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CHAPTER 20
Birthday
I can't believe mom even invited him over our lunch. Pagkatapos niyang bayaran ang kulang ko ay niyaya niya si Jasper na samahan kaming magtanghalian. I tried really, really hard to stop him and say no, but he still agreed. Malaki pa ang ngiti niya, hindi ko alam kung inaasar ba ako o ano.
I am silently scrolling on my phone while my mom and this guy over here are having their sweetest conversation. Para bang dati na silang magkakilala sa dami ng pinag-uusapan nila. Ni hindi nga ako nagsasalita, unless papansinin ako ni Mommy.
"Oo nga pala, why don't you come over in our house this Monday, Jasper?" Mula sa nakakaburyo kong phone ay inangat ko ang tingin kay Mommy dahil sa sinabi niyang iyon. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin bago nilingon ang nasa tabi kong si Jasper. Mabilis na nawala ang ngiti niya siguro nang nakita ang masama kong mata. "It's her birthday this upcoming Monday."
Mariin akong pum
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