I went to the bar section to get something to drink. The host lately announced to open the dance floor. Now I can see couples dancing along the ballroom music. Kitang kita ko rin sa 'di kalayuan ang pagsulyap ni Dad sa 'kin kasama ang matalim na tingin. I just laugh inside my head. Natatakot s'yang makita nila kung gaano kalakas uminom ang magaling n'yang anak?
Don't worry, Dad. Wala akong balak maglasing ngayon, not this time, not in this kind of clothes, not in this kind of footwear. My wavy hair even fell down to my shoulder, and I'm extremely not comfortable. I should bring my hair string.
It also sucks how people giving me strange look as I passed near them.
I can see Desmond walk towards my direction but I ignored him. I just asked the bartender for another drink and gazed back to the dance floor.
"Here ma'am."
I took the cocktail and gulp of it.
"Lakas mo naman uminom," a baritone voice spoke behind me. His strong smell crept my nostrils down to my lungs and it irritates me. Sinadya n'ya ba talaga pumunta dito para pakialaman ang ginagawa ko?
I glanced at him. Nakalagay ang dalawang kamay n'ya sa bulsa. I gave him a lazy look. "Why do you care?"
"Are you still in sober?" he asked, ignoring my statement.
"I'm not like anyone else who's turned into monster after drinking plenty of alcohols," I answered. "And my soberness is none of your business."
He chuckled. "Okay, so it means I can still have your hand for a dance?"
The audacity.
"No." I drank the cocktail straight.
"Of course, you'll decline. But you know what? I just can't believe it... you're the first one I know who found me annoying."
I know he's just boasting that everyone likes him, aside from me.
I nodded. "I stepped your pity ego, you deserve that, arrogant bastard."
"Whatever you say, rude arrogant-walking lady," he mimicked my tone while making-face.
"Ano sabi mo?"
He shook his head and smiled ng amusement. "Nothing, napansin ko lang na ang angas mong maglakad. It doesn't suits your..." He looked and me from head to foot. "... gown, and your body."
Napansin kong malagkit n'yang tinignan ang dibdib ko.
"Look at me that way again and I'll break your bones," I warned.
He chuckled at look back at me. "I'm just kidding!"
I hissed.
"Pero 'di ko babawiin sinabi ko." Mas nilapit n'ya ang kina-uupuan sa 'kin at agad naman akong lumayo. "Isama mo na boses mong mala-kargador." He shook his head while chuckling.
"I wonder what's the deal between you and my Dad why you're doing this."
"Just think na mahal na mahal ka ng Dad mo."
I winced and shook my head. "Sino ang niloloko n'yo?"
He chuckled and pulled a chair to sit beside me. "Tito Franco loves you, because look, he gave you a very gorgeous man to marry with. You should feel the honor, sweetheart, everyone dreams of that."
He drank his glass while smiling a bit. I will never really marry this man. I will never.
"You're twisting the fact that this marriage is for the business, and not for me. Stop being an arrogant dumbass, Aldeguer," I rudely uttered.
I really want to shut him up and leave. Nakita kong umigting ang panga n'ya at nag-iwas ng tingin. I think he already losing his temper. He nodded at gaze back at me.
"Yeah, you're right..." He paused. Matalim n'ya akong tinignan. "... but I'll still marry you. And I will devour even the tiniest fragment of courage that is left on you, just to make you marry me."
He's pointing himself and wickedly smirked. I have no idea why he was so determined for this.
Screw him, screw all the people behind this arrange marriage.
"I think the one who'll end up dissapointed here is you." I took the cocktail straight and stood up to leave, but Desmond suddenly grab my hand and interlock our fingers. He pulled me towards the dance floor.
I stared at our hands for a seconds.
"Let go of my hand, fvcker," mariing saad ko at hinila ang kamay pero mas hinigpitan n'ya ito.
He grabbed my waist as we reached the dance floor, my left hand on his shoulder, while our other hand still clasp together. I felt harassed. I can feel the danger of Desmond's sudden action. We started dancing along the rhythm of ballroom music.
"You will regret this."
He grabbed my waist closer and inclined my body.
"Make me regret this, then," he whispered. I can sense the scent of mint of his breathe and it gave me goosebumps.
He go back to the usual dance step and reached the other part of the dance floor. He let go of my waist again and twirl me around with his other hand I was holding. Muli n'yang sinakop ang bewang ko at muntik na akong natumba.
"Fvck!"
His hazel brow eyes met mine. Some strand of his hair faintly falls down to his face. There is only inch between us. A mischievous grin slowly forming on his lips. "Bad mouth, sweetheart."
We repeated what we're doing. He's like controlling my body to move, to dance. We reached every side of the wide area of the dance. 'Di pa rin s'ya tumitigil kahit minsan ay natatapakan ko ang paa n'ya. Punong puno na rin s'ya ng mga mura ko at tuwang tuwa naman ang demonyo habang nakikita akong nagugulat sa mga pinaggagawa n'ya.
From the bottom of my dead, cold heart, screw him!
The music was almost done as he inclined my body again. But unlike the previous pose that we did, he held waist to support my balance. His other hand is lifting my right legs that touches my skin. Until it slowly landed up to my butt and my eyes grew bigger as I can feel he squeezed it.
This is freaking harassment!
My fist clenched, I pushed him away with my all force, and gave him one, hard punch on his jaw. He collapsed.
Desmond is lying on the dance floor. His eyes are shut. I took a one step backward. He got unconscioused in just one punch.
The couples who were dancing stopped in surprise. The crowd on the side stood up in unison, the whole venue filled with a buzzing voice of people around us, and a series of cameras flashed against my face.
Madilim na ang gabi. Walang hirap akong bumaba mula sa balkonahe ng aking kwarto samantalang nasa taas pa rin si Desmond mukhang tulala."What now?" I hissed. "They might caught us. Hurry up!" I gestured my hand and it make him snap back to his consciousness. "You aren't spiderwoman, aren't you?" he asked, trying his best to whisper against his baritone voice.I looked at him in a boredom. "I've been doing these stuffs for years," I informed.He shook his head. "You could be a great robber someday," he commented and started taking his both feet down the terrace."No thanks," I murmured but not enough to reach his ears. Instead, I saw him took a huge gulp while staring at the ground.Hindi naman talaga ganoon kahirap bumaba dahil sa mga bintanang sa baba nito. Pangatlong palapag lang din ang aking kwarto.I sighed and crossed my arms. I tapped my foot in impatience while waiting for him to fully reach the ground. Pero napatigil sa pag-hakbang pababa. "I'
"That dress looks good in you," his deep voice uttered.I could see Desmond's reflection from here. He's observing me, lying on my bed with his both arms pillowed his head, together with a playful smirk lingered on his face.Nakatalikod ako sa kan'ya ngayon, kalahating nagtatanghal ng mga ipit mula sa buhok at kalahating sinasabunutan ang sarili habang nakaharap sa salamin. My whole face was still painted with embarrassment and I flushed even more with his sudden compliment.I cleared my throat. "Thanks."A part of me wants to puke. Seriously? 'Thanks?!' Oh, fvck. I can't even figure out if he really mean it, or he's just being sarcastic!I blinked. "What are you doing here, anyway?" I asked, changing the topic. "Nevermind that question. I know Dad sent you here." I fake a laughed and got choked with my own saliva. I awkwardly cleared my throat once again."He didn't." He shook his head. "I went here with my o
Living here in Italia brought me into a great adjustment again. Everyone was treating me like a crappy princess. I have to stay here inside this fvcking mansion where maids and butlers are everywhere, and go with stupid bodyguards if I'll be going outdoors.I hate it, but must to bare with it. I have to bare with these stupid closet of dresses and girly pairs of shoe that grandma brought for me. Ayaw nila akong umakto na parang lalaki at ayaw na ayaw nilang magmura ako na parang hindi babae. They're fvcking conservative, protective, and above all, dramatic.But in the midst adjusting, I found myself taking my old stuffs away. I forgot what alcohol tasted like. I forgot the noise of clubs sounds like, and so as the scent of cigarettes enters my nostrils. I am now preferred staying my room, reading books, and scroll on social media--things I lately called as stupidly, girly stuffs. I know, it's bullshit. But I getting used to it.
We went back to our usual quiet state. No one is dared to talks, nor start a conversation. Kung gaano s'ya kaingay kanina ay ganoon rin s'ya katahimik ngayon. I can sense how speed he drive is, it was different from its usual rate. It was all sign of madness. His eyebrows didn't also separated away from each other, since we departed that place. It confused me. He should be thankful for I'll be going away from him, right? Because I am complicated and stubborn. I'm a huge pain in the ass. At nagawa ko pa s'yang ipahamak. Inihinto n'ya ang sasakyan nang makarating kami sa loob ng gate. Ibinuka ko ang aking labi, akmang magsasalita at kausapin s'ya ngunit agad n'ya akong tinalikuran at pabagsak na isinara ang pinto.Natulala ako nang ilang minuto bago itinikom muli ang nakaawang labi.I let out a heavy sigh.I assumed he will assist me, just like what he did on the hospital. But I was wrong. Akala ko s'ya ulit magtutulak ng wheelchair ko hanggang kwa
We silently drove along the city's highway. I am right behind him in the passenger seat while his eyes focused on the road. He's driving. I throw him glance sometimes, and I'm afraid he might notice it.We were heading towards the hospital, just like what he have said last night. That's why I quickly prepared myself as I woke up, and no, I am not excited. Really. I turned my gaze back in the side mirror and felt a sudden suspense as I saw the same, white Mustang after us. It sounds following us since earlier.I may be too paranoid, so I shrugged that thought off and focused my gaze to other direction.We reached the hospital and he helped me out of the car. I wandered my eyes in the surroundings, searching for the Mustang who was following us. "Is there something bothering you?" Desmond asked from my behind.I can no longer see any signs of the suspicious car, so I sigh in relief. "No, nothing. Let's go--oh, fvc
It was exactly midnight as I went back home.My whole body was in sore. My left leg, there was a cloth attached to it to stop the blood from flowing, and have fractured knee.I had also tons of small cuts in my arms, a single cut on my neck. My right palm had the long but not so deep cut due to clutching those two-sided blade weapon earlier. And the rest are bruises.Good thing is, I can still drive home, and I am still alive. The high-pitched, turquoise-headed bitch is also breathing before I left her lying in the ring.I reached my destination. I could see the guard opens the gate as I enters and proceed to the garage.The cold breeze of midnight air touches my skin as I open the car's door. I winced in a great pain. I could feel the sore in my left leg as I finally moved out of the car.The other guard suddenly appeared in front of me. "Ma'am, anong nangyari? Bakit ang dami mong--patay...""Where is Desmond?