Tainted Hearts 71

My choices might not good to others but I want to help myself to be the best version of me. I've been in the painful chapters then I turned the page and the healing process was much longer and it's not been easy. Iniwan ko ang taong mahal ko dahil natakot akong mabasag sa milyon milyong piraso ngunit kahit ano ang pinili ko ay nabasag pa rin ako.

I hit the rock bottom and watched myself tear apart into million pieces. I go slowly and take my time to put it back, trying to collect myself. At nang hindi ko mapulot lahat ay iniwan ko ang ibang parte ko, and that part was Lennox.

I thought that was the painful part, but it wasn't. The most painful part is to stepping out of the box and put myself first before others. Ang hirap magdesisyon para sa sarili ko lalo't nasanay ako na unahin ang iba.

I only have one life and I want to allow myself to be happy right now. I will decide today for myself. And I don't have to feel sorry for choosing myself. Kahit sino ang masaktan ko at kahit sino ang