Lahat ng Kabanata ng Divorce? Never Letting Go!: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

Tamara.I didn't exactly have a good night rest, mainly because I was worried sick about Hazel. But I called and she seemed okay, just up and about going to work.But I could still feel the sadness in her tone, somehow.I do have plans of my own, to make sure she's not hoarding this pain.Meanwhile, I need to be at the office in time for an urgent meeting. So I roll out of bed to get my day rolling.I didn't think much about Killian, I didn't see the need to but that thought is gone the moment I reach the bottom of the stairs and seeing him with two mugs of coffee, and all dressed up.Ideally, I figured the extra mug was for Chloe so I attempt to ignore and walk past him when his words stops me in my tracks. “Little sugar, just the way you like it,” his lips curled into a smug smile as he stretches his hand out.I roll my eyes at him, not sure I prefer him using that stupid tone on me. He gestures for me to take the mug but even though I preferred his coffee over mine, I was still no

Killian.I watch as Tamara walks off, with Chloe massaging the back of my arm.She— she tends to be hurt when Chloe's around, the more reason why we're doing this but lately she just gives us both a blank stare.I can't tell what's going on in that head, and it bothers me.There's this saying that when a woman is silent, then there's an underlying storm on it's way.While I don't totally believe in this, I'm beginning to give it a thought.Tamara who would often fuss, cry her eyes out, throw sharp glances at Chloe and I, is suddenly immune to all of it.Chloe storms in right after me, as I attempt to unbotton my suit jacket, she rounded me till she was right in my face.“What the hell is going on?” She asked, her arms crossed, her eyes darting on. I could tell she was silently seething.When I don't give her the answer she's waiting for, she sighed and pressed on. “You can't be doing her favors, Killian. And the last I checked, you were supposed to be hurting her, but that's not the c

Tamara.It was a cool Saturday morning and I was ready and about to go for a good run. It's been a while since I jogged and I was feeling like I needed it to keep my mind off things.I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, work related and my life, which sucks at this point.I had received a text from Alex, earlier this morning, he was inviting me for a luncheon tomorrow. I hadn't given him and answer yet, I was hoping to do that after my run, with a clear head of course.I tightened my shoe lace and grabbed my water can. I hadn't seen Killian all week, it's either I'm off to work before him, or he was before me.I really can't tell, but I'm pretty sure I lived with another human in here, at least the missing bottle of water in the refrigerator, and a few misplaced items tells me so.I reach the door, pulled it open and paused at the sight before me.Chloe is standing right outside the door, with her box, my eyes lingered on the otherwise packed box but before I could put two and tw

Tamara.I told Hazel about the new situation at hand, she was mad and literally dragged my ass to her house with her incessant phonecalls.“Come to my place, Tammy. I don't want you to overthink things,” her last message had popped up.She was right, I probably thought my morning run will do me good, it had but the second I walked back home and saw Chloe moving around my kitchen like she owned the place.I felt sick.I had thought about the one in a million reasons why Killian would bring Chloe in to live here while actively avoiding divorcing me.It all came back to hurting me. It makes little or no sense when I think about it.It— it just makes me want to hate Killian forever.I picked up my phone. “Fine, on my way.” I typed back.I dressed up in a simple outfit, a short jean and a tank top to match. I came downstairs hoping to not see either of them.I guess it was too late because Chloe is sitting right there, a glass of juice in hand.But there was no Killian in sight.I ignored

Tamara.“You look — absolutely gorgeous,” Alex says, his eyes sweeping all over me as he comes out to guide me in. “And right in time too,”I smiled warmly at him, taking in the beautiful decor before shifting my gaze back to him. “Thank you, Alex. You look good yourself,” I acknowledged.He nods, his smile spreading. “Come, I will introduce you to some of our investors,” he retorts, offering his arm.I take it, and allowed him to guide us in.Alex introduces me to people I've heard of but never met before, people who I don't recognize working with us in the past, alot has really changed around here.But it felt nice to actually socialize with people, it's been a while. I got looks for sure, but I blended in so well, with Alex not letting go of my hand.“Would you like something to drink?” Alex asks me when the last investor finally leaves him alone.“Please,” I answer him with a bright smile, one he returns before leading me away to the table housing the champagne.He picks up two gl