I walked back into the house.“Scarlett, what is he doing here?” Grayson asked getting up protectively. “I’m not here to fight,” Dad said quietly. “I’m here to apologize. I’m sorry to the both of you for how I’ve treated you.”“Scarlett, can we talk in the kitchen real quick?” Lee asked. “Just one second Dad.” I whispered before following the boys in the kitchen. “What’s up?”“Scar, he can't stay here.” Grayson said quietly. “He’s dangerous.”“He’s not staying, he just wants to talk. Gray…he wants to get better. He said so. I can help him.”“That’s not your job,” Lee stated. “I know but…all my life he’s been sick. I can help change that now. No one can get help on their own.” I declared. “I have to at least try right?”They exchanged looks, but I think they realized I was going to do this no matter what they said. They nodded. “The first sign of him being violent and that’s it.” Grayson said fimly. “The babies have to come first.”“Okay, I promise.” I gave them both kisses on the

Thanksgiving was easily one of my favorite holidays. You just get to eat a bunch of food with the people you love the most. Or the people who annoy the most. “Are you sure you want to go to your mom’s?” Grayson asked. “She has a new boyfriend that she wants me to meet, so yes.”“We could go with you.” Lee offered.“It’s okay. I’m just going to be with my mom, nothing can happen there. Plus…I need some space.”“Space?”“Yes, you guys are like in my pocket and it’s killing me! I love you so much, but an hour or two away from you guys where I’m not working might be really nice.” I admitted. “Right…okay.” Grayson muttered. “I guess that’s fine. But how will you get there?”“One of you can drop me off. And then Lee will pick me up, I’ll go to his family lunch, you can meet us at my dad’s and then take me to your parent’s.”“Huh, that’s actually not a bad schedule.”“See I’m not just beautiful, I got brains too,” I grinned. “So?”“Yeah, sure, of course.” Lee nodded. “If that’s what you

I think pregnancy made me stupid.That had to be the reason that we were hosting Christmas at our house with all of our parents. Joel was joining us again, since he didn’t have anyone to spend it with. I think he and my dad were becoming pretty close and that made me very happy. His sobriety journey seemed to be going great.“Seriously, all of your parents in the same place again?” EJ questioned. “Wasn't there a fist fight last time?”“Yes, but that was when my dad was drinking. This is totally different.” I assured him. “And hopefully there will be no fighting and competing over me.”“You don’t really believe that there won’t be, do you?” EJ raised his eyebrows. “Be quiet and hand me that ornament,” I laughed. “I can’t believe I waited so long to decorate.”“Why aren’t Lee and Grayson helping?”“Because this is a surprise for them. I want them to have a Christmas that’s not decorated by professionals. They’ll get a more authentic Christmas you know?” “You’re too good to these guys,

“We need to talk about sex,” I announced.“Um, what about it?” Grayson asked. “Yeah, none of us are having it…right?” Lee questioned. “I sucked Lee’s dick and Grayson ate me out. We should stay honest with each other.” I declared. Lee and Grayson glared at each other but said nothing more.“I think we should have a sex schedule,” I blurted out. “Meaning?” Lee asked.“Look, I’m horny as hell and I need to have sex. I’m sure you both feel the same way but don’t want to make it complicated right?” They nodded. “I propose we have a schedule for fucking then. I fuck you guys the same amount of times so it’s completely fair and we all get to be sexually satisfied.”“What so I’m just gonna know what days you’re fucking him?!” Grayson asked. “You sure will,” Lee grinned. “Scarlett screams when I fuck her brains out.”“Yeah well she screams when I fuck her too, you’re not special.”“I just think the schedule will keep us all honest with each other. And if one of you doesn’t want to do it,

These babies moved a lot!They weren’t kicking yet, but just moving around, getting all situated in my stomach I guess. It was amazing. It was just little flutters but they felt so big. I also imagined I had more fluttering than most considering I was carrying twins. “You okay?” Skyler asked. “Oh, yeah, more fluttering! These peanuts are moving around like crazy!”“That’s so cool,” She smiled. “So pregnancy is…nice?”“I mean it’s a pain sometimes, honestly. The back twinging and the sore boobs and wanting to fuck anything that breathes in my direction. Oh and not drinking! You’re so lucky you get to drink!”“I hear that a lot.”“Are you okay?” I questioned. “You seem off.”She forced a smile to her face. “Oh yeah, of course. Just wedding stuff and all of that. I have a doctor’s appointment and it’s a lot, but nothing like what you’re going through.”I rubbed my stomach. “Ugh doctor’s appointments have become my life! I swear I see Dr. Conner more than I see my boss.” I laughed. “Ar