*Cathwulf*
On my way to work, walking through the small town of Azalea in Oregon, I am thinking about all the big things that will or might happen soon.
The rituals and the first change is certain, unless I should happen to not have a wolf, but that is so rare that I do not really fear it.
I don’t know much about the rituals, no young wolf is told beforehand. All I know is that they are sacred, given to us by the moon goddess herself and that they are different for men and women, but equally important.
The butterflies rumble a bit in my stomach, but it is the good kind. I am sure it will be a great experience joining the wolf ranks for real, getting my place in the hiraki.
To be honest I do not wish for much. Not knowing who my real parents are, no one can really guess about my rank. But most orphans are fighters or omegas.
Then there is the other thing, but there is no guarantee at all that I will find my true mate. It can happen that night, if he is there… maybe I will have to visit other packs searching for him. Or I could be like Lyca, she has never found her… maybe he died before they had a chance to meet.
This is something I have been dreaming of since I was a little girl: finding my mate. I hope he is handsome, kind and smart, someone I can talk to as well as snuggle up too. The man who will be my first and only everything.
I smile to myself, thinking of the man of my dreams. My very own Mr. Right… trying to imagine how he might look.
He doesn’t have to be someone powerful or famous… like an Alpha or a top ranked warrior, not that I would complain of course. But I mean, I am nothing but an orphan, so I am happy if he is a good man.
I spend the rest of my walk imagining how our first meeting will be. Will he take my hands and confess his undying love ? Will he kiss me in the moonlight ?
To be honest I have never seen anyone meet their true mate for the first time, as I have not been allowed to attend any first change ceremony, logically, but I have seen Them, the newly mated and they always seem so happy.
That is what I want the most, someone to look at me like I am the most beautiful creature under the moon … someone who will want to kiss me constantly because I am his everything.
Yes I am very much a dreamer and a romantic, my whole family tells me all the time, but I don’t care if they tease me, that is what I dream off and a girl can dream right ?
Reaching work I hurry inside, go to the maschine and clock in, before finding my small desk and starting with my work.
I actually like my job, even if it is for a company producing fur products. Evill Winterbottom Fur, it is called, it is the biggest fur company in Oregon, and the owners are very rich, like actual billionaires.
I guess it is a weird job giving that I will have fur myself soon, but mom needs the money, and it was the only job I could get. Also I only do paper work, and typing up letters and stuff, I do not work with the furs.
Most of my colleagues are also very nice. Especially those working in the same area as me, and we often talk during breaks, even if most of them are older than me and all are humans. They don’t know about werewolves of course.
Humans often come off as very little observant to be honest, they seem to think the pack is some sort of commune or cult, depending if they like us or not.
After having worked for about half an hour someone taps me on the shoulder and I turn to see Mr Evill’s personal secretary Rita. “Mr. Evill would like to see you in his office for some reason”.
To be honest Rita is one of the few People here I don’t like much. She seems to always look down her nose at others.
I smile at her nonetheless. “Oh.. he would. Okay, let me just finish this..”.
“Now !” She barks. “Mr. Evill said he wanted to see you now… you are not gonna make him wait are you ?”
“No of course not”. I hurriedly put my things away and get up. “Coming”.
She strides off with a huff and I follow with my heart pounding in my chest.
I feel myself getting all flustered and I quickly smooth down my clothes and hair, wanting to look perfect for the boss.
For some reason he always makes me very flustered and nervous, and him requesting me to come to his office like this has never happened before.
3 months late *Cathwulf* The menu offered at Joe’s Diner switches to lunch at ten in the morning, though we continue to serve breakfast throughout the day for anyone who wants it; very few customers ever actually want a burger and fries that early. The breakfast crowd is gone for today and I have cleaned all the booths and tidied the counter, so I wander to the glass front door to glance up and down the street to look for … I am not sure … in the beginning it had been to see if anyone might be coming for me, now it is more of a habit. I am far away from my old life, living as a human and hiding under the very normal and human name Sarah Smith and I have adopted a southern accent, that I funnily find easy … I am happy in my new life where no one thinks I am special and no one wants to buy me or breed me. The werewolf life is in my past, so I am not even sure I am considered a rogue. None of the few pedestrians have eyes set on the place, so I return to the counter. I can hear th
*Therian* “Good, I prefer not to have an audience”. The young woman wraps her arms around men and tries to kiss me, but I turn my head away, so instead she kisses me down the neck instead. I am looking towards the door, a weird pain spreading inside my chest. I am not sure why I even do this … this horrible thing. Did I want to cause her the same pain it caused me to know someone else has used her ? To provoke her ? To show her other women want me ? “She hates me”. I say it mostly to myself. “Aww, what if I suck you off, would that make you feel loved ?” Her hands are already fiddling with my pants as she speaks. I am kinda ignoring her, my mind going in spirals and I shake my head. “She was supposed to be mine, but he … defiled her”. “Aww, poor baby”. Her hand slips into my pants. “Let me make it all better, big boy, oh wow … a real Alpha”. “Stop !” I pull her off me. “Get off me, whore … do not touch me”. She stares at me. “But … but … you brought me here, I thought …”. “W
2 weeks later*Cathwulf*I am sitting in the room, our room, me and my mate, Therian’s room. I had thought this would be where I found true happiness, having a mate, being his … instead all I have found is loneliness and pain.Not that he hurts me, not physically at least. Mostly he ignores me, the few times I see him. He is taking his job as Alpha very seriously it seems.He has someone bring me food three times a day, and I have gotten new clothes too. Once a day a stern looking woman comes and takes m
*Therian*Sand and little stones are flying everywhere when I kick hard at the ground on the small beach-like area by the forest lake. My eyes fall on a flat rock. It looks like a heart. A heart with a deep crack, breaking the smooth surface. I huff as I pick it up, throwing it full force along the surface of the lake. It skips over the surface much longer than it should. I don't care. Nothing matters any longer.“Shit, fucking shit”. Finally my mate, and then this, I can’t believe this actually happened.With a sigh I sit down, looking out on the lake. My eyes go to some row boats anchored a bit out in the water, for fishing I imagine. They look like chained animals trying to break free. Caught just like me.
*Catwulf*I breathe in deeply, the room has a faint scent of the forest after a rainstorm and logs burning on the fire, with a hint of something spicy I can’t fully place. The scent wrapping itself around me, invading my senses.My eyes blink open and I try to remember where I am, and what happened. My head is kinda feeling like it is filled with cotton candy.Then a deep warm voice sounds. “Good morning my love”.“Oh ... morning”. I look up at him, and it all comes flooding back, the action, my handsome mate, Being bought by Mr. Evill, him trying too … Oh God..I am biting my lip, and returning my focus to my mate. He is only wearing jeans, his broad bulging chest with the cover of dark hair bare ... he looks sexy and masculine, a real Alpha. And he is the source of the delicious smell.H
*Therian*When I finally spot the car I know I need to stop it and stop it fast, before it’s too late ... I can’t let him defile my beloved mate. I know it might seem old fashioned ... but the wolf in us has a very good nose and the smell of another male and his ... fruitful juices in our mate … in her intimates … makes it almost impossible to be near her as we can smell it to clearly and it angers the beast.I can’t stand the thought of this … creep … this human touching her, of him spewing his essence into her. And I know she doesn’t want it either… she can’t want it.Not knowing what else to do, I make a shortcut where the car has to go around the bend, giving me time to get ahead of it, if just slightly … and without any thought for my own safety, I throw myself in front of the car, trying to look as scary as possible, growling like a maniac