LOGINVera
His two friends had returned. The younger one looked much better and flashed me a bright smile, while the older one from earlier wore an expression like he had just trodden in something unpleasant.
"What is the meaning of this? Why are you here?!" He was stomping towards us in an almost ridiculous manner, and yet I felt like a child who had been caught misbehaving.
"I'm his doctor. Why wouldn't I be here?" That was all I could manage, and it wasn't a lie, despite my hidden reasons.
"Is this a new way of checking his temperature, doc?" I glanced at what he was staring at and sure enough, my hand was still resting on his cheek.
When I tried to remove it, however, Noah placed his hand over mine, keeping it where it was. He hadn't taken his eyes off me throughout this entire exchange. He seemed completely unbothered by his friend's anger.
"So you're the one who saved me, huh?" His goofy smile made me return one of my own.
"I only operated on you. From what I hear, your friends here carried you all the way to the clinic from goodness knows where."
"Don't be so humble, doc! We might have carried him, but when we got here, he was practically dead. You brought him back to us. Literally." Said the younger one, and I winced at the memory of having to shock him to bring him back. I was glad to see that at least the young one seemed to like me.
"I think it's getting rather late, isn't there somewhere you need to be?" The old man asked me, but just as I was about to fire back something sarcastic, Sofia mind-linked me, summoning me to her office. He noticed my distant expression and smirked. I simply scowled at him. Something about this man made my blood boil. I turned to my patient.
"I'll be back tomorrow morning. For now, try to get some rest." I smiled at him again, but he was frowning.
"What? No! I'm coming with you!" He tried to unhook himself from everything, but I stopped him.
"You need to rest and I need to go to my Alpha. She's called me into her office. I'll be back tomorrow morning. I promise."
With that, I got up from his bed and made my way to the door, ignoring the awful feeling settling in my stomach from putting distance between us. As I was about to close the door behind me, I heard the old man yell.
"What the hell, Noah?!"
"What do you mean 'what the hell'? She's my mate." He told him very calmly, much to my satisfaction.
"WHAT!?" The old man yelled, making Violet look over from the nurse's station with a frown. I had to stop myself from laughing out loud. I waved at Violet and headed to Sofia's office; a warmth I hadn't known before spread through my whole body.
"Tell me everything!" Sofia squealed when she saw me come in. She was sitting on the sofa reading some reports and gestured for me to come and sit beside her. The dark circles under her eyes didn't escape my notice.
"Our suspicions were right; he is my mate."
"I knew it! I freaking knew it! Did he wake up? Did you two talk? Did something else happen?" She wiggled her eyebrows at me and I rolled my eyes.
"Sof, he's on a hospital bed under heavy sedatives. I doubt we'd be able to do anything even if we had the chance. His friend isn't too happy about this."
"Who? Eli? The older one? I noticed you two didn't get on this morning. He's apparently very traditional and doesn't believe in mixing wolves and lycans."
‘Oh, because we're mortal enemies?” I rolled my eyes; how old could this man possibly be?
"He believes wolves make lycan blood impure."
She was giving me a very serious look, so I returned it, but we both cracked and burst into laughter.
"Alex had to pinch me under the table to stop me from laughing in his face. I swear he looks and talks like he came straight off a medieval film set."
Realisation dawned on me that I hadn't really thought this through. It was unlike me not to think things through; I was usually extremely calculating. But that was just how strong the mate bond was.
I had heard and seen this before, with Sofia and Alex. Alex wasn't an Alpha, and the Alen family had nearly disowned Sofia for choosing her mate over an arranged marriage. She could have lost everything: her name, her identity, and her rank within the pack. But she hadn't cared about any of that.
What did it actually mean to be mated to a lycan? What did it mean for my future at the clinic? In my pack?
"I can feel you panicking, Vera. Talk to me."
"I just... what does this even look like, Sof? Being mated to a lycan? I..."
"I wish I had answers for you, Vera. I even consulted with the Elders about this, but their knowledge of lycans is extremely limited. They had only ever heard of such mating from legends, nothing proven to be real. But I suggest you stop panicking. Knowing you, you've already planned your escape." I could feel her choosing her words carefully. "There is a lot we don't know about you, V. I... don't ask me why, but I have a feeling the Moon Goddess knows exactly what she's doing. There's a reason for this. Trust it."
"I would probably have to leave the pack, Sof. Everything I've worked for. This is the only place I have ever called home... you guys are my family."
We were both close to tears as we talked, knowing well what this would mean for me, for us, and for the pack.
"We have done everything we can for you, V. But we both know you have a journey that goes beyond this pack. You have to find yourself, and this might be your only chance."
I swallowed but nodded at her.
As nervous as I was about the prospect of leaving my home and everyone I had come to consider my family, Sofia was right.
This was probably my only chance to find out who I was, and more importantly, what I was.
VeraI woke the next morning to find the rain had given up completely. The hour was still early, well before sunrise, but energy moved through me in a way it hadn't in days.I pressed myself closer to the warmth behind me. Noah. His arm pulled me in tighter without him even waking, tucking me against his body.A long breath left me and I smiled into the dark.Considering everything, this was the best rest I'd gotten in a long, long time.I shut my eyes again, hoping sleep would take me back. Twenty minutes later, right as I was sinking under, Eli threw open the tent flap and bellowed."Rise and shine, ladies!"Noah and I both groaned. We curled into each other even more, like that would somehow make the old man disappear."You've got twenty minutes to get up and get ready. After that, I'm coming in there and joining you." His voice carried a teasing edge, and I had zero doubt he meant every word.I turned, wrapping my arms around Noah and pressing my face into his chest. He still carr
Vera"Are you ready?"My gaze drifts toward the window, unfocused. The sky hangs low and gray today, matching the weight sitting in my gut. Those clouds look ready to burst at any moment, but waiting isn't an option anymore. Today is the day we leave.A hand lands on my shoulder, pulling me out of my head.Noah."Hey, you doing alright?" Concern colors his words.These past two days have been brutal. I've hugged every single person in the pack goodbye. Even folks I barely exchanged two words with showed up to wrap their arms around me and wish me well on the road ahead.I place my hand over his."Yeah." I manage a smile. "Let's go."He grabs my hand and hoists my duffel bag onto his shoulder like it weighs nothing. The hour is early enough that most of the pack still sleeps, which makes walking away a little less painful.We hit the bottom of the stairs and head for the entrance. Sofia and Alex wait there with the little ones.I close the distance and pull each of them into a fierce h
Vera"Sofia, we need to talk.""Vera! I was actually just about to come find you." She sounds happy to see me.She's in her office, feeding one of the twins while going through a stack of reports."Are you serious? Do you ever actually stop working?""Hey! I'm reading Thomas's reports on *his* Alpha duties.""You mean the one thing you actually let him handle?" I lift an eyebrow.The truth is, the only thing she's letting him do is review the monthly meal plans."And he's doing a terrible job at it," she complains. "So, what's going on? You look worked up.""We need to talk about... I don't even know how to say this." I pause, honestly not sure how to begin. "So, I was just talking to Dr. Owens, right? And he gave me this necklace." I touch the delicate emerald resting against my collarbone. "He told me something that brought back a memory."She gives me a curious look, sets the reports down, and places the baby in the bassinet."I had a dream. Or a vision. About Jade Waterfall. Your
Vera"But isn't it kind of... disgusting?" Lucas asks after I finish telling them about the Pyre Ceremony."It's not disgusting. It's an honor, Lucas." I've explained this to them more than once already."But did you really have to take all of them and keep them?" Noah wants to know.And how exactly was I supposed to choose which ones to leave behind? That would insult every single person who trusted me with their canine."And how are they supposed to hunt now? Toothless?" Eli throws in, and the three lycans crack up like he just said the funniest thing in the world.I roll my eyes. The joke isn't funny. Not even a little."They grow back. Obviously."The laughing stops. All three of them are staring at me now, so I keep going."I've pulled hundreds of canines, guys. If you lose a tooth while you're in wolf form, it regrows."They look at me like I just told them the moon is made of cheese. I smirk and turn around to get back to packing. How's that for being the superior species?We a
VeraThe pyre stands in the center of a wide open field, ringed by trees. Tonight the moon shines brighter than usual, with nothing in the sky to block her light. The bodies of our fallen warriors lie wrapped in linen, placed with care upon the pyre. There are far too many of them. Each step forward makes my heart sink further.Noah and I arrive at the ceremony, and most of the pack is already gathered. I notice right away that Eli and Lucas are nowhere in sight. I turn to Noah to ask, but he already knows what I'm about to say."They'll come. They just weren't sure if we'd want them here after everything that's happened."That answer is enough for me. We move deeper into the crowd, and just like before, people part to let Noah and me through.We find an empty blanket on the grass and sit down. Noah speaks up, breaking my thoughts. "This is strange. Watching wolves from this close.""How so?" I ask, actually wanting to know. I never considered it before, but just as wolves grow up hea
VeraI push the door open and find Noah sprawled across my bed, staring at nothing and deep in sleep. His breathing is gentle, without a care in the world. Seeing him like this brings a warmth to my chest. He's dressed in fresh clothes, probably brought by the warriors who share his build: dark blue jeans and a plain black t-shirt. I have to admit, nobody ever made plain look this good.I don't want to disturb him, so I creep to my bathroom and notice someone's been here. He must have showered and changed right in this room, waiting for me to return.I start filling the tub with hot water and healing herbs. That should be enough to work out the soreness in my muscles. My body doesn't mend as quickly as the rest of the pack because my wolf hasn't connected with me yet. That's why I've always had to be more careful than everyone else. It's what made me a skilled fighter: while the others didn't worry about their wounds because they'd be fine by morning, I had to think smarter and move f







