Semua Bab Tainted Hearts (R-18) (Erotic Island Series #4): Bab 71 - Bab 76

"Lennox!"Napangisi ako nang makita si Bob at Al na nanlaki ang mga mata. Nasa likod namin ang mga nakaaway ko noong nakaraang araw."Tumakbo na tayo!" Naduduwag na suhestiyon ni Bob.Natawa kami ni Creed sa kanya. Umiling ako at hinarap ang mga tumawag sa akin. Isang kilalang gangster ang mga ito sa kabilang eskuwelahan. Naglalakad kami sa eskinita ng mga kaibigan ko. Kadadaan lang namin sa bahay ni Roiland kaya apat na lang kami na nasa masikip at madilim na lugar na ito."Why? Do you want to say hello to my fist again?"Napahawak si Creed sa tiyan niya at tumawa ng malakas dahil sa sinabi ko. Wala pang isang linggo nang makaaway namin ang mga ito. Mas marami siyang kasama ngayon. Nakaraan kasi'y lima lang sila. Ngayon, walo na pero puro mga patpatin naman ang mga kasama kaya't lahat sila'y mayroon mga dala na mga panghampas na tubo at mga kahoy."Ang yabang mo! Pinagbigyan lang kita nang nakaraan!" Galit na sigaw nito."Pinagbigyan?" Natawa ako. "Kaya pala puro pasa iyang mukha mo h

I can't look at her while she's crying, especially when I know that I'm the reason why she's shedding tears right now. She's right. I destroyed her. And I deserved all the disgust I've seen in her eyes. Lahat ng mga ginawa ko bago ko siya makilala ay pinagsisisihan ko na. Kung mas naging mabuti lang sana akong tao, hindi sana siya nandidiri ng ganito. If only I could have seen it coming, I could have done something differently. But, It's too late to regret now. I already fucked up everything.Only with her I felt different emotions. It was only with her that I experienced being happy, desperate, afraid, sad, and only with her did I cry. The only woman who gave me those emotions now wants me to get lost. She's done with me now. She's done with a liar and cold hearted man like me.Iyon ang huling hiling niya. Iyon ang pakiusap niya. Ano'ng karapatan ko para hindi ko iyon ibigay sa kanya? Ayokong maging makasarili gaya nang sinabi niya kaya hahayaan ko siya dahil alam ko na hindi ko na ma

Did those women deserve what Lennox did to them? My answer, I don't know. I just know that those women didn't know their worth. I also saw one of those women in person and from what I saw in her action, she has no respect for herself. I don't want to judge them because I'm not wearing their shoes, but the action they chose has no excuse.I was angry and disgusted with Lennox because of the videos he made but he patiently accepted all my hurtful words. He never cheated on me with another woman. He never insulted me in front of other people. He was there whenever I needed him. There's no question, he deserves a second chance.He lied but he learned. Kahit pa kasalungat sa gusto niya ang paglayo ay ginawa niya dahil ayaw niya akong pilitin at ayaw niyang maging makasarili. Hinayaan niya na maging mapayapa ako sa paglayo niya kahit ang naging kapalit ay pagkawasak niyaIt took me years to finally realised that I judged him like the way they judged me after they watched my video. I did the