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Zach's POV

I shouldn't like him... I really shouldn't.

I've been saying this so many times and I'm gonna tell it to my self again.

“Zach or Zakira... You cannot like Alex! You're not a total gay or a queer, you just hate women.”

I couldn't find what do I really want in my life. It feels like... I don't really know how should I explain.

Para ba akong nalulong sa isang bagay na alam kong mali na at napaka hirap na iwasan. Since I began being like this, I already knew to myself that I'm straight and I wouldn't even think of liking someone that has a same gender like me, and so is the opposite.

But... why is it like this? Why can't I control what I feel when I know what exactly should I not and should I do?

I don't like Alex because he is a total clumsy and a little bit of stupid, it's so stupid that he makes me laugh, and... blush... and flatter.

How dare he?!

He called me beautiful boss the moment I woke up, and I took it as a compliment because after all, I love it when I'm called a be