Lahat ng Kabanata ng Dirty affairs with my mom husband : Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

You look fucking pretty and you know that right ? I turned and there was Trevor staring at me , from the way he looked at me lustfully I knew exactly what was going through His mind and I wished that he was joking .I was in no mood to have sex right now .Trevor moved away from the door and approached me .I could literally feel my heart beat start going faster than I had ever thought of .I moved a bit away from the kitchen sink and there he was standing in front of me .“ Not today baby I am so tired “ I whispered to him .Trevor didn’t even look at me , he had that straight look on his face and I couldn’t tell what was going through his mind at that moment .I wanted to move away from him but the stare he gave me I knew I shouldn’t dare to do that since it would only make him mad at this moment .“ Trevor “ I whispered when he bent his mouth to my neck .Trevor pulled away from me and looked at me directly .“ You don’t tell me what to do, “ he whispered and grabbed

After calling her for the 10th time I knew that it was time that I let it go , it was so obvious that she wasn’t going to pick up that call .In my entire life I had never felt so miserable like the way I was feeling at this moment , I just wanted to hear her voice and say something to her and she isn’t picking up , I know that I might get with her mom but I wouldn’t deny the fact that she has made a get big impact in my life and nothing is ever going to change that .I had spent the past few months with her and I must admit that it had been one of the best months of my life and I love seeing her here .She wasn’t here anymore and I could feel that void and that space In my heart , it was just as if there was a hole in my heart that couldn’t be filled no matter how much I tried to act cool about it, I was losing my senses over my wife daughter . I dropped my iPhone on the table angrily and grabbed my hair in frustration .I had never been this frustrated in my entire life , I

Trevor stupid there for a while without saying a word o the both of us .I had never been in a situation like this in my entire life , all that I wanted was for the ground to open and Swallow me .I had never been so speechless and the shock was something that I never expected .I knew that he left , but I never expected him to be this back this early .I couldn’t imagine what he had heard . what if he heard us talking about it? , I didn’t want to think that he heard about all the stufff that we had just said .The tears started pouring out of my eyes without control at that moment .I am pretty’s sure that he heard us talking about it and now I know that he would be planning on breaking up with me , I could never tell , I couldn’t imagine .These were the two important people in my life and i couldn’t belive the fact that I was just throwing them away .what the fuck is he doing here ? Shuan snapped at me angrily .I knew that he was pretending to be mad , he had no right

I just don’t get it , I don’t why he acts that way towards you, I don’t know when he is going to know that if you love someone , you have to stay with them and treat them right because you will never get a better version of it again .I smiled hearing her last statement , I know that she was just trying her best to make sure that I felt okay .I could tell that by just looking at her .I loved the way Angel would always make me feel welcomed regardless of what the situation might be .“ I will be fine baby , you don’t have to worry about me .Angel turned and gave me that look. I know that she was questioning everything that had got to do with me at this moment but I couldn’t help it , there is no way on earth that I would understand why this has to happen to me in the first place .“ It's been days since I last saw Trevor , I haven’t heard from him nor have I spoken to him .I have never been this mad at anyone my entire life the way I was so mad at him at this moment .The

I had the worst birthday ever .Yes you heard me right and I wasn’t bluffing when I said that I just had the worst birthday ever .I knew that I was the one who threw everyone around me away but I never said that they should avoid me for my special day .Maybe I had turned out to be that horrible bitch that literally no one wants to associate themselves with .Angel was the only one who literally called to check up and was here with me all throughout the night .I must say that she did her best even though we still had our fight .I know that I can’t blame her for that , after all I haven’t been the best girl towards her and I know that I have been living in her face all this while .Even though this hurt so much like hell , I don’t think that I will ever be ready to let anyone know that I have been screwing my step dad .I could never l , it’s the most disgraceful thing that I had ever thought of in my entire life and it's just like hell . For the first time ever in weeks , I f