All Chapters of Loving you Again: Chapter 91 - Chapter 95

ESTHER'S POVValues, where do we lose them? Always being the greatest, regardless of what? To be acknowledged by all? Having the top positions that everyone desires? Or lose it in the midst of a choice, torn between doing the right thing and doing what is required.Mom suggested that we remain at the house for two days since she had a city council meeting to attend on those days. Amber and I both need to go home and care for the house.Amber is now cooking in our kitchen. She is really serious about what she is doing. I've watched her cooking as usual, but now I can see how calm she is inside our home.I'm now considering creating a life with her, but what will happen then?“What are you thinking about, my love?”“We're alone here, just the two of us, in this gorgeous home. It's almost as if we're living our own lives.”I replied with a grin.“It's great to settle down!”“It is, but can we truly live a regular life if we have to be in the hospital at all times?”“We have this moment;

ESTHER'S POVGood things do not endure forever. I know I've been so joyful and cheerful for the previous several months and weeks, but right now, dealing with this kind of difficulty with Amber, I feel lost in the midst, as if I've lost something vital inside myself.I know I should have trusted her initially before considering so many things, but... I can't feel myself anymore, or the sensations I used to have... hmm *sob* *sob* hmm Tears are flowing down my cheeks; I know everything is coming apart now.I love her, but her secret connection with Monica, whom I loathe the most, breaks my heart.When I caught them kissing, my whole world came apart. All I want right now is to concentrate on my job, so I'm doing my best to ignore Amber, which is really tough.After a few days, everyone around us was perplexed as to what was going on between us, but no one dared to confront us until I ran into Monica in the hospital lobby.I don't have time for her, but I'm interrupted when she says som

ESTHER’S POVEvery time we say we’re going to give up, we reach a point where it feels like the end of everything… just like when I gave up before… ten years have passed since that day, and I can honestly say that even though I surrendered one of the biggest things I had looked after in myself for so long, I am content with my life now…“Mom? Are you alright?”My eldest child, Vanessa, asked worriedly.“I’m fine, I was just remembering something.”“Remembering what, though?”“Why are you asking, eh? The way you talk to me, you’d think you were old! You’re only eight years old, girl!”“I know, but I’m just worried, especially since Dada isn’t with us right now.”“Oh yes, you’re right. Why isn’t your Dada here yet?”“I don’t know, but David’s already crying, and he still won’t stop, even when I give him his bottle!”“Right, I’ll take over. You just carry on watering your grandma’s plants here.”“Okay!”She happily said, taking the hose I was holding. I then walked into the house and head