MasukChapter 1.2
Iris is a friend of mine here in Amsterdam, she's a local and now working as a freelance model. I've met her accidentally after a client cancelled our meeting. The restaurant were full that time and she suddenly approached me to ask if it's okay to share the table with her and since my meeting was cancelled, I let her. We didn't talk much that day, just a few glances and exchanges of shy smiles. Then a week after, I met her again and that's when she told me that we're destined to be friends. As crazy it may sound, we became friends. I don't know, it just happened, but I absolutely didn't regret it. She's an amazing friend.A couple of knocks on my front door pulled me out of my reverie. I stood up, went to the door and opened it. A grinning Iris holding two cellophanes of a restaurant nearby welcomed me. I sighed and smile at her as I opened the door wider for her."I bet you're going to cook canned goods again?" She said as she stepped inside."Nah..." I answered and closed the door behind me.Sinundan ko siya sa kusina at natagpuan ko siyang inaayos ang mga plastic tupperwares na may lamang pagkain. Humilig ako sa counter habang pinapanood siya at agad akong natakam nang makita ang mga pagkain. Agad akong natigilan nang bigla na lang siyang lumingon sa akin at pinaningkitan ako ng mga mata.Tumayo ako ng maayos."What?" I curiously asked her."Something to tell me?" She asked. A creased formed on my forehead and I walked passed her."Tell you what?" I asked her and tried to pick a slice of meat but she swat my hand and I immediately grimaced because of the sting after it."Hello? The one you told me the other day? About the Lankov's hotel," she told me as if I was being ridiculous for forgetting that important thing.I sighed and get two glasses when I saw that she started getting plates and utensils."Ah, why? What about it?"I gave her the other glass after I put mine beside my own table. I turned around before she could answer and get the pitcher of cold water from my small refrigerator. Since I lived alone, I chose to buy a small refrigerator obviously because I don't need a bigger one. Iris keeps on nagging me about it, becauseit also means that I'll refrain from spending too much on my food. She's a year younger than me but she acts like my older sister."You'll meet the team tomorrow right?" Tanong niya nang makaupo na kami at mag-uumpisa nang kumain. Nakaupo siya sa tapat ko.Kinuha ko ang kutsara ko at inabot ang salad. Tumango-tango ako nang hindi siya tinitingnan."Yup!" And then I started stuffing my mouth with food.I didn't know I was this hungry. After days of eating canned goods, it feels good to eat a different taste of food. Much healthier, but I can't help but to depend on canned goods as it's the easiest food to cook. And cheap too.She only nods and started eating too. We just ate in silence until we finished. I'm drinking my water when she suddenly leaned on the table and put his hands above the table. She intensely eyed me. I stayed silent, waiting for what she's going to say."So, about the meeting?" She sounded so interested and even mover her eyebrows up and down. I arched my eyebrows, telling her to go on. "I heard..." She has that mischievous smile that I always knew what she's going to say."What?" I asked her after I gulped down the water and wipe my mouth using the back of my hand.She put her hand at the side of her lips and I mindlessly lean forward."The son of the owner looks hot," she whispered.Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at napaatras."Goodness Iris!" I gasped.Natawa naman siya sa reaksyon ko. Hinampas-hampas niya ang ibabaw ng mesa habang tumatawa ng malakas kahit pa wala namang nakakatawa sa pinag-usapan namin.Ano naman ngayon kung gwapo ang anak ng may-ari? Ano'ng gagawin ko do'n? Haist. Dami ko nang iniisip, idadagdag ko pa ba 'to? At tsaka napaka-imposible naman kung makikita ko ang anak ng may-ari sa meeting.Napailing ako nang hindi pa rin siya tumitigil sa pagtawa niya. Sinita ko na kasi baka may natutulog ng kapitbahay at maggising dahil sa ingay niya."Shh. Tone down your voice and let's clean up," I told her as I stood up and started cleaning the table. She eventually helped me.Mag-uumpisa na sana akong maghugas ng pinagkainan namin nang mapansin ko ang orasan na nasa likuran ng maliit kong ref. Kumunot ang noo ko at napalingon kay Iris na ngayon ay busy na sa cellphone ko.Napasimangot ako nang hindi man lang siya nag-alok ng tulong sa akin.Agad na napaayos ako ng tayo nang marinig ko ang sinabi niya nang hindi inaalis ang tingin sa cellphone niya."I bought the food so," she shrugged her shoulders. "Maybe you should wash the dishes yeah?" Nag-angat siya ng tingin pagkatapos ay nilapag ang cellphone niya sa ibabaw ng mesa bago humilig sa sandalan ng upuan."Yeah, yeah," napipilitang sagot ko. "Will you still go home? It's already late to leave," I told her while washing the dishes."Oh yeah!" Narinig ko ang pag-atras ng upuan. "I'll just get my things on my car and I'll be back!" And she hurriedly went out.After cleaning the kitchen I went to my small living room and sat on the sofa. A sighed of relief left my lips. I'm about to close my eyes when Iris came back.May dala siyang dalawang paper bags. Kumunot ang noo ko sa mga dala niya."What's that for?" I asked her. She lift the paper bags, and shrugged her shoulders.Lumapit siya sa at umupo sa tabi ko. Nilapag niya sa coffee table na nasa gitna ang mga dala niya."My overnight things. It's just my clothes and basic necessities," she nonchalantly answered. I'll send you to your meeting tomorrow, how's that sound?"Napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi niya at hindi ko maiwasang yakapin siya nang mahigpit na agad niyang ni-reklamo. Tinapik niya ang mga braso kong nakayakap sa kaniya, pero mas lalo ko lang siyang niyakap."Now I'm started regretting befriending you!""Oh no, you don't." I told her.Pagkatapos ko siyang pagkatuwaan ay binitawan ko na rin siya. Naawa na ako, muntik na siyang maging kamatis dahil sa pamumula ng mukha niya.Natahimik kaming dalawa bago siya biglang yumakap sa akin. Umayos kami sa pagkakaupo at siya naman ay mas lalong sumsiksik sa akin. Kahit naman na mukhang kaya ni Iris ang sarili niya, minsan ay ganito siya. Nagpapalambing. Nagpapa-baby kahit malaki na.Niyakap ko naman siya pabalik."Sheena?""Hm?" I sleepily answered and yawn."The son of the owner is hot..." She whispered. And even though I'm sleepy, I still managed to whammed her arms."Stop it!"She laughed loudly.Chapter 13.2 "The reason why we have this dinner is because we'll discuss about the marriage of Sheena and Francis," ang Daddy ni Francis. W-What? Sa gulat ay mabilis akong napalingon sa kaniya. Umawang ang mga labi ko nang makita ang reaksyon ng mga magulang namin. Napalingon ako kay Francis na wala man lang kahit na anong reaksyon. Did he knew? "Dad..." I gasp.Hinawakan ni mommy ang kamay ko sa ilalim ng mesa. "We'll talk later," she whispered. Napakurap ako. So all this time they're conspiring about this. Pinaikot nila ako sa mga palad nila nang hindi ko man lang namamalayan. Bumara ang sakit sa lalamunan ko. The pain and betrayal is making my whole body tremble in rage. "I don't think I've agreed with this." Kontra ko. It seems that I'm the only one who could defend myself right now. Hindi ko aakalaing aabot sa ganito ang mga magulang ko. Ni hindi man lang sumagi sa isipan ko na gagawin nila to sa akin. They're desperate to keep me on leash and this is their way of doing
Chapter 13.1"Reservation for Mr. and Mrs. De Leon." "Ah yes, sir," the man wearing a suit immediately answered. I read his nameplate and he's the manager. The guy smiled and he then he guide us inside the luxurious restaurant. I woke up early morning today to do my work and update for the progress of it. I also give Miss Natalie a heads up that I won't be able to be back anytime soon. Mabuti na lang talaga at ayos lang sa kaniya saying that I should take a time off, which I adamantly refused. After a long talk with her and a little update with Iris, I then decided to work out to relieve some stress. To get my mind off the things that's been complicating my life right now. Ngayon ay heto na naman ako, nakasunod sa mga magulang ko. After I was done with my workout one of our maids told me to prepare for a dinner with my parents. And I thought it would be just the three of us, turns out I'd have to deal with whoever this businessman he knew. Dinala kami ng manager sa pinakadulong p
Chapter 12.2Bumuka ang bibig ko para sana ipaintindi pa sa kaniya ang gusto kong sabihin but Dad beat me to it. "Hayaan mo, Victoria." Napalingon kaming dalawa ni mommy sa kaniya. He's now sipping his wine. But I can see it, he's mad. Like raging mad right now. "Christopher..." "Kailan ba nakinig sa atin ang batang 'yan? Noon pa man ay sinasaway na tayo. She doesn't care about the company or about this family. She's that selfish that she only think about what she wants to do. Hayaan mo siya sa gusto niya." His words dripped like an acid in my throat. Sumikip ang dibdib ko sa sinabi niya. So now I'm not only a disappointment? But selfish too? L"Christopher, don't say that. She's still our daughter." "Magiging anak ko lang 'yan kung makikinig na siya sa atin. When she's still this stubborn and selfish, I'd rather have no daughter at all. I didn't raise an ungrateful brat." Napakurap-kurap ako. He stood up and left. Napabuntonghininga si mommy sa tabi ko. "I'm sorry about your
Chapter 12.1Halos alas dose na kami nakauwi galing sa party kagabi. Wala naman akong ginawa boung gabi kung hindi ang umupo at makinig, pero ramdam ko 'yong pagod ko mula ulo hanggang paa. Sagad sa buto. Mabuti na lang at may lakas pa akong magbihis at magtanggal ng make-up bago nakatulog. Nabawi ko naman ang lakas ko kinabukasan dahil napahaba ang tulog ko. Halos lunch na ako naggising. I don't know kung pinatawag ako sa breakfast kanina o hinayaan na lang nila ako. Kumunot ang noo ko nang di mahanap ang cellphone. I looked for it inside the purse I used last night. Na-lowbatt. Ngayon ko pa lang icha-charge magmula nang dumating ako. After that, I decided to take a long shower to refresh my mind and think all of these. Habang naliligo ay iniisip ko ang dapat kong gawin. Should I go back to Amsterdam now? Napapikit ako nang maalalang may project pa pala akong naiwan do'n. Nawala 'yon sa isip ko dahil sa dami ng mga nangyari. Hindi rin naman tumawag sa akin si Miss Natalie tungkol
Chapter 11.2Gusto kong itama ang mga sinabi ni mommy pero hindi ko ginawa. Itinago ko ang nakakuyom kong kamay mula sa mga mata nila. I remain my beautiful and soft smile on my face. I can't show them my true emotions right now. "Really? My daughter also travels a lot. Might as well—" "Good evening ladies and gentlemen!" Lahat kami ay napatingin sa stage. I never felt so relieved ever since I came here. That emcee just saved me from an endless questioning. "We'll go to our table now. We'll see you around." Pagkatapos nilang magpaalam ay hinanap na namin ang table namin. It was just two tables away from where we stood earlier. Bago ako makaupo ay naramdaman ko ang bigat ng isang tingin mula kung saan. My heart started to beat erratically. I wanted to stop myself but it was already too late. Napatingin na ako sa likod para hanapin siya. It only took me seconds before I found his intense eyes looking straight at me. Kung gaano kadilim kung nasaan siya, gano'n din ang mga matang nak
Chapter 11.1"You looked so beautiful hija." Napalingon ako kay Mommy nang marinig ko ang boses niya sa may pintuan. Nakita kong nakangiti siya pero iba ang sinasabi ng mga mata niya. My throat contracted and I looked away. Narinig ko ang tunog ng takong niya na papalapit sa akin. Nang mag-angat ang ulo ko ay nagtagpo ang paningin namin sa salamin na nasa harapan ko. Malungkot siyang ngumiti at hinawakan ang magkabilang balikat ko. She lovingly looked at my reflection without looking away. I gulped. My eyes started to get misty. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naiiyak. "I'm sorry, hija..." Biglang sabi niya na nagpatigil sa akin. "I'm sorry for making you so worried about your Dad. I just want you to go home, anak. It's been years since I've seen you and I missed you so much. It's the only way I could think of to make you come home." Nag-iwas ako ng tingin nang humapdi ang mga mata ko kasabay ng pagkirot ng puso ko. I just felt like she manipulated me with that reason. She knew how m







