her off the couch. She makes a small noise of discomfort, but replaces it with a bite to her lower lip.
"We brought you back here. Be thankful you fucking rodent. I should kill you just for being the mutt you are," I tell her with my hand squeezing into her shoulder. She seems to be holding her breath as I speak.
"If you're going to stay here, you're going to work as a maid just like the omegas. Maybe I'll think about letting you have a room instead of the dungeons here. Not like you have a wolf anyway," I tell her, even though I would never put a wolf out of their quarters. Not unless they committed a crime against the pack. Regardless, her eyes flick to mine in plea. She doesn't say anything, and I swear I can feel her skin becoming cold under my touch.
I throw her shoulder from my grip and watch her gaze go back to landing past me. She is an infuriating creature. When I clench my fist closed to reel in my anger, I feel moisture on my fingers, and I bring them up to look at them.
They are coated in blood, and I look down at her black t-shirt I had laid on her bed this morning while she showered. The shoulder I had been grabbing appears damp, and I take a breath in to smell the blood seeping from her wound.
"Fuck, the arrow," I say, reminding myself of it. Why didn't she fucking say anything? Now I feel like an asshole.
"Come with me," I tell her, and she follows behind me as I lead her out of the house, into the pack community. Cobblestone pathways interweave between the homes and businesses that are all occupied and run by wolves in the pack. To any human who stumbles upon the community, it is just another small Alaskan mountain village.
I take her to the far end of the community, to a small log cabin.
"Rebecca, I need you to take care of her," I say to the short blonde woman sitting in the chair in the empty waiting room. She jumps to her feet in excitement.
"Yay! Oh lord, I am literally dying of boredom, Luke," she says in a high-pitched voice that has both Jane and me cringing at the sound. She takes Jane by the hand and nearly skips to the back patient exam room. I follow them, for some reason that I can't explain.
I can blame it on the guilt from making her shoulder bleed again.
Standing in the doorway, Rebecca asks Jane what is bothering her, clearly not taking the time to smell the bloody air that wafts around us. I do have to admit, the scent of frost and lemon that Jane emits is captivating. Much better than the deathly scent she had yesterday.
Jane doesn't answer the question. Instead, she turns and looks directly at me, as though she wants me to answer for her. When I don't say anything, she turns back to Rebecca nervously. I can hear her heart rate speeding faster as the silence stretches on, and she swallows nervously. What is wrong with this girl?
"Her shoulder. There's an arrow in it." I answer for her, but my irritation at doing so drips with every word. Rebecca's eyes widen as she looks down to where the black shirt appears damp.
"Oh my God. What the hell happened for her to get an arrow in her shoulder, Luke?" She says with an accusing glare in my direction. Again, I wait for Jane to answer, but her gaze is studying the floor with intensity. I let out a sigh before answering.
"She's from the Montana pack. They had some-" I have to pause to think of the best way to put it.
"Issues with her," I say, unsure if that is the best way to put it.
"Why? What's wrong with her?" Rebecca asks, now uncaring that Jane is in the room with us, and she could be asking her those questions. She uses a device to check Jane's eyes and ears as we talk, before getting the blood pressure machine out to use.
"She's a mutt," I say, but Jane's words bring both of us out of the conversation instantly.
"What is that?" Her voice is panic-stricken, and her eyes are wide at the machine Rebecca had rolled to her side. Both of us stare at her like she has lost her mind before Rebecca finally finds her composure.
"It's for taking your vitals. Have you ever been to the doctor?" She asks, a lot more calmly than I would have.
"I-it's been a while," she says in a whisper while her eyes never leave the machine.
"How long is a while, Jane?" I ask in my rough tone. Her eyes flick to mine for only a moment before she returns her gaze to the floor.
"I was 11, I think," her voice is so quiet, like she is afraid to fill the silence in the small room.
"And how old are you now?" Rebecca asks for me. Jane seems to stop breathing at the question, like she wasn't sure of the answer.
"24, I think."
Lucas"Two words, 15 letters. A type of building or home?" Her voice is soft, but it is stern, like she is frustrated with the paper in front of her. I put the cup down I had been drying, rounding the counter to look at the newspaper from over her shoulder. "Hmm. Oh, split-level house." I say, planting a kiss on her head and returning the dishes. She had made pancakes and bacon for breakfast, but she is still eating the pancake that she won't finish. "Oh, thanks," she says with a smile, putting the last word of the codeword puzzle into the page. There is a crash from the living room, and both of us look at each other before I put a plate down, and she jumps to her feet. We round the corner together, finding the culprit of the noise sitting cross-legged on the floor in front of a broken picture frame. "Clarissa, what did we say about touching the pictures on the wall?" Jane asks her sternly as I pick her up from under her arms. She lets out a laugh as I hoist her into the air, and I
JaneHe doesn't stop running until we reach the bedroom, and the nerves in my stomach seemlessly reappear. He uses his foot to close the door as his hands cup my face, pulling me into his kiss. I respond greedily, running my hands through his soft brown hair. His legs gently usher mine backwards until the back of them bumps into the side of his bed. When his lips pull away from mine, and he moves them down my neck, I take a sharp breath in. "Wait," I say, trying my best to stay focused on the topic in my head. "Yeah?" He says, lips still brushing against the skin of my neck. Despite my thoughts, I pull my head back to allow him better access. "What if," I start to say, but have to hold my breath when his hands find the zipper of my dress. He inches it down slowly, while continuing to tickle me with his kisses. "Yeah?" His voice is raspy as he pulls away from my neck, taking my lips with his again while his hands start to push my dress down from my shoulders. It slides down easily
JaneIt's Sharyl on the other side of the door, and I hold my breath to make sure she can't hear me. "You lost my bride?" Luke says with a smile on his face, but his voice sounds stern, selling the part to his mother on the other side of the door. I bite my lip to keep the laughter in that threatens in my voice. "No, she just. Are you sure she's not in there? Whose in there with you, Luke?" Damn wolf hearing. He rolls his eyes before pulling the door open to reveal a very pissed off mom. "Luke! Don't you know it's bad luck to see her? You were supposed to be downstairs ten minutes ago," her words trail off as she takes him by the arm, dragging him downstairs with her. He looks back at me one last time, throwing me a thumbs-up from over his shoulder. I lag behind them slowly until Rebecca meets me at the back door. "You had me worried, Jane." Her voice is light with excitement, but I can hardly manage a tight smile in her direction. "Sorry. It's just a lot," I say, taking in a de
JaneGood goddess all mighty, Shayrl and Rebecca have not let me rest a wink since we told them we were getting married. I think Rebecca enjoys doing it because it takes her mind off James, and Shayrl likes teaching me all there is about being a good Luna and Queen. Every time we have a conversation, I can tell she is hurting without her mate. Even though he cheated on her and has done unspeakable things, he is still her mate. I just can never be the person she talks to about it.We wanted the wedding to be soon, but I didn't think they would insist on putting it all together in the timespan of two weeks. I haven't hardly spent any time with Luke, but both Rebecca and Shayrl say it is for the best. They claim the distance will make the wedding day special. "Purple or blue?" "Yellow or pink?" "Chocolate or velvet?" "Bridesmades?" That was a whole day's worth of explanation. So many questions that I couldn't answer, because I have never had chocolate cake, or any cake for that mat
Jane Luke wasn't very thrilled at what I told him I needed to do, but here he is driving me to where we're headed. I keep the map in my lap, hovering the crystal above it every so often, ensuring that he is still in the same spot."Are you sure about this?" Luke asks for the thousandth time as we pull into the parking lot of the rough-looking motel. It is single-story, and the stench of cigarettes can be smelled from miles away from it. I turn my nose up in disgust as I unbuckle my seatbelt. "Yes, I am sure. What's he gonna do, kill me?" I ask with a sly grin directed at him. It is possible that he thinks I have become arrogant since coming back to life, but the truth is, I am just masking my fear with the use of jokes. It seems to be very effective, for now that is. "Don't forget the safe word, alright? I'll be there in an-" I cut him off with a sigh and a smile, adjusting the hood over my head as the rain falls heavily over us. "I got it, Luke," I tell him, watching the wolf com
LucasHer hand is cold in mine, and I can't stop the pain that runs through me. I should bury her, move on, but I just can't let go. Arch has knocked on the door a few times since we got back, trying to get me to come out and talk to the warriors, but I can't bring myself to do it. I miss her. So many things I wish I had done before this. I should have claimed her as mine instead of worrying about things out of our control. It's not her fault she couldn't have kids. I should have been the person she could talk to about it instead of the person pushing her away from it. I can't stand myself right now, and all I want to do is keep her hand in mine until I wake from this nightmare. Just as I am about to drift to sleep, knees on the floor and her hand in mine as she lies on the bed, I feel her. The twitch in her hand. I blink into the crook of my arm, freeing the welled tears inside of them. Maybe I was just imagining it. It's been almost three days since the attack. But it happens ag







