บททั้งหมดของ Loving you Again: บทที่ 61 - บทที่ 70

AMBER'S POVHugging my knees on the bed and staring at the corner, I've been hoping Esther would understand me for the past few days, and now that she has, why does it hurt so much more than when she doesn't?She understood me and then let it go, let me go... the way I cried when I woke up from the hospital was nothing compared to how much I cried before... I want to run up to her and implore her to remain, but she is correct; everything we have must come to an end, no matter how much it hurts me or her.Everything is my responsibility; these are all my faults; even if I wanted to remain the same, I can't; I need to agree with her and stop complicating things for her as well.I am now on the day shift with her; I'm not sure why Mr. Gilbert keeps assigning her to the same shift as I will be at the hospital; I mean, I tried everything to avoid her, but I couldn't, and we both managed to be calm and comfortable with each other within a few days.I just always return to my office after dea

ESTHER'S POVSometimes we decide without thinking much about it; we just go with the flow of the moment and later regret it...which I wish I wouldn't do, as it would be a huge error to regret in the end.As we enter Felisa's pad, I can tell that everything appears to be in order; I enjoy her interior, and everything around here is quite pleasing to my eyes."Your place is amazing.""You like it, huh?""Yeah, very cozy, who wouldn’t love to live here?""Me..."I paused when I heard that; this is her place, but she doesn't seem to like it here."Why?""It isn’t so...homey...""Really? You don't treat your pad like one when I find it so comfortable and peaceful to stay in,"I added, and she simply smiled at me."I miss my own place, my real house, but...my work is here, so I need to stay.""Oh, well, we are opposite, this town, this village is my home where I grew up.""I know...which is why I tend to love it here"Saying that makes me feel like it wasn't for me, she wouldn't like her sta

ESTHER'S POVThe world is a better place if we all think about fixing it. In everyday life, we repair things, fix the broken, and make them work. Amber and I fixed things straight after we got together, which has been almost a week.Going together at work, even though we haven't informed everyone yet, particularly about our contract, we continue to move and behave as if it were.I'm now in my office, trying to figure out why this patient, VIP, hasn't received a solid diagnosis for the previous five years she's been in the hospital. We're all perplexed as to why she hasn't received a firm diagnosis, even though she can barely stand or walk.While I am thinking, someone knocks on the door, and it is Chloe."Hey""Hi, Dr. Esther. Hmm, do you have a minute?"Well, I guess, what is it?""Ahem, I-I am not sure if I am going to do the surgery with Doctor Vlad.""Why?""My parents are here.""What?""My mother has a heart problem, which is CHD, though with proper medication and all, she has be

AMBER’S POV"Mom! Please! Do not leave me!!!"A 54-year-old woman passed out due to stomach pain.Her daughter is her only family member. Esther and I have a strong desire to see each other all the time, which is why I am at the ER while she is working.Right now, my attention is drawn to a girl crying for her mother; she keeps crying, so I walk towards her and approach her."Hello, my name is Amber, and I'm the manager here. I'd like to take you somewhere else to stay. Don't worry, doctors will take care of your mother."I said, and Esther smiled and nodded as we walked together.This child appears to be 11 years old, yet something is off with the way she moves and reacts."Here we can sit here, so… what is your name?""Y-Yani...""Yani? I see, Yani, could you tell me what happened to your mother?”I enquired, but she seemed to be having difficulty speaking, as seen by her use of simplistic statements."I-I d... don't know...h-hurts...s-storm...ach...I don't know how to help her..."S

ESTHER'S POVWhat distinguishes telling lies from hiding the truth? Will you take it on a liar or a hider? Who appears to be correct, or is it simply the lesser evil? I'm not sure what's on my mind right now, sitting here on the bench outside, still thinking about what Felisa just told me!It remains evident to me..."She is one of the great neurologists and psychiatrists I know!""W-What?""Your mother! I bet Amber is aware of how well-known she was while she was still a doctor.”"Amber knows her?""Why? Doesn't she? Did she ever see or meet your mother before? She might know her; Chief Gilbert is your mother's colleague!""No... I don't know...and I don't know either who she was before..."Silence is all over Felisa and Vannie. I know they've noticed that I'm completely lost in what she just said; seriously, I'm in shock right now; I had no idea my mother was such a brilliant and famous doctor before!I simply raced out of the room, needing to breathe after hearing so much! I haven't