LOGIN“Hello, Mum,” I said when she picked up. I’d gone back to my room and decided to call her, just to let her know I’d arrived safely.
“How are you, darling? Did you arrive okay?” she asked.
“Yes, Mum. Sorry, I didn’t call right away. I was so tired, I needed to rest,” I explained.
“It’s okay, love. I understand.”
“Thank you, Mum. How’s everyone back home?”
“Everyone’s fine. You just take care of yourself, okay? And please, unpack those foodstuffs before you go to bed again, so they don’t spoil,” she instructed.
“I haven’t checked if I can cook in the kitchen yet, but I’ll do that soon,” I said, already holding the phone a little away from my ear because I knew what was coming next.
“Kie Ash Afaikez…” Uh oh. “I hope this is a joke, because I didn’t break my back to get you good accommodation for you to be giving me excuses. Wasn’t your apartment supposed to have a kitchen?” she scolded.
All that fuss over a kitchen. Wait till she finds out I have a temporary male roommate instead of being comfortably settled with a female one.
“Mum, I just said I haven’t checked. I didn’t say it’s not there,” I replied, rolling my eyes.
“I know, I just don’t want you to be cheated.”
“Okay, Mum. I won’t be cheated.”
“You be safe, love. Concentrate on your studies and be careful about the friends you make. Don’t forget everything I’ve told you, and most importantly, don’t forget your home training.”
“Okay, Mummy, I won’t,” I promised.
“Good. It’s morning here already; let me say a short prayer for you before I go about my day.”
“Okay, Mummy.”
I knelt beside my bed and made the sign of the cross.
“Dear God,” she began softly, “I come to you today to ask for your protection over my daughter, Ash, who’s in a new and unfamiliar place. Please watch over her and keep her safe from harm and danger. Surround her with your love and peace so she may feel comforted and secure. Guide her path so that she may find her way easily and without fear. May she feel your presence with her every step of the way. In Jesus’ name…”
“Amen,” we said in unison. I crossed myself again, smiling faintly.
“Thank you, Mum. I love you.”
“Love you too, baby.”
“Bye.”
I thought that was the end of it, but of course, she wasn’t done.
“Have you met your roommate yet?” she asked.
I smiled. “Yes, we just spoke.”
“Does she seem cool?”
“She seems cool, Mummy.”
“Good. Okay then, bye.”
“Bye, Mummy.”
I didn’t tell her the truth, for good reason.
Since I wasn’t feeling sleepy, I decided to unpack. My wardrobe wasn’t big, but I didn’t have too many clothes, so it didn’t take long. As I looked around, I realized my room could use a few touches. I wasn’t great at decorating, but I knew what I liked. So I pulled out my phone, went on P*******t, and scrolled through room designs until I found something simple, cozy, and within my long-term budget.
I was a week early, so I still had some time before classes began. I grabbed my notebook and made a schedule for the next day, just to feel organized:
Pack all the food in the kitchen (hopefully the house will be empty).
11 a.m.: Go to school and meet my advisor.
Check out the school library and maybe borrow a novel.
Explore the campus and the surrounding area.
Find supermarkets and eateries nearby.
Come back home and make some food.
In my mind, it was going to be a productive, eventful day.
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After finishing my schedule, I ended up watching TikTok all night. I finally dozed off around 6:30 a.m.
When I woke up, it was 9:30. The house was silent, no voices, no footsteps, just the faint hum of life outside the window.
I crept out of my room and glanced toward the living room. Empty. Thank God. Across the room were two other doors. One led to the laundry room, two machines stacked neatly, one for washing and one for drying. The other was the kitchen.
It was bright and airy, with white cabinets, two medium-sized pots, a set of silver spoons, and a stove that looked barely used. Aside from an empty pizza box and a few beer bottles on the counter, it was spotless.
I carried my food bag inside and began unpacking, placing spices, dried goods, and snacks in the drawers. When I was done, I grabbed a few things, fried peanuts, plantain chips, sweet-coated groundnuts, and carried them back to my room.
After a quick shower, I dressed up to head to school, but that’s when the nerves hit. My chest tightened, and a thin sheen of sweat coated my palms. What if I didn’t fit in? What if people didn’t talk to me? What if I couldn’t handle life here at all?
Just then, my phone buzzed. A W******p message from Will.
Hey pretty, don’t know if you’re up already, but just thought to check on you. Hope you arrived safely.
Will and I had agreed to stay friends. I still needed him in my life somehow, even if not as my partner. Instead of replying, I called him. I needed a familiar voice. He picked up on the second ring.
“Hey, Ashy. Didn’t think you’d be awake yet,” he said, his voice warm.
“It’s 10:30 a.m. here, Will,” I said, rolling my eyes.
“I know, but you were on that plane forever. And your last seen was at 6:30 a.m. I figured you’d still be asleep.”
“I’m up. Just getting ready for school. And yes, I arrived safely, thank you.”
“Good. I just wanted to check in.”
“Thanks, I appreciate it.”
“You, sure you’re okay? You sound… a little off.”
“I’m fine, just nervous,” I admitted. “What if people don’t talk to me? What if things aren’t what I imagined?”
He paused before saying softly, “Ashy, you’ll be fine. If there’s anyone who can adapt anywhere, it’s you. You’re amazing, and people will love you.”
I smiled faintly. There was a tiny edge to his tone, something like pride, or maybe regret, but I brushed it off.
“Thank you, Will.”
“Yeah,” he murmured.
After the call, I felt both lighter and lonelier. I shook off the mood and forced myself to focus.
The day turned out better than I expected. I met my academic advisor, went through my course requirements, and filled out all the necessary forms. Later, I wandered into the library, a quiet, sunlit space with just three other students.
As I browsed the shelves, a blond guy approached me. He was tall, clean-cut, and confident.
“Hey, can I get your number?” he asked so fast I blinked at him.
“You don’t greet first?” I teased.
“I said hey,” he replied, grinning.
“Okay, but you can’t just walk up to me and ask for my number. At least make some small talk first. Don’t make it awkward.”
He laughed, scratching the back of his neck. “Alright, uh, hi. I noticed you’re reading one of my favorite authors. Are you a fan too?”
“I’m not reading,” I said, laughing.
“Oh, my God. Okay, what should I say? I don’t want to ask how you’re doing because you look fine and clearly are fine,” he said, looking frustrated.
“Ha! You’re the one who approached me,” I reminded him, still laughing.
He sighed dramatically. “Fair point. What are you doing here, then?”
“Looking for something to read. You?”
“Same. I was going to pick a novel before I saw you.”
“Oh, so you actually read?”
“Yes, ma’am. Any recommendations?”
“Depends, what genre?”
“Any.”
“Okay, I h…”
“I’m actually running late,” he interrupted. “Can I have your number? We can share recommendations later.” He flashed a sly grin.
I gave him my number, knowing full well that “book talk” wasn’t what he had in mind.
By the time I left the library, it was already getting dark. I went home, showered, and decided to cook something hearty.
I pulled out all my ingredients and made a pot of eru, a rich dish of two leafy vegetables simmered with meat, dried fish, crayfish, and snails if you want extra flavor. It’s eaten with garri or cassava fufu. The aroma filled the kitchen, earthy and comforting, reminding me of home.
When I finished, it was 7:30 p.m., and Damian was back. I offered him some, and after a few polite refusals, he finally agreed to try it.
“It’s… different,” he said after the first bite, then smiled. “But it’s good.”
That small compliment made me grin like a fool.
I went to bed early that night, belly warm and heart oddly content, ready to face whatever came next.
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Mark stayed close for the next thirty minutes, always beside me, always checking in. If someone brushed past me too much or tried to approach, he’d shift a little closer like some kind of quiet shield. And I liked that, it made me feel seen.But then… he started drifting. Not in a dramatic way, but slowly.One moment, he was behind me, dancing and holding his drink. The next, he was waving at someone across the room. Then he disappeared into the crowd.I wasn’t pressed about it, honestly. We weren’t dating, and I didn’t expect anyone to babysit me. But it was interesting watching the shift. Every time he came back, he’d be a little hyped, a little sweaty, and every time he vanished, I’d spot him dancing with some girl or chatting close to someone.It was weird, but not weird enough to ruin my night. Just… noticeable.Still, I stayed in my happy bubble. I had waited so long to breathe again after exams. Nothing was going to ruin my vibe. Not even Mark being half-present, half-MIA.
Dam started avoiding me again, and honestly, it was hilarious this time around. I didn’t know what switch flipped in his head, but ever since our conversation about Mark, he’d been acting like he suddenly developed allergies to my presence. The moment he heard my footsteps in the hallway, he’d find something, anything, to grab as an excuse to leave.The first morning it happened, I’d walked into the kitchen to make tea before work. He was leaning against the counter, scrolling through his phone, shirtless as usual. When he raised his head and noticed me coming in, his eyes widened slightly, like a kid caught stealing candy.“Morning,” he’d said, clearing his throat.“Morning,” I returned, grabbing a mug.“Oh, uh, shoot, I forgot I left my charger… somewhere,” he mumbled, already halfway to the living room.“Your charger is literally right there,” I pointed to the table.“Oh. Yeah. That one. I meant my… uh… other charger.”And then he disappeared.I had stood there blinking for a solid
The room went completely silent after I told Dam how I felt about Mark. I didn’t add anything else, there was nothing more to explain, and I wanted to give him the space to process it. He just lay there on the couch, completely still, eyes wide open, like he couldn’t decide whether to breathe or shut down entirely.The sight alone made a small, awkward laugh slip out of me. It wasn’t funny, not even close, but it was the kind of nervous laugh that escaped when things got too tense and too real all at once. He didn’t react. He just kept staring at the ceiling, unmoving.“One moment, I need to use the bathroom,” he finally said, his voice way too calm for how fast he jumped up. Before I could say anything, he practically sprinted down the hallway and into his room, the door clicking shut behind him.At first, I waited. I sat there on the couch, clutching a cushion and replaying the moment in my head, wondering if I should have phrased things differently, or if saying it at all had been
“Ashy,” he shouted my name like he couldn’t believe what he’d just heard.“What? I’m not lying,” I said, trying hard not to laugh.We stood there staring at each other, him wide-eyed and baffled, me fighting a grin. The silence stretched for a beat, then another… and suddenly we both cracked, laughter spilling out of us at the same time.“You’re impossible,” he said, which only made me laugh harder. Honestly, it felt good.“I know,” I admitted, wiping a tear from my eye, “but I'm not lying when I say I don’t see any reason to apologize.”“Whatever, Ashy. I’m just glad you’re forgiving me and we’re going back to normal.”“I’m still considering forgiving you,” I corrected.“That’s still good by me.”“There’s one more person you have to apologize to, you know that, right?” I asked.“We talked already. We’re good.”“Oh, really? He never told me,” I said, a small sting of betrayal poking at me.“Sorry about that. He’s just that way,” Dam explained.“Noted.”“So…” he started, but I shut him
The first day of exams arrived faster than I expected. My heart was racing before I even got out of bed, and I could barely force down breakfast. The bread tasted dry, almost stale, but the real problem was the anxiety sitting tight in my stomach, rolling with every breath. Exams didn’t usually get to me like this, but it was my first time taking exams at Wyvern, and I had no idea what their style would be or how difficult the questions might get.By the time I reached the exam hall, the room felt like controlled chaos. Rows of desks had been spaced out in perfect lines, each one facing the front where two invigilators stood, stiff and watchful, attendance sheets held like weapons. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, a faint sound I’d never paid attention to during classes, but today it only sharpened the tension hanging in the air. The room looked the same as it always did, yet nothing about it felt familiar. Everything carried a weight it didn’t have before.Students shuffled in
We hadn’t spoken for three days. And while a small part of me felt guilty about it, I tried not to care. Damian needed to understand that he couldn’t talk to me like that and get away with it. I appreciated our friendship, what we shared, what we were, but I wasn’t his girlfriend, and I wasn’t going to let him treat me like one or disrespect me as if I owed him something.That night after our fight, once my anger had cooled, I replayed everything in my head. Maybe he didn’t have to raise his voice the way he did, but… did I really have to tell him where I was going? Did I owe him that? The thought haunted me through most of the night, along with the memory of how I’d snapped at him. My words had come out like sharp blades, and afterward, I couldn’t shake the question: What was wrong with me?Still, I pushed it all aside. I didn’t have the mental space for emotional drama, not with exams closing in. I buried myself in schoolwork, determined to keep my scholarship intact. My nights were







