All Chapters of Divorce? Never Letting Go!: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

(Killian)The past weeks blurred away and I found myself home, more often than I usually do.I go to work and head right back home but over the past year, hotels, suite, Damon and Sebastian’s house became my second home.I didn't dare go home. I didn't dare look at Tamara, not after she kept lying about what she's done day after day.And now I still don't understand why I stay home. Perhaps, Tamara starting work was a hard pill to swallow.I barely even see her, she goes off by 7am and comes in late at night. She hardly even acknowledges my presence anymore.But that fucker Alex hasn't been picking her up, she drives herself to work. And even though I wouldn't admit it, deep down I did feel relieved about it.Yet again, I stand in the kitchen, sipping my cup of coffee when she walks in, she looks surprised seeing me here at first but that expression is gone as quickly as it came.She said nothing to me but then I stared, my eyes instinctively sweeping all over her. She's on this nude

Tamara.I could see the way mom's face lit up as I said that.God, what the fuck have I done?“I will prepare his favorite,” I heard my mom say as I stood up. What was I thinking?I walk over to the kitchen, leaning on the doorframe, my mind racing with thoughts.“You know you're not so great at lying right?” Hilda's voice jolts me out of my trance.I roll my eyes, stepping towards the kitchen island. “What are you talking about?”She drops her cooking spoon and turned to face me. “You look burdened Tammy,” her voice tinges with concern. “You don't look happy, is anything bothering you?”I debate whether or not to be honest with Hilda, she's done so much for mom, and I really do not want to bother her with my marital issues. So I choose something in-between. “I'm — I'm just tired,” I blurt out, she doesn't believe me, I continued. “Work, and then – mom's condition is really eating me alive, I just wish there's something I can do to take this pain away from her.” I say, my voice stead

Tamara.“Wait, he's not asking you to quit your job?” Hazel asked, her voice tinged with disbelief.“No, he's not.” I say, placing my phone down on the table and sitting just in front of the mirror, for my night facials.Hazel goes silent for a second. “That's weird,” she breathed out. “I mean, he could've easily demanded that,”Yeah. It did cross my mind, Killian’s been obsessing over me stopping work for a while now. But then, he just asked to be my personal chauffeur.Should I be worried?I bite back my worry and purred. “Look, as long as he's willing to come with me, that's okay. And— it's just to drive me to work, it can't be that bad,” I try to downplay my concern even though my stomach is doing cartwheels.“Yeaah. It really can't be that bad,” Hazel repeats, and her voice tells me she doesn't completely believe that.And then she yawns, a clear sign that she was either stressed or tired out from work. “Hazel I think I should let you get some sleep and please use your day off t

Killian.Tamara glares at me and takes the arm I'm offering, and I noticed the way her body tensed beside me.I gotta admit, she looks incredibly gorgeous in that beautiful red dress that highlights her curves so perfectly. I find myself constantly stealing looks at her as we make our way to the front door.But even her beauty doesn't take away the fact that she's a horrid woman who's after my money.I pull my gaze away immediately, inwardly chiding myself for still being attracted to a woman that almost had me killed.It was stupid of me really, and even more, the length I'm willing to go to keep that idiot away from her.Yeaah. I saw the look on his face when I kissed Tamara. Good, that's just a little show to remind him who Tamara belongs to.And Tamara? She looked angry, like she hated the mere fact that I kissed her. She wants out of this marriage so bad, I'm not blind, I see it.Even the mere thought of it rile me up so bad. She's not leaving me, she will stay married to me, I o

Tamara.Chloe stilled upon seeing me coming out of Killian's car, there's an unmistakable hint of shock on her face. She didn't know we'd be out together obviously.Quickly she smooths that expression into a smile. “Hey babe,” she mutters while moving over to where Killian is. “Where— how are you with her?” She eyes me carefully as she asks this.Killian waves it off like it's nothing. “Oh that, something urgent came up, I'm sorry I forgot to mention,”Chloe doesn't look pleased to hear that. She just looks at me blankly but I see something flash over her face like worry or fear. Maybe hearing I'd been been with Killian all day has her rattled.But then Killian coaxed her. “Aren’t you going to ask how my day went, don't you miss me?” He says in an endearing tone, pulling her into his embrace.I roll my eyes at them, picked my clutch and begin to walk away, but as I do, I hear their soft giggles behind me, but I didn't dare look back.I don't want them thinking they have me bothered.I