Author's note:This special chapter titled "Asukal De Papa" is not for kiddo, pero dahil magaling ka, for sure ay babasahin mo'to. Beware! R18."This is not the way into my heart, into my headInto my brain, into none of the aboveThis is just my way of unleashing the feelings deep inside of meThis spark of black that I seem to love."I gasp when Lucifer move on my lap. Nag baba ako ng tingin sa kaniya. I carefully cares his soft hair. Parang gustong mahiya ng buhok ko sa lambot ng kaniya.Our eyes met the moment he open his eyes. I don't know if its the liquor in my nerves--- his burning gaze is eating me alive. I can feel my nipple gettin hard with his look. Wait? What the fuck? "We can get a little crazy just for fun, just for funDon't even try to hold it back, just let go (you want me)Tie me up and take me over 'til you're done, 'til I'm doneYou got me feening, and I'm ready to blow""Do you want to go home?" Hindi niya ako sinagot. Instead, he just look directly at my eyes

"To start with a deadly liquor.""Dinala mo ako dito sa unang araw ko na tumapak ulit sa pinas?" Kuno't noong tanong ni Blare sa kaibigan. Midnight gasp dramatically while looking at her. "Girl? Welcome back! Parang hindi naman tayo nag kikita~" Matamis na ngumiti si Midnight. It makes Blare to roll her eyes. "Bitch, I'm not in the mood to get drunk and wild. May jetlag pa ako." Kahit ang alak na nasa harapan niya ay hindi niya magawang amuyin. It makes her want to vomit.Midnight pout and snake herself around her. "Come on, bitch. Drink this. You'll be the first to try it." Another creation means trouble. Blare glare at Midnight. "Mapanganib mga alak mo. Mas malala pa ang tama nito kesa sa The Bar Pink eh!" Pag rereklamo niya bago lagukin. Para lang manahimik na siya! Halos malukot ang mukha ni Blare ng dumaloy ang likido sa kaniyang lalamunan papunta sa kaniyang tiyan. It's funny how it smell so nice yet taste too funny. Napaka tapang nito para kay Blare.Ginamit ni Blare ang kama

"The captain you can't replace."how I wish I know who's the team captain? parang ngayon ko mas hinihiling na sana pala ay nakinig at nang hingi muna ako ng impormasiyon kay Asura bago mag bidabida ah."Blare? youre back!" Masiglang bati ni Finn. I ssmile at him before waving my hand. pasimpleng kinurot ko si Blare. she never mention anything about them. anong kagagahan to Blare?! "What are you doing here asura?" Masungin na tanong ni Lucifer. I shake my head."Still the same arrogant little devil.""Sadistic little dwarf are not allod here, Pheonix." I grimace. this fucking dicckhead. I glare at him which he return with his dark arrogant glaring eyes. "Both of you stop." Saway ni Finn. I use my two finger to act a if I'm watching him and turn my sweet eyes at Finn. "Hi pretty boy, it looks like I'll be part of the team." the room turned silent as they glance at each other. moment of silent passed by and finally, Asher speak for the first time. "We don't have a room for girls, Nix."

"Just stop your cryingIt's a sign of the timesWelcome to the final showHope you're wearing your best clothes~"Tears. Maybe Mourge is clever enough to give me a drink named after my falling tears. "You can't bribe the door on your way to the skyYou look pretty good down hereBut you ain't really good...""Feeling much better?" Mourge ask after a long moment of silent. I hushed her and close my eyes as I gulp down her signature liquor.Sumenyas lang ako na bigyan pa niya ako ng panibagong shot habang dinadama ang pag kanta ni Blare. "If we never learn, we been here beforeWhy are we always stuck and running fromThe bullets?The bulletsWe never learn, we been here beforeWhy are we always stuck and running fromThe bullets?The bullets..."Bullets. The devil's word kept on ringing in my head as if it's a bullet that have been shot on my mind. Stuck and no one to do the surgery."Just stop your cryingIt's a sign of the timesWe gotta get away from hereWe gotta get away from her

"But here I am toasting a shot with the people who appreciate me."Bloodshot. Mas mabilis pa kay the flash ang pag dilat ng mata ko habang walang buhay na naka titig sa pamilyar na kisame. Anak ng butanding! Fuck! Kung gano kabilis ang pag dilat ko ay siya ring bilis ng pag pikit ko ulit. Tangina! Ang sakit ng ulo ko. Parang may paulit ulit na pumupukpok sakin.Pilit kong sinasariwa ang mga pangyayari kagabi. How did I end up in this room? I grimace as I saw webs. Kahit ang nga puting kumot na naka taklob sa mga gamit ay gumagawa ng usok sa aninag ng araw na nag mumula sa malaking bintana na maalikabok.Impit na bumaling ako ng pwesto na siya ding pinag sisihan ko habang uubo ubo. "Putangina~" Mukhang hindi na mauulit ang pag inom ko ng alak a!"Yow sleeping beastly your alive!" Sarkastikong bati ng pamilyar na boses. Idinilat ko ang mata ko only to confirm that one of my bitches is back."Mag se-setle down na ba kayo kaya nag babalikan kayo dito sa pinas?" Sakrastikong tanong ko na i