It wasn't easy for me trying to come clean to my mom, but it would hurt more to keep my life a secret from her. When I think about it, she is the only family that I have left, and the fact that Andre involved her in this whole mess of ours gives her every right to know what had happened and precisely how her child is doing, in as much as I am an adult and has preferred taking care of myself and my messes, I still feel the need to have a word with her, it might be what I need to move on perhaps her advice might give me more encouragement and elevate my spirit into being the type of person I want to be.
" what do you mean 'he took your unborn child?" I could hear her trembling voice over the phone as she queries.I heave a sigh, " mom, barely a month heretofore, I was pregnant with my daughter but apparently, he didn't want a female child, which led to some disagreements and he asked me to undergo an abortion, however, I refused to do as he said. And then on that fatefWhile I lay in bed with a heavy burden on my chest and my entire body and mind, still feeling a bit of hangover from last night, I hear a knock on the door and I try getting out of bed but I am too fainéant to move my muscles. I give up midway when I figured the door wasn't locked, " it's open!" I manage to say out loud. The door slowly opens and Sam walks in looking all fuddled and grotesque as she staggers with her right hand placed on her forehead and rasping in pain, which by the look of things is as a result of her drowning pain with alcohol last night. " Hey! Are you up yet?" She squints her eyelids as she stares at me." Yeah, I'm up! Kinda down with a splitting headache"" You think you have a migraine? Mine is a double migraine with a hint of color blindness, I think I'm sweating Tequila right now, as it is I can barely see your face! She sluggishly coiled in bed with me. I need a power nap." Throwing the duvet cover over her body she heaves a sigh.
" But what do I do?" She gapes at me with an expression of a million in one question." I don't know just do something lively!"" Like what?" She queries." Uh- uh! Why don't you begin with a nice refreshing bath and after that you can put on some nice outfits and make us some breakfast... Wait it's past ten already, so maybe we can go out for brunch?" I teased her." Are you for real right now?"" Yeah, I am, or are you going to start anew on an empty stomach?"" Hmmm, I guess you are right, she gets out of bed feeling a bit relieved as she continues out to her room.Once she left, my smile slowly withers away, as I stand face to face with my reality and unanswered questions.Talking to Sam helped me not wallow in pity for myself, once again I am stumped on by fate, it seems like often I stretch out my hand, I'd wonder if it was from my grasp but as soon as I grab and squeeze, I lose my grip like the flying trapeze, into the dark I plummet
I got out of the shower and found the room empty, it have me wondering where Sam might be, quickly I hurry to the closet and pick out a nice blue dress as I slide into itWhile rocking some cute flats to compliment my simple but gorgeous appearance, after which I head out to meet with Sam with the hope that she is still waiting for me in the living room." wow! you finally came out of the room, I thought you were going to sleep in the bathroom for a while back there. Sigh. Well... I guess my waiting is worth it because you look fabulous!" She flashes at me in admiration." well thank you, I just threw on what I found in the closet! " I retort." So shall we?" She gestured pointing her hands in the direction of the exit." We shall!" I smile and continue out while she came behind me as we headed downstairs and eventually, we are on our out way to have brunch at an open bistro barely a stone throw from our place... well, that's what she said.On rea
I smile at Sam as she whimpers and frowns all because of hunger and maybe a bit more hangover." Calm down, they will be here soon I've already informed them."" if you have informed them, then why are they patiently waiting for the worms in my stomach to eat their way out before they can attend to us?"" Now you are overreacting Sam!"" Am I Amanda, Am I?" She acts weird and a little pissed." Hey! You are scaring the little girl, will you take it down a notch...hmmm?" Whispering closely to her." Urgh! I'm slowly withering here." She grumbles none stop.The waitress appears, eventually, she then placed on the table a plate of pizza and a cup of soda, I help her put it in front of my little guest as I notice the tinge on her face as soon as the plate of pizza is seating in front her, she turns and gazes at me as though to get an approval from me to pounce on her meal." Go ahead, eat up!" I say to her with a smile of approval.Without any more
" Amanda! Amanda! I'm right behind you okay?" Sam screams as the officer drags me into the back of the police automobile and locks the door, I couldn't let out a word, all I did was observe through the car window. Sam appears tensed up with the whole thing happening, as the car slowly drives away, the little girl tries pulling away from the lady holding her hand but she seems to be holding her firmly while speaking with a Cop, she reaches out her left arm to me with tears in her eyes as the vehicle zooms out.I can not tell what has come over me, however, it turned me into a sudden tongueless person that I didn't utter a word or try to defend myself by any chance. We arrives at the station and with no time frittered, they had thrown me behind bars right before removing the handcuffs on my wrist.Barely a week in New York City and my life is slowly revamping to the nastiest and becoming more and more unbearable by the day. Sitting there quietly by the corner,
The next few hours were in utter cessation as we both avoided each other's eye contact, however, I could swear that I notice her stealing glances at me and when I turn to look in her direction she looks away immediately.She grunts as she tries to sit appropriately, I could sense that she must be in a lot of pain since she is badly injured and her injury isn't properly treated and neither is she on any anesthetic medication." You are in pain aren't you?" I turn to her." Why are you asking? you don't have to keep on with the acting, I'm fine!" She smirks." Maybe you think that everyone around you is an actor because you are too but I'm not."She chuckles, " Now you are trying to tell me that you are a Saint huh?"" I'm not a saint either. I stand up and moves to the iron banister, Excuse me, excuse me, officer! " I call out to the cop standing at the corner and fortunately, he turns and walks towards my direction." what is it?" He ga
Listening to her narrate her story got me thinking about how different we appear to be however, in one way or another we always get to face the difficult aspect of being a woman. Some of us are pressured by society and are reminded each day of where we stand even in the Era we are living today, and some are under family pressure, being looked down upon because they had a female child instead of a male child. Letting their mediocre mindsets cloud their sense of judgment about their daughters and make them feel as Though they can't do better with the person they are, and someone in my case had been accused of hand out and easy offers all because I am a woman. I wonder when the world will get to understand that women are the most fundamental inception of the growth of the world, While some believe that women are meant for the kitchen and running the household responsibilities, others insist that we don't deserve the right of choosing who we want to be.For ages, we have been
" Ooh! So you are a newbie to the City huh?" She jests." Well, not anymore because I have learned the downside of this city in barely a week, so find another name that suites me better," I reply with a frown." Ow! Don't feel bad, you are merely getting to know the city and I bet you will fall in love with it, it's just a matter of time." She attempts to amuse me." Well, I hope so because I'm growing tired of its taunts and drama each day!" I lament." Calm your nerves, it will get better from here onwards, you'll see!"" Whatever!" I murmur as I tilt my neck backward and lay my head on the wall.It's getting pretty late and still no sign of Sam, where could she be, I wondered. My paunch begin groaning and yawning for some sustenance, however, none of them cared to look at us as they walk by each second. Gradually, their numbers decrease, and the ones on night duty resume their shift, one of them takes a glance at me and Kelly, then smirks and w