Me, Tawny and the upcoming rugby match she was going to play were still the talk of the town until the match itself happened.Olivia still supported Tee even when she didn't know that. So when the match started we watched. Tawny looked a bit distracted.They started and I watched her.. Literally her alone. She was the only one I was looking at. She kept losing the ball or being tackled down or stopped. She looked like she wasn't even in the game, she looked tired.The last one that made me not to want to watch it anymore was when she was tackled so hard that she painfully hit the ground with her left shoulder. I could tell from her face that she felt thatI shook my head, "okay... Now I fully understand why I didn't know Tee in the first place. Because I didn't enjoy seeing that happen to human beings. I will not watch this any longer babe.. I'm sorry I can't, it's a lot."My girlfriend kissed my cheek, took her beer and kept her eyes on the screen after that.I got up when I noticed

Paris came to my flat like she promised after Olivia dropped me off. I didn't want to sleep alone honestly, but I was still going to be alone at Liv's place since she's on the night shift this week."wine only is fine..." she said and I sat the bottle next to her and a glass then joined her, "how are you Paris?"She shrugged, "I'm okay you know. How are you?"I shook my head, "I've been trying to get a hold of you for the past month Paris."She sighed, "I know. It was just something big to swallow knowing you fucked Tawny the same time she was fucking me."I stared at her waiting for her to go on. I wasn't going to say something until she said everything she was feeling or she wanted to say."Amora I was just shocked okay and I was mad at you for doing that, I was with Tawny and I've preached about this so much. You can't sleep with my partner.. Sure if I was your friend you could do whatever, but Amora you're my sister. That's a whole different level of messing up."I shook my head a

For some stupid reason as I sat here on the bottom of my steps holding Tawny I couldn't help but see her in her future. I could see her shout out encouragement from the sidelines of the rugby field, taking photos and trying to coach her teammates or better yet her own team from the bench. Of course I know she'd want to be playing with them too, but her injury forced her to quit her career soon.Many athletes experience injuries early in their careers that actually keep them out from the sport they love and hinders their goals. Tawny was lucky to have played from when she was 17 until she was 33. Many people didn't even reach that age.I smiled a bit as she sniffled a bit on my shoulder, "hey... I can see your future."She pulled away and looked at me confused. Her eyes were a little puffy from the crying. Without even thinking I wiped her tears, "wanna hear about it."She bit her inside cheek and slowly nodded her head.I kept my smile on my face, "so... I know this won't be the same

Last time I was in Soweto was more than 10 years ago when Luna convinced me to go there and party. I vowed never to go back there again.. But here I was today driving with my girlfriend in her expensive car to a place I was scared of."maybe we should have went home and take a different car." I said to her looking around us.You hear or read a lot in the news about what's going down in some parts of Soweto. Even the Tracker on her car was literally warning my girlfriend that she was in a high risk area. I had no idea what to do."or maybe we should have just stayed and let your person deal with this, I'm sure they would have come with her home." I said again and Liv ignored me and followed the GPS. It was leading us to a place called Eldorado Park. Tawny was there apparently according to her GPS in her car.We still didn't alert her mother because we were terrified that she'd freak out and maybe get sick. We wanted to get Tawny and make sure she was okay before calling Mrs King.I loo

I felt weird leaving my bed and going to join the so called dinner with Tawny and Luna. But Tawny being here was the only reason that pushed me to come. She thought she could just do what she did and get away with it? If it wasn't for her Olivia would be alive right now. If it wasn't for me, Olivia would be alive."okay just take it easy... She's still not okay. Let's let her lead the conversation." I heard my sister say as I walked down the stairs."life should go on though Paris. She is alive, she can't just shut down the world you know. She needs to keep living.." Tawny said and I almost asked her if that's what she is doing. But I stopped myself. I didn't want to be a bitch. As for my sister, she was good. Treating me like an egg but also being good to me. I guess I was lucky to be dealing with this with her by my side and not someone who'd tell me life should go kn and I should keep living like I didn't watch my girlfriend get shot and have her take her last breath in my arms.