Semua Bab The Marriage We Never Meant: Bab 41 - Bab 50

I heard Rowan groan as I wiped his hand using the wet towel.Ang bigat ng kamay niya kaya nahihirapan akong hawakan ito. Kailangan ko ring hubarin ang long sleeve niya habang pikit-matang pinunasan ang abs niya na humuhulma sa tiyan niya.Six packs of abs… I cannot deny he has a good-looking body.“Lunnie…” he muttered when I was about to finish wiping him.“Bakit?”Nabitawan ko ang braso niya dahil sa tumihaya siya kaya na-expose ulit ang hubad niyang katawan.Para siyang nauubusan ng hininga habang hawak ang leeg papuntang dibdib niya na tila naiinitan.Kinuha ko ang remote ng aircon at nilakasan ito kaya pinanlamigan ako.“I'm hot…” hirap na bigkas niya.“Alam ko namang hot ka.” I said while looking at his face, trying to avoid to look at his body. Huli ko nang marealized ng marinig ko ang mahinang pagtawa niya kahit nakapikit.Nagmulat siya at itinukod ang siko sa kama para alalay

“O-ouch… it hurts, Rowan.” my face grimaced as he entered my hole using his large pet.He stopped what he was doing. I'm not completely full yet it hurts so damn much.I can feel the tear of my skin apart. I almost cried while Rowan assuring me and comforting me with beautiful words he muttered.“Can I move now?” he said between his breaths. “I promise I will take it gently.”I nodded even though tears were falling into my cheeks.He then moves slowly and all I can do is to endure the pain in my thighs.“It will fade later or sooner.” he kept on moving.Hindi nga siya nagsinungaling sa sinabi niya.All I could feel at first was pain. And then it was replaced after a minute— a pleasure.“Ah! Oh my—so g-good. Yes! Move f-faster, Rowan.” I said in a whore tone, but I didn't mind it. I loved this. We both loved this “Fuck! How could I live without hearing your moans, huh?” he s

Good idea that Rowan is not this cold too much.But he was just busy.We didn't even greet each other every morning or every night. Basta lahat ng mga nakasanayan namin nawala na parang bula.Hindi rin kami sabay kumain. Kasi kahit sarili ko nilalayo ko sa kanya. Hindi ko kasi maipagkakaila na nasaktan pa rin ako ng lubusan. Ayokong makita siya, lalong ayokong nasa malapit lang siya.Dahil sa tuwing naalala ko ang nakita ko kahapon, nadudurog ng pinong-pino ang puso ko, kahit pa na walang kami.“Clara, kamusta naman 'yung kapatid mo?” Umupo siya sa couch sa tabi ko. Tanghaling-tapat at wala na silang ginagawa.“Okay na okay po!” nagthumbs up siya kaya napangiti ako. “Ang bait ni Boss, siya pa 'yung sumagot sa hospital bill ni Clarence!” pabida niya kaya nawala ang ngiti sa labi ko.“T-talaga?” kahit sarili ko 'di ko makumbinsi na ganoon siya. Para kasi sa akin yelo na talaga ang puso niya, k

“Saan mo naman akong dadalhing mokong ka?!” pasinghal na tanong ko sa kanya. Kanina pa hila nang hila e!“Here,” turo niya sa isang Chinese Restaurant sa loob ng mall.I rolled my eyes on him. “Seriously? Busog pa ako.” I said annoyingly.“Wala rin akong pake.”Para akong lantang gulay nang hilain niya ako papasok sa loob.Hinain na sa amin ang iba't ibang putahe na hindi ko alam kung ano ang tawag dun.Ni hindi nga ako marunong gumamit ng chopsticks para sa ramen. Tinawanan pa ako ni Zyrus. Nakakairita!Tapos na kaming kumain at halos siya ang umubos lahat. Parang throwback lang ng highschool namin kung saan takaw na takaw pa ito kumain, ganon pa rin naman hanggang sa ngayon eh.Pero maiba-iba lang ang estado niya. 21 years old na siya at siya na ang vice president ng company nila. Bali-balita rin na siya na raw ang susunod na tagapagmana ng kompanya nila. Wala naman kasi siyang ibang kapatid. Only ch

“Luna, ano ang ginagawa mo?”Agad kong tinago ang pregnancy test sa likod ko.Ngumiti ako at umiling. “Wala. Nagugutom ka na ba? Anong gusto mong ulamin para mamaya?”Kumunot ang noo niya. “Ha? I mean. Depende na lang sayo.” Tumango ako tapos ay pumuntang taas sa kwartong tinutuluyan ko.Nilock ko ang pinto at humarap sa full body mirror na cloud design ang edge. I look fine. But it seems a little bit different. I had a tiny black circle under my eyes. It was obvious that I didn't get enough sleep. I'm tired. I'm so tired of thinking about him;Rowan. He always popped up in my mind. I can't get rid of him. He was there in my mind. He wouldn't erase it there. He was the memories I can't forget about. He was the moon who completed my night. He was the sun who gave light to my life. He was the honey who gave me sweetness on my bitter day. He was the pillow where all my problems vanish when I lean to him. He was my comfort