登入Trishelle's POV
The laundry room was off limits. No permission, no entry. Simple as that.
It was one of those quiet cruelties that made sense if you didn't think about it too hard. Four omega women ran the laundry, all ranked just above her, and they'd made it clear without ever saying a word that anyone crossing into their space was challenging their spot in the pecking order. In a hierarchy this rigid, rank was all anyone really owned. The gap between their position and hers was the only high ground any of them had.
She got it. She didn't even blame them, not really. What she understood, and what none of them ever seemed to think about, was that she had nowhere left to fall from. There was no rank under hers to protect.
The warriors wouldn't be down for another hour. Training still had forty minutes left by her count, and the senior omegas slept until they heard boots on the porch. The training clothes were about to show up. If she timed it right, she had a window.
She took it.
Her sheet, her blanket, and the small handful of clothes she owned all fit in one load. She used the least detergent she could get away with and ran the quick cycle, standing in the doorway the whole time with one ear turned toward the stairs. The washer was an old front loader that ran quiet, and for once something in this house worked in her favor.
When it finished, she pulled everything out still damp and carried it down to the basement. The dryer was too loud, too risky, too likely to still be running when someone came looking for her. So she strung her things across whatever the basement had to offer. Exposed pipes. The edge of a shelf. The back of a wooden chair that had been sitting in the corner for as long as she could remember, for reasons nobody had ever explained. By tonight it would all be dry. The basement ran warm enough for that, even in winter. One small thing the universe handed her with one hand while it took everything else with the other.
She ate her saved dinner plate standing at the little table in the corner. Cold mashed potatoes, gravy gone stiff at the edges, but still decent. She ate the salad first since it would wilt fastest. Quick, no ceremony, the way she did most things that were only for herself.
Then she brushed her teeth at the half bath off the utility hall, the one bathroom she was allowed to use, changed into dry clothes, and went back upstairs to clear the dining room.
The morning moved through its usual stages. Dishes cleared. Surfaces wiped. The dining room reset for lunch. The kitchen brought back to the precise, clean order she kept because a messy kitchen meant mistakes, and she understood exactly what mistakes cost in this house.
She was at the sink finishing the last of the breakfast pans when she caught voices in the hallway just outside the kitchen door. Not loud. Not aimed at her. Just there, the way conversation always drifted through this house, mostly nothing to do with her, except when it was.
She kept her eyes down and her hands in the water.
"Has he decided yet?" a woman asked. Lena, she thought, one of the ranked females who lived on the third floor. "About the Summit?"
"He'll go," Marcus said. The Beta. His voice always had a certain weight to it, slower and heavier than the warriors'. "He doesn't have a choice. Three packs asking for a meeting isn't something you turn down."
"He could send someone in his place."
"He could. He won't."
A pause. Someone leaning against the wall right outside the door.
"He's getting worse. More volatile. The warriors feel it," Lena said, and there was something in her voice that could have been worry if you were feeling generous, or could have been something sharper if you weren't.
"The warriors will manage. That's what they're for," Marcus said flatly.
Their voices faded down the hall. Trishelle went back to the pan in her hands, scrubbing in slow, even circles.
Volatile. That was one word for it.
She had been watching James Black for most of her life, from exactly the kind of distance you kept from anything that could close the gap without warning. She'd watched him grow from a boy who yanked her hair and called her names because nobody stopped him, into a teenager who sharpened his cruelty on purpose, the way some people practiced an instrument. And then into the man who had stood at the head of the table that morning and told her she smelled like the floor, quiet enough that the words had room to settle deep.
The thing about James was that he was never messy about it. Other pack members were loud. They performed. Jack, with his bucket, wanted to see her flinch. The kitchen omegas who reported her wanted the little rush of power that came with being the one who told. Even his father, old Alpha Drew, had been a showman about his cruelty. Sharp voice. Public humiliation. Speeches about pack order that were really just speeches about his own power.
James wasn't like that. James was precise. That was what made him so hard to prepare for, so hard to read, so hard to move around. You could see loud coming from a mile off. You could see a performance building. Precision arrived exactly where and when it intended to, and never a second before.
She didn't let herself dwell on it. Thinking about James Black too long wasn't something she allowed herself, for the same reason she didn't stand too close to an open flame. Whatever pull it had wasn't worth what it might cost.
She finished the pans, dried her hands, and started on lunch.
By midmorning the pack house had settled into its daytime rhythm, that particular hum a house full of people made when everyone had somewhere to be. Training ended, the warriors came through for a second round of food, then scattered. Some to their rooms. Some outside. Some to whatever job the Beta had put on the rotation.
Trishelle had been awake for eight hours.
She made herself a cup of tea from the odds and ends in the back of the spice cabinet, dried ginger and the last of a chamomile packet she'd been rationing for weeks, and stood at the kitchen window with both hands wrapped around the mug, looking out over the pack's land.
She would admit it, if pressed. The Bloodmoon territory was beautiful. The house sat at the edge of a wide clearing that gave way to old growth forest, oak and pine that had been standing long before the pack ever claimed this ground. In the early morning, before the light went flat and full, mist sat low in the tree line and made the whole thing look like a painting instead of a place where real things happened to real people.
She knew, in a distant, almost academic way, that the world past that tree line was supposed to be where the story started for someone like her. She was twenty years old. She had never left pack grounds. Never been to school. Never had a friend. Never once walked into the small town twelve miles down the main road, with its ordinary shops and ordinary people and ordinary problems. She had no ID. No paperwork. No last name, because the pack had never given her one and there had never been anyone else to.
She'd been found in the woods around two or three years old, best guess from the pack doctor at the time. No note. No markings. No memory from before the basement, which was as far back as she could locate herself.
Whatever came before that was gone, and she had no way to reach it.
A few of the kinder omegas, over the years, not many, but a few, had floated theories. A lost pup from a pack that scattered. The child of a lone wolf who left her somewhere safe when they couldn't keep going. A deliberate drop off by someone who knew Bloodmoon would take her in, which, looking back, seemed like wishful thinking.
Trishelle had stopped engaging with the theories a long time ago. Theories didn't change anything. The cold mashed potatoes she'd eaten that morning were real. The burn scar on her right index finger, from an oil soaked rag a warrior lit for fun when she was twelve, was real. The bucket of water at four in the morning was real.
Everything else was just noise.
She finished her tea, rinsed the mug, and got started on the vegetables for lunch prep.
The afternoon brought its own demands.
One of the pregnant females, Sena, showed up at the kitchen door around two with the exact expression of someone sent as a messenger and not entirely happy about it. She was seven months along and had clearly stopped finding pregnancy charming a few weeks back.
"She wants sweet potato soup and cornbread," Sena said, no hello first.
"Which she?" Trishelle asked. Three pregnant females lived in the house right now, and their cravings didn't overlap.
"Mira."
Trishelle nodded and turned back to the counter. Sweet potato soup was simple enough. Mira had been craving it on and off for two weeks, which meant Trishelle had quietly kept the pantry stocked with sweet potatoes by asking the grocery run omega, twice, since the first request had been ignored.
"When does she want it?" Trishelle asked.
"Now, ideally."
"Forty minutes."
Sena's mouth pulled tight, but she wasn't cruel, not in the active way some of them were. Mostly just indifferent. "Fine," she said, and left.
Trishelle started peeling.
She was three potatoes in when she heard the footsteps again.
Different from the morning. Faster. Still that same measured quality underneath, but with something else riding on top of it now, a kind of pressure in the step she'd learned to connect with temper. She didn't stop moving. She kept the peeler going in long, even strokes, kept her eyes on the potato in her hand, and matched her breathing to the rhythm of long practice.
The kitchen door opened.
"Where is it?" James said.
She didn't look up from the potato. "Alpha James. I'm sorry, I'm not sure what you mean."
"The document. The land registry report Beta Marcus left on the kitchen table this morning."
"I cleared the table after breakfast. There were no papers. Just plates and serving dishes," she said.
The silence that followed had a texture to it. She could feel him working through it, deciding whether she was lying, whether he believed her, whether it mattered either way.
"If there had been papers I would have put them on the hallway table by the door. That's where anything left behind goes," she added.
Another pause. Then, no word at all, he was gone.
She heard him cross the hall. A beat. Then footsteps heading back toward the stairs, a little less loaded than before.
She set down the peeler, pressed her fingertips flat against the cold granite, and let out a slow breath through her nose.
He unsettled her in a way she couldn't fully explain and had stopped trying to. It wasn't only the fear, though the fear was real and built on years of specific, documented reasons. There was something else underneath it, something she had no word for and no interest in examining, an awareness that flicked on like a switch the second he walked into a room and refused to shut off until he left again.
She picked the peeler back up and got back to work.
The soup was ready in thirty eight minutes. She sent it up with Sena, cornbread wrapped in a clean cloth to keep it warm, and stood at the window for exactly one more minute before starting the evening prep.
POV: Trishelle"Let me drop my stuff off first, then I'll give you a hand." Sammy grabbed the bag he'd tossed aside the second he'd spotted me, slinging it over his shoulder like it weighed nothing. We walked toward the house together, falling into step easy, the kind of easy that only came from years of knowing someone inside and out.True to his word, he threw himself into the last of the party prep, ending up behind the bar for most of it, mixing drinks with way more enthusiasm than skill. I knew this kitchen like the back of my hand, so I found myself helping serve food even though the whole thing was buffet style. Old habits died hard. I couldn't sit still while there was work to be done, and some small, restless part of me still felt like a guest in my own life whenever my hands weren't busy.The party was pushing two hours in when Sammy caught my hand and pulled me toward the food table, his grip warm and a little too insistent. He grabbed himself a plate and shoved one into my
POV: JamesI let myself watch her for half a second, just her hair whipping behind her like she owned the damn wind. Then it hit me, that gut-punch feeling, when she blew right past me without even a glance. Not one. I'd been so sure she saw me. So sure tonight was going to be different.She saw me. She had to have seen me.I spun around and there she was, wrapped up tight in some guy's arms. Some guy I didn't know, didn't recognize, didn't like the smell of. Her face was tucked into the stranger's shoulder like she'd done it a hundred times before, like she belonged there.A growl ripped out of me before I could catch it. My claws pricked under my skin, sharp and hungry, and heat rolled through me, ugly and possessive and completely wrong for a crowd this size. Mine. The thought slammed through me hard and fast, animal and unreasonable. If a pack of kids hadn't picked that second to crash into my legs, screaming and laughing, high on cake and chaos, I might have done something stupid
POV: JamesI wanted to know exactly what the buzz about Trishelle was all about. Curiosity alone would've justified stepping outside. But that wasn't what had me on edge. It was my wolf, pacing restless circles in the back of my skull, growing louder and more insistent by the minute. The animal clawed at my composure in a way I hadn't felt in years, some primal thread pulled tight, refusing to slacken no matter how hard I tried to ignore it.I tried to push through the last of my paperwork, pen hovering over the same line for the tenth time, but the pacing wouldn't quit. Eventually I gave up pretending I could focus through it.Just going to check what the noise is about. Settle the wolf down. That's all this is.I repeated it like a promise I didn't quite believe.I headed for the backyard and found it transformed. Balloons bobbed in the breeze, lights strung through every tree in sight, the whole yard humming with energy my pack hadn't felt in longer than I cared to admit. Laughter
POV: The PackSaturday morning hit, and by the time the sun burned all the way into the sky, Richard's birthday prep was already a circus. Party started at dusk, which meant there was a shitload to do, and Richard had zero trouble rounding up a pack of single she-wolves eager to help. They showed up one after another, tossing out suggestions nobody asked for, dragging their feet on tasks that should've taken ten minutes tops. Every single one of them wanted him to look up and notice her.Normally he'd be tearing up some club or dive bar for his birthday, chasing loud music and strange bodies and a night that dissolved into blur by sunrise. Throwing the party at home instead had tongues wagging all over the pack. People whispered he was finally sick of the chase, maybe even ready to settle. Whether that was true or complete bullshit, it bought him serious goodwill with the females, who eyed him now like he was some kind of riddle worth cracking open.Let them wonder, he thought. Keeps
POV: JamesTwo months since that conversation with Richard, and my brother had thrown himself into planning his own birthday party like it was some kind of holy war. Set for this weekend, and he'd gone at it with an intensity I didn't see coming, treating the whole thing less like a celebration and more like a mission with body counts. First request: everyone off duty for the night. Everyone except the wolves stuck on border patrol, because even Richard wasn't stupid enough to leave us exposed. Then he'd sorted the food out himself, quietly, specifically so Trishelle would be free to actually attend instead of working the damn thing like she always did.That detail didn't slip past me. It only made the itch under my skin worse, that gut feeling that something bigger was coiled up underneath all his scheming.What exactly are you planning, Rowdy Ricky?I'd asked more than once how any of this was supposed to fix things with Trishelle. Richard's answer never changed, delivered with that
POV: JamesI stormed off the training field, furious. Furious at Richard, furious at Henry for that look he'd given me, but underneath all of it, furious mostly at myself.I shouldn't have followed her last night. I knew it walking down there.Another crescent moon had come and gone, and despite every rational argument I'd made to myself, I'd trailed after Trishelle to the lake again anyway. I'd told myself I wouldn't. I'd told myself the same damn thing the night before that, and the night before that, and every time my feet carried me down the same worn path regardless.Real strong willpower you've got there, man.Even having already seen her like that once, the sight still hit me like the first time, like something had reached into my chest and wrung it out slow.Something about her had changed, though. I wasn't sure if my eyes were playing tricks on me, but she didn't look nearly as thin as before. Her hips had filled out, softer now, her stomach no longer hollow. Even her cheeks







