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ROSIE
The Christmas lights hung across the ski lodge’s ceiling, blurring into streaks of gold and white as tears filled my eyes. I blinked hard, biting my lower lip as I tried to focus on anything in the room. The sound of the clock ticking, the muffled sounds of people, the snow falling outside the window—but nothing could take me away from this moment.
“Come on, Rosie. Don’t be dramatic.” Josh’s voice held that cruel amusement I’d somehow missed for three whole months. Three months of believing someone like Joshua Carter—star hockey player, campus golden boy—could actually want someone like me.
Idiot.
I clutched the hotel comforter tighter around my naked trembling body, as my gaze fell on my dress crumpled on the ground like a discarded gift wrap.
A joke.
A bet.
“G—get out,” I whispered, my voice breaking.
“What was that?” Josh leaned against the doorframe of the hotel room, his jacket hanging open over his bare chest, the chest I’d felt against my palms minutes ago. My stomach coiled in disgust.
Behind him, I could see his friends—Tyler, Mila, and Brad—watching with amusement. And worst of all, standing at the back with her phone held up, was Sophia.
My twin sister.
“I said get out!” I shouted.
Sophia’s perfectly glossed lips curved into a smile as she tapped her phone screen. “It’s already online, Rosie. Five hundred views. Enjoy the fame.”
My breath came in short pants, my hands trembling as my stomach dropped. Video? Which video? I quickly looked to Josh for an explanation as he smirked.
“The bet was whether you’d fall for me. And you did. Hard.” Josh’s tone was taunting, and there it was—that casual cruelty that had probably always been there, hiding under the charm. “Eight hundred bucks. Though honestly? I earned every penny with that body of yours.”
The mocking laughter followed, I’d known I was fat—had lived with the casual cruelty of middle school, the pointed comments from my mother every time I reached for seconds, the constant comparisons to Sophia. “Why can’t you be more like your sister?” echoing through every family dinner, every school event, every moment of my childhood.
But Josh had made me believe he saw past all that.
Three months. All a lie.
“You should see your face right now,” Tyler said, phone recording. “This is fucking gold.”
I scrambled off the bed, grabbed my boots, and ran. I couldn’t stay under their mocking faces.
“Rosie, wait—” Sophia’s voice followed me.
My own twin sister. The person who’d shared a womb with me had destroyed me.
I pushed past Josh and ran outside.
The cold hit me like a physical blow, stealing what little breath I had left, and I gasped. It was Christmas Eve in Highland Creek, Colorado, the location I’d picked because it had good resort accommodations for couples. If I’d known this would happen, would I have chosen it?
The parking lot was a winter wonderland, all pristine white and twinkling lights, looking like something from an ice fairy tale.
“Come on, Rosie!” Josh’s voice came. “Don’t be so sensitive. It was just a joke!”
A joke. Three months of my life. My virginity. My dignity.
I stumbled and caught myself against a parked car. That’s when the sobs came—huge, gasping things that fogged in the frozen air.
“Jesus, she’s actually crying,” Mila said. Camera phones clicked.
I sank into the snow and buried my face in my hands. By tomorrow, everyone at Silverwestern would have seen the video. My parents would find out. They’d compare me to Sophia again, find me lacking again.
“That’s enough.”
A new voice rang through the snow—low, rough, absolutely angry.
I looked up through blurry eyes to see a man I’d never met standing between me and Josh’s group. Tall, over six feet, with dark hair covered in snow. Just a black henley and jeans despite the cold.
“Who the hell are you?” Josh scoffed.
“Someone who’s giving you ten seconds to walk away.”
Tyler stepped forward. “Man, this is none of your—”
The stranger moved and his fist connected with Tyler’s jaw with a sickening crack. Tyler went down hard, blood spraying onto the pristine snow.
“Anyone else?” The stranger’s gaze swept over them. “Get your friend and get the fuck out of my town.”
“You broke my jaw!” Tyler struggled to his feet, held up by Josh.
“Be grateful it wasn’t your neck.” The stranger turned his back on them and crouched in front of me. “Hey. You okay?”
I stared at him. Up close, he had the most unusual eyes—amber colored, almost glowing in the parking lot.
“Stupid question,” he muttered to himself. “Can you stand?”
I managed a nod.
He offered his hand. It was bare despite the cold, and when I took it, his skin was impossibly warm. He pulled me up easily and immediately shrugged out of his jacket, wrapping it around my shoulders.
The jacket smelled like sandalwood and pine and something wild.
“I’m fine,” I managed, voice hoarse.
“You’re in a parking lot in a comforter in a snowstorm. You’re not fine.” His voice was gentler now. “Do you have somewhere to go?”
I thought about the lodge room. About going back to campus where everyone would see the video. About calling my parents, who would somehow make this my fault. About how they’d compare me to Sophia, my perfect twin who never embarrassed them.
“No,” I whispered.
Something flickered in those amber eyes. “Okay. Come with me.”
“I don’t know you.”
“Name’s Jude. Jude Winters.” He tilted his head toward the lodge where Sophia stood watching. “And I’m a hell of a lot safer than what you’re running from.”
He had a point.
“Come on,” Jude said. “There’s a bar in town. It’s warm.”
I should have said no. Should have done literally anything other than trust a stranger who’d just knocked someone out in a parking lot.
But when I looked into Jude’s eyes, I didn’t see pity or disgust. Just genuine concern.
“Okay,” I heard myself say.
His entire face transformed with relief. “Good. My bike’s over here.”
The bike was sleek and black. Jude swung his leg over it and looked back expectantly.
“You’re kidding, right?”
“Don’t worry. I drive carefully.” He patted the seat. “Have you ever ridden before?”
“No.”
“Just hold on tight. I’ve got you.”
I climbed on behind him. When I wrapped my arms around his waist, I felt the solid warmth of him even through his shirt.
The engine roared to life.
“Where are we going?” I shouted over the noise.
“Somewhere safe,” he called back. “I promise.”
And despite everything—despite Josh and Sophia and the video—I believed him.
The bike pulled out of the parking lot, leaving my shattered life behind. Cold wind whipped against my face, but Jude’s body was warm and solid.
I pressed my face against his back and let myself cry.
Interlude VThe day was irritatingly slow. He checked his wristwatch again to find it was only just past two, and he couldn't understand why the hell time was crawling slow today. It was like the day itself was intentionally trying to irritate him, dragging out every minute longer than it needed to. He just wanted to go home and see his wife.They were in a new VIP room upstairs at the club, and Jude looked at the man across from him as he checked the contents of the briefcase, nodding once in agreement before pushing it across the table toward him. Normally he wouldn't have handled something like this himself, he'd have sent River instead, but he'd been restless and bored, and thought why not go check the exchange in person. The trade went off perfectly, until the other party pulled a gun and fired.He rolled his eyes at that. This was how it always went sometimes, men thinking they could overplay their hand against them the moment they saw an opening. He hissed under his breath, rai
Chapter 15 - Revelation Rosie povI blinked confusedly at the man. What he had just said, despite my knowledge of my husband's character—Jude being kind, responsible, and sweet to me—did not change the fact that I had not forgotten what he actually did for a living. My husband had killed this man's brother, and now I was here because of it.The man, Josh, gritted his teeth in anger. "My one and only brother, the one who helped me," he growled, his eyes flashing, and sadness flickered through them. "He took him from me. " He laughed out loud, manic and unhinged, like he couldn't believe I was sitting in front of him. "For years, I've been planning this moment. Your husband was a fortress with no crack in it, until you came along." He grinned wide, teeth showing. "Finally, there was something on him. A cute little wife he dotes on." Josh stared at my face intently. "You're beautiful, and I understand why the cold-hearted Frost is so obsessed with you."I swallowed hard once he finished
Chapter 14 - Josh Carter.Rosie’s POV I woke up groggily, my head pounding as the chemical smell filled my nose and throat, clinging to the back of my tongue. I was disoriented, my ears ringing, when a man walked in, slapped my cheek hard, and my eyelids fluttered before he said, "She's awake." His voice carried a heavy accent I couldn't quite place.Another voice hollered back from somewhere further off, muffled through. "Give her another shot until the plane lands. We still have seventeen hours left to reach the destination."Wasn't I on a helicopter? I thought hazily before the man grabbed my arm and I tried to fight it, my limbs heavy and it was useless as I felt a sting against my skin, and I fell back into a dreamless sleep immediately.***“Hey!” A loud voice pulled me out of the drug-induced haze, and I blinked, confused, trying to take in where I was. My eyes were still fuzzy, and I shook my head, trying to force my vision to clear, my head whipping around sluggishly.It lo
Chapter 13 - Surprised. Rosie povTwo months after Trevor's death, it was afternoon, and Maya had gone off to do whatever Maya did at this time of day, while Savannah was god knows where, leaving me to myself for once, which almost never happened in this house. Because Maya was always hovering, and Savannah was always looking out.I stood up, feeling a little bored, and started packing away some of Trevor's stuffed toys that were still piled in the corner of the room. It was time to finally box them up. Even if part of me had been putting it off for weeks, I pulled out a large box and started placing everything inside, laughing softly when I remembered how he used to chase the small ball across the floor.That little devil, I rubbed the side of my nose.Once everything was packed, I sealed the lid shut with a small grunt and pushed the box into a corner, planning to have Savannah move it into storage the next time she came in. I pressed a light kiss to the top of the box. "I'll alway
Chapter 12 - Girls day out Rosie povBy the time I woke up, I was numb, so numb I couldn't feel much of anything at all. It didn't matter that the maids were dead, that Jude had already delivered the justice. None of it could bring Trevor back. He'd died a cruel death, in pain, fighting for his life with everything he had in that small body, and nothing that happened after could undo that.I didn't say a word as the gunshots rang through the room before Jude turned to everyone else gathered there and said this wouldn't be spared a second time, his eyes locked on his mother and Sophia the time he said it. I knew that they had something to do with what happened, but the maids hadn't given anything away before they died.Why can humans be so cruel to a harmless animal?I let Jude carry me back to the room, and I cried myself to sleep with him beside me, and for once I was just grateful he was there.A week passed like that, everything was gloomy, my routine shambled as I stayed cooped u
Interlude IVMonths had passed with his wife, and life had settled into a peaceful pace, the kind he hadn't known someone like him, with blood on his hands, could have. The elders, though, had been cranky as usual, and today was no exception.Jude stared at the men seated around the long table, the elders of each family that made up the Umbra. The old generation, the ones who'd been running things, each family branch handling its piece of the business that kept the organization moving forward, all of them bound to the same code regardless of blood or rank.The Winter family handled shipments, in and out, arms and goods that never touched official records. Sophia's family, the Russo line, handled everything law related, judges bought quietly, cases buried before they reached a courtroom, evidence that ceased to exist when it needed to or when it needed to be fabricated.He tapped a finger against the table, listening to them argue over who would fill the First Elder's seat now that he'







