Chapter 3 - Isis

Living with Kurt is still taking me time to get used to. It’s been two months now, and I still get nervous. I know my hesitation in moving forward with completing the bond is grinding on Bastet’s nerves. And if I’m annoying my own wolf, I can imagine what I’m doing to Kurt and Godric. It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just, well, I never really had the sex talk with mo… with Sakina. 

And even if I had, I’d still be afraid. I’ve seen Kurt naked, both flaccid and hard. I don’t see how that’s going to fit. ‘Oh, it will fit, and we will revel in the full feeling he’ll give us.’ Bastet licked her lips.

I sighed. ‘Are all wolves horny creatures?’ I questioned. ‘No. And I’m not simply a horny creature. It is in my nature to want to complete the mating process. Once we’ve done that and finished going into heat, I won’t be as pent up. But till then, I’m going to continue filling your mind with images of Kurt’s impressive cock.’ she shrugged.

I sighed. Great. Until I am finally mentally ready to have sex with Kurt, my mind will be 24/7 Kurt porn. ‘Why are you not ready? You obviously care very much for him. You were in love with him before I brought us to him in London. So what’s the problem? You love him. He loves you. He wants you. You want him.’ Bastet questioned.

‘I’m not good enough for him.’ I lamented. I'm delighted I can finally talk to her. I’ve never had someone I could talk to about this stuff. I’ve always told Kurt basically everything. But I can’t talk to him about him or my own hangups about our relationships. 

Bastet scoffed. ‘How on earth did you come to that conclusion? You were born to be his mate. We were born to be with him just as he was born to be with us. Who are you to say the moon goddess is wrong?’

‘I’m not saying that. It’s just. Bastet, look at me. I was a subpar hunter born into a family of famous hunters. Look at everything my m… that Sakina did. Her blood runs through my veins. I’m a half-breed, a hybrid, whatever. How am I supposed to be a Luna? To be the sort of mate Kurt needs to take the rings of his grandmother’s disgraced pack? No wolf is going to want to follow him with me at his side.’ I frowned, sinking deeper into the bathwater.

‘What Sakina did is inexcusable. But she is not you, and while yes, the Adio blood runs in your veins, it also runs in Sarael’s. And she’s taken to being a Beta female seamlessly. Sakina is no better than Seigfried. If those fucks who’d willingly follow a bastard like him have an issue following us, we put them in their place.’ Bastet snorted.

‘Bastet…” I sighed. ‘No, you need to listen to me, Isis. All the shit Sakina said to you growing up was bullshit. It was her insecurities and fear because she never wanted her dark secret to come to light. And if she hadn’t had me bound, you’d have been stronger even before I woke up. Now you have me, and we are strong. We are a Luna, and we have the power equal to an Alpha.’ Bastet tried to psych me up. 

I sighed as I heard a soft knock at the door. “Hey, babe. Not looking to rush you. But there is only one bathroom in the apartment.” Kurt’s voice called out. I chuckled softly. “I’ll be right out.” I called out as I pulled the plug. I sighed, getting out of the tub grabbing a towel to dry off. 

‘You should have just invited him to join us.’ Bastet teased. I rolled my eyes as I slipped my robe on and wrapped the towel around my hair. “Sorry I took so long.” I apologized, stepping out of the bathroom. “You don’t need to apologize.” Kurt shook his head. 

He's such a sweetheart. And he’s so patient with me. “I should go get dressed. You said we were going on a date. Right?” I asked. “Mhm. As long as you’re still up for it.” he nodded. “Any hints on what I should wear?” I asked. He’d been secretive about this date.

And looking at what he’s wearing isn’t giving me many clues. He’s wearing black jeans with a blue button-down with the top three buttons left open, showing just a hint of his chest. ‘He looks hot.’ Bastet purred. “Wear what will make you feel the most comfortable.” Kurt suggested.

“Pajamas are the most comfortable.” I teased. “And you look gorgeous in them. But we will be in public, so maybe not your cute hello kitty PJs.” he winked. I laughed softly, shaking my head. “Fine. You seem to be dressy casual. I’ll try to match.” I sighed. “Sounds good. Meet you in the living room.” he smiled, giving me a quick kiss ducking into the bathroom.

I sighed and went to the bedroom and started trying to decide what to wear. I don’t have a lot, just a few pieces I’ve picked up while we were traveling in Europe. I ended up putting on dark wash skinny jeans, an aqua roused blouse, and a pair of brown ankle boots that I knew would go well with my brown leather jacket. 

“Wow…” Kurt’s mouth was hanging open slightly when I walked out, putting in my dangly earrings. I’d brushed my hair out and put it up into a messy bun. “Hmm?” I cocked my head. “You look gorgeous.” Kurt smiled, making me blush. “Oh… um, thank you. It’s not like you haven’t seen this outfit or at least the individual pieces before.” I smiled, getting my coat.

“Doesn’t matter. You are always gorgeous.” Kurt smiled, taking my hand. The sparks of our bond send a jolt of calming pleasure, I know oxymoron, through me. Every time he touches me, my heart skips, and if I’m honest, pussy clench. But this time, I felt a surge of calm and realized it was because he wanted me to be relaxed.

I hope that I have had a similar effect on him. ‘We do. Or at least we can when that’s the energy we put out. You know once we complete the bond, it won’t even require touching to affect his mood or for him to affect yours.’ Bastet pointed out. I rolled my eyes because I just wanted to enjoy our date and not keep thinking about completing the mate bond.

I”m surprised to see we are leaving Mount Hood. Since arriving in Oregon, the only time we’ve left the capital city of the Bloodmoon Pack has been to see my Aunt Sarael. But now that she’s moving into Mount Hood with Uncle John, we won’t have to leave even to do that. 

I couldn’t help but smile as we passed the ‘Now Leaving Mount Hood’ sign. But for as happy as I am to explore beyond the city limits, I’m terrified. I know there are possibly still hunters out there.

Maybe even my own brother lurking in the shadows. And if I’m not worried about the hunters, there are the disgruntled members of the Syndicate who’d like nothing more than to kill Kurt and take the role of Alpha.

“We’ll be safe.” Kurt assured me as if he could read my mind. ‘More like body language. Girl, you get any tenser, he’s going to think we are a mannequin.’ Bastet sighed.

I sighed, trying to relax as he reached over, placing his hand on my leg. “I promise. And while I like the idea of a date just us. It’s a double date.” he admitted.

I furrowed my brow. “Who are we doubling with?” I questioned. “Mikali and Annai. And before you asked, Alpha said it was okay. Luna Aurelia isn’t going anywhere without him, so her guards are free.” Kurt smiled.

“It’ll be fun." As much as I wanted to be alone with Kurt, the fact that we’d have Mikali, one of the Luna guards, with us does make me feel better. "I’ve enjoyed getting to know Annai and some of the other females who are mated to your friends.” I smiled.

“So you aren’t mad?” Kurt asked, pulling into a parking spot at the movie theater. “Of course not. And oo we’re going to see a movie?” I smiled, glad I didn’t overdress for this date.

“Mhm. Mikali is one of my best friends, and I don’t mind double dates. But at least in a movie theater, we get the semblance of privacy in the dark.” Kurt winked, climbing out of the car.

I laughed, shaking my head, taking his hand as we headed for the entrance. I was looking around for the familiar faces of Mikali and Annai when we came to a sudden stop.

I looked around and realized why we had stopped before even getting out to the sidewalk. A woman with a black pixie cut with purple streaks, sharp piercing blue eyes, and sharp facial features dressed like she only shops at HotTopic or is an extra in an Underworld movie was standing in front of us.

Dressed in black ripped skinny jeans, black brocade long sleeve high collar five-button irregular hem top, and black leather thigh-high boots. Even her makeup was dark, dark purple eyeshadow, black eyeliner, black lipstick. She was not playing up her features more like sharpening them.

Four males were otherwise surrounding us, putting Bastet on edge and ready for a fight. Especially as the female folded her arms and narrowed her eyes at me before looking at Kurt like he was a piece of meat and she was hungry. ‘Rip her throat out.’ Bastet encouraged. “Get out of our way, Noya.” Kurt growled.

Noya? This is Noya? The Syndicate extremist. The one most loyal to Siegfried. I’ve heard about her over the years. Initially, it was weird that Kurt would talk about some crazy girl who thought his biological father was some messiah or whatever.

After finding out he’s a werewolf and so am I, it made more sense. Noya was a loyal follower of Siegfried. And since he died, she’s wanted that power. 

“I’m here to make you an offer.” Noya coldly spoke. “You have nothing we want. So the answer is no.” Kurt answered, his anger barely contained.

“You’re going to listen to what I have to offer, or the pup dies. Well, after I let the boys….” Noya nodded to the four males surrounding us. “Have their fun with her.” her lips curled into a sinister smile. 

Instinctively I moved closer to Kurt, who in turn was pulling me closer. I glanced at the males, and they were all eyeing me, making my skin crawl. ‘Let’s murder them all. I could have it done before they blink.’ Bastet offered. ‘We can’t just do that in the open. We are in a human city.’ I shook my head.