All Chapters of Divorce? Never Letting Go!: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

133 Chapters

Chapter 1 Broken vows

Tamara.I bring my Maserati to a stop in front of the penthouse, a place that once felt like home has suddenly become stodgy, too cold, coupled with so many lonely nights.It's been a little above two weeks since I last set my eyes on my husband, Killian Ravenford.And every day for the past one year has been hell in this marriage, endless fights here, meaningless argument there.I'm tired— exhausted and drained from Killian’s incessant accusations.On the night of my husband's birthday last year, I had baked him a cake and prepared all his favorite dishes, all I wanted was for him to celebrate his special day with me by his side.Killian was everything I've ever wanted in a man and more. He's tall with impeccably groomed blonde hair, confident, he exudes a commanding presence wherever he walks into, just like the CEO he is, and above all he loves and dotes on me.And this man was all mine.But the front door beeped and Killian walked into our home, behaving nothing like the man I mar

Chapter 2 Shattered beyond words

Tamara.They both stared at me like I was third wheeling, in my own home!My chest tightens, I could barely catch my breath, each inhale shaper than the last.Again, Killian brings his disrespect home, and to my face, this has happened more times than I could count.And each time, the pain didn't hurt any less. He said he'd hurt me to no end and he has done just that.Two months ago, I had asked for a divorce, I couldn't take it anymore, the pain he had caused me messed with my mental health, I was gradually losing it.But to Killian, it was one big joke, he laughed so hard that day, he told me to my face that he'd never grant me divorce.That I'm more than welcome to try.He has every means to keep me in this marriage and I know it.So, I tried my best not to let his actions and words hurt me, but is it even possible when I still loved him?I — I know that sounds pathetic…crazy even, but I've tried to hate him, I have, but we can't immediately unlove what or whom we love dearly.I wa

Chapter 3 Breaking point of love

Tamara.I clench my fist tightly, really wanting to slap Chloe for her nasty words. But I remember it isn't worth it, I choose to stay calm and not stoop to her level.Seriously, I'm so fed up with her bullshit but I remained silent instead of fussing like she wanted me to.I turn to prepare my coffee, trying to ignore Chloe. But just as I'm about to grab my coffee and leave the kitchen, she reaches for it, spills some on her shirt and then I heard it—- shattered glass on the floor.“What the hell! Have you lost it?” I yelled, looking at her in horror.But then, she smirks. “Oops sorry,” she says in a low voice.Killian must've heard the glass breaking against the floor, because he rushed in the next minute.He glanced at the shattered glass on the floor, at Chloe and lastly at me, his eyes wide with confusion. “Chloe? What happened?” He asks, but his eyes are still locked on mine.Chloe switches up, shocking me to my core, she runs off to Killian's side, tears welling in her eyes as

Chapter 4 Finding me

Tamara.“Wait, what?” Hazel raise an eyebrow. “He brought that bitch home, again?” She asks through literal clench teeth.I shrug, tired. I'm not going to cry but I want to.Hazel stares at me for a second or two, before she puts her glass down. “But you know you can't keep letting him treat you like this,Tammy.” she looks at me with such care in those striking hazel eyes.“I know,” I choked out and fall silent for another second. “But there's little or nothing I can do, and you know it,”Her face falls flat, slowly she straightens up, letting out a low sigh as she runs her hand through her hair. “Yeaah. You need his damn money for mom's treatment,” she mused and then she looks up at me. “I just —- I just wish there's something I can do to help, I'm barely making it myself.”“No, stop it.” I give her a tight-lipped smile. “I'm sure I can survive another year or two till mom gets better,” I say despite the ache in my heart.Hazel nods slowly and I can tell this hurts her just as much.

Chapter 5 Drop dead gorgeous

Tamara.All the walls I thought I'd built cracks the moment Killian asks that.Wow, I pause, is he worried about me now? That's so rare.I grip my bag and steady my voice to answer. “I was at—,” I begin.“You know what, I don't care.” He says, not even letting me finish. “But as long as you're under my roof, you can't just waltz back in here as you wish,”I sigh, not sure why I still felt the need to explain. “I was at Hazel's, stop finding wrongs where there's none!” I hissed.He all but scoffs. “Your lies are getting better and better I see.” His voice is laced with annoyance. “You can open your filthy legs to as many men as you want, that's fine, no need trying to cover up,”This is ridiculous. Why do I even keep hoping he'd change anyways? I can feel my face getting hot. “You're an asshole, Killian.” is all I say as my anger bubble beneath the surface.Killian barely stifles a dry chuckle, quickly taking a sip from his glass. “The truth hurts, doesn't it?” he snickers, provoking

Chapter 6 Feelings don't lie

Killian.I find myself glued to a spot, my hands fisting as I watch the fucker guide Tamara to his car.There's this burning rage in my chest, it's too intense, that it almost knocks me off.I clench my fist tighter, wanting to punch something. But honestly, I can't quite place my finger on why I'm so upset right now. Maybe it's because of that fucker.I never liked him, Alex. He wants Tamara, I could see it in his eyes, then and even now.He used to be her boss, one Tamara seems a tad bit too close to, I didn't welcome that closeness so well, mainly because I knew he liked her.And Tamara? She was clearly asking for it, this is who she really is, moving around with that body and having men fawn all over her. And I had—- I had been too blind to see it.I loved her with every fiber of my being, I gave her the world, literally everything but yet she chose to betray me, in the worst way possible and —even went as far as trying to poison me.She wanted me dead, so she could have her freed

Chapter 7 Fed up!

Tamara.I step out of the elevator and turn to face Alex, realizing I haven't properly thanked him for all he's done.What surprises me even more is that he offered me the position of chief financial officer, the same position I had occupied before I left.It leaves me wondering, hadn't anyone taken up that position?I push that thought aside and smiled. “Thank you for letting me have my job back, Alex. I don't deserve your kindness,” I tell him, my voice breathier than I intended.I honestly didn't think I deserve this chance, given my long absence but then I'm genuinely grateful to Alex.He shakes his head slightly. “No, Tamara. I should be thanking you instead, for deciding to come back to work, you were the best we ever had and I'm confident you still are,” he says firmly. “You're an asset and there's no one more deserving,” he added and my heart fluttered.I—- I don't know what to say, I want to tear up or not. I could hug him right now, but I don't.“Thank you for believing in m

Chapter 8 Never letting go

(Killian)I've been calling and texting Tamara since morning but she isn't answering my calls nor responding to my messages.The constant ringing without a response is starting to get to me, leaving me increasingly frustrated and upset.And now, she's turned off her phone, and it's been like that all day.I could barely concentrate on anything and the fact that I'm this way scares the shit out of me.I've convinced myself countless times that Tamara means absolutely nothing to me, that I've moved on, that I'm only sticking with her to make her suffer.It's starting to bother me to no end. Why am I getting so worked up?I let out an exasperated sigh and saunter into the bathroom, a cold shower might help me get my mind off her.I had barely stepped out of the bathroom when my phone buzzed with an incoming call, I reached for it in a haste, hoping it is Tamara, but it isn't.It's mom.She's been gone for a business trip, a little over three weeks. I had gotten her message saying she'll

Chapter 9 The ache that is him

Tamara.Today was a lot more draining than I thought it would be, trying to get hang of things and fit right in, in just one day took out everything in me.And then I had to come back to a home that feels like it isn't mine anymore. Seated right at the dining was Killian, Katrina and Chloe, having dinner while I stood there like a goddamn outcast.I knew I was out of depth to indulge them and I'm sure Katrina wouldn't miss a beat to grouse about how miserable her son has become with me as his wife.I was way too tired for their nonsense. I leave them and walk straight into my room, locking the door behind me.Letting out a deep sigh, I strip myself off my clothes, kick off my heels and draw myself a nice, hot bath.Tired or not, this work is what I enjoy doing, my outlet in every sense of the word; there I can use my head for something much more productive, not worry how I'm going to keep a man who clearly despise me, who had fallen out of love with me.After my long soak, I dry off a

Chapter 10 Love is just a weakness

(Killian)Saying I'm angry is putting it out lightly. I have balled my fist to the point it hurts.That's all Tamara does is, rile me up, frustrate me, every damn time!I should have known better. Love is just a weakness.Mom had warned me to be careful around Tamara. I always defended my wife and gave her the benefit of the doubt. But right now I feel like an absolute idiot for trusting her that much.I walk out of Tamara's room, seething with anger. I had no idea why I'm so riled up, the fact that she stood up to me or because she's refusing to leave that stupid job.Either ways, my blood’s boiling furiously. I spot Chloe down the hallway but I remained impassive.“Killian,” she smiles sweetly at me. “I was looking everywhere for you, where were you?” she asks but I walk past her without a word, stepping into my room with her in tow.When I don't respond, she chips in, she looks worried, her voice a little hoarse . “You were at her room right? Is she bothering you, Killian?” She fixe

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