Lennox Aigel (POV 03)

I can't look at her while she's crying, especially when I know that I'm the reason why she's shedding tears right now. She's right. I destroyed her. And I deserved all the disgust I've seen in her eyes. Lahat ng mga ginawa ko bago ko siya makilala ay pinagsisisihan ko na. Kung mas naging mabuti lang sana akong tao, hindi sana siya nandidiri ng ganito. If only I could have seen it coming, I could have done something differently. But, It's too late to regret now. I already fucked up everything.

Only with her I felt different emotions. It was only with her that I experienced being happy, desperate, afraid, sad, and only with her did I cry. The only woman who gave me those emotions now wants me to get lost. She's done with me now. She's done with a liar and cold hearted man like me.

Iyon ang huling hiling niya. Iyon ang pakiusap niya. Ano'ng karapatan ko para hindi ko iyon ibigay sa kanya? Ayokong maging makasarili gaya nang sinabi niya kaya hahayaan ko siya dahil alam ko na hindi ko na ma