All Chapters of Conflicted - Twist of Fate. : Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

"Tristan I" I freeze. What do I say? I saw your memories and felt sorry for you? I'm on heat and can't control my newly found skanky behaviours? These are all excuses. Denial of the thing I have been too scared to face.I love them. Tristan and Nathanial are mine. My chest hurts. "Armina it's okay, you're a destiny wolf. Your heat must be kicking your ass right now. I know this is all hard for you and I'm grateful you gave me this experience" he smiles and touches my cheek; I find myself leaning into his touch. He is giving me an out. The thought makes me smile. He is trying to be honourable. "Especially after what I did. Tonight is something I'm going to remember for the rest of my life. I didn't know anything could feel that good" his eyes watering slightly as he speaks. "How do you know what I am?" I ask, remembering Nathanial knowing the term to. Leon had made it sound like it wasn't common knowledge. Tristan's eyes darken again, "You don't have to tell me" I insist, sad the

"Ethan has lost it. His stating that Armina joining you makes your pack too strong. His talking of rallying other packs" he shakes his head, clearly still in shock on how this has all come about so fast. Ethan is one of his oldest friends. Aiden has done everything Ethan has asked of him over the years, whether he agreed with it or not. We all know he could have taken the role from Ethan if he had challenged him, hell I could have helped. Ethan wouldn't have stood a chance. "He wants to tell them Armina, Leon is trying to talk sense into him but.." his eyes stare into the distance. "His also hurt right now, you're not safe" Aiden looks down. "If everyone knows about you, then knows you're mated to the biggest and most dangeous werewolf packs leaders, even the lycans may feel threatened" The lycans. I hadn't even thought of them. They always stayed out of pack dramas, they were the stronger species, we were always seen as trivial and beneath them, if they get involved it could create

The drive is long and quiet. The tension in the car thick as we all sit lost in our own worries, thoughts and troubles. Aiden thinking their offer as Beta over while my mind races with worry. I understand his hesitance but I also see the other side, which he sees too. As beta he would have the power to make real changes. Changes that would also help in assisting my safety as I adjust to my role as Luna. I have guilt for how many conflicting emotions he is feeling but I also can't control my own feelings right now. I can't sense Tristan as strong as I'd like. I know his blocking me. While I'm kind of impressed at his ability to do that, I also hate it. He must be really strong, no one has ever been able to block me out. I guess except for Aiden no one really knew to try. My mate may not be a destiny wolf but he has a very strong trained mind. It scares me. Not knowing if I will see him again. I try to accept Nathanial's words that he is just distracting the ones who attacked us and

I can't help but feel a little out of place as Nathanial starts talking. "You can help us improve this pack" Nathanial explains. "We know there are still people who prefer the approach my father had. They miss the free range they had in how they treated people. You can help us weed them out. Restore this pack to the honor we held before my grandfather took his title" I look to Aiden confused. "Eclipse was not always the feared back it is now. It's had 2 cruel alphas. Our father & grandfather. They had the same love of hurting others, enjoying being able to take their rage and anger out 9 relief for the majority of the pack. However, there were wolves who thrived on torturing others. Who were able to act out their own dark desires under the rule of those before the twins. Who missed using the female prisoners to meet their physical needs, treating them as nothing more than tools for their desires. Those who secretly hoped Nathanial and Tristan would succumb to their childhood and b

My mind is already made up. I am not waiting another minute. I kiss his neck, nipping at his marking spot as I push his hands away and rip what's left of his pants away, then his underwear freeing his manhood before pulling his hips against mine. He gasps, his eyes black as he moans my name. Grinding himself against my wetness but not entering me. The feeling of his perfect dick rubbing against me almost has me come undone again. The sparks flying across my body as every fibre of my being begs for him to be inside me. To complete our bond and make me his. He keeps rubbing against me which feels like heaven, but I want him. I need him. Inside me. Now. "Take me to your bed" I order as I throw my mouth back on his. He doesn't hesitate, opening the shower door and carrying me to his bed, both of us dripping, wetting everything in our path. His hands on my bare ass has me panting as my heat demands to be satisfied. I needed to mate."Did you want me to call Nathanial?" He asks, his