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YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE MARRIED HIM

LOLA"I want you"I bit down harder on my lower lip, the cut of my teeth digging through the soft of my flesh, threatening to burst it open, but I didn't stop.My lips could heal with ointments, but I would never be able to take back my words.I had been in a situation with my father-in-law the last time I was in his room. He had made it clear that I shouldn't want him. Pushing it like this would get me in trouble with Eddy. Not just Eddy, Freddy too, and Connor would laugh it over.My head banged with the intensity of a hammer slammed repeatedly against an iron bar, sparks flying in every direction, sparks that only meant trouble."Are you okay?" he asked in an open tone waiting for an answer, but I wouldn't even open my eyes."I will get you water," he finished, a scurry following.My breathing became heavier.I wasn't sure what would happen if he came closer to me, but it seemed like he had to if he wanted to hand me the water.I felt a cold breeze, momentary, merciless against my

EVEN IN THE SILENCE OF THE KITCHEN

FREDDY"How could she do this to me?" I screamed on top of my voice, slamming my hand hard into the wall in front of me, the content of the dressing table rattling to the sudden disturbance.I was furious, especially after what happened with Lola last night.I knew she was hiding something, but it was so difficult figuring it out.My fingers moved unhindered through the fullness of my hair, my body unable to contain my emotions."You're damned, Freddy. You're so f*cking damned," I screamed some more into the wall, expecting no response but my emotions getting terribly bursted when I couldn't get a response.My eyes wobbled in their sockets as I scanned the entire room for the slightest bit of peace, calm. Nothing.I grabbed the collar of the sweatshirt I had changed into, hoping I'd run a few laps, but getting weakened to my bones after seeing Lola like that this morning."Why aren't you even talking? What is so damn hard to tell me about?" My voice clashed heavily against my breathi

NIGHT OF SHAME

LOLAIt was cold.I'd rather be sleeping as it was quite late too, but I wouldn't dare go against Eddy's order.Sitting in a corner of the medium-sized room with dim colored lights flickering on and off, I allowed my mind get lost in the way the other guests walked around silently, their fingers clipped to the tail of tall wine glasses, their gaze steady like they were actually meditating on the low Italian music that rumbled gently out of the speakers in the background.I tried to figure out what their expectations were from their outfits — shiny, casual, skimpy.It looked like whatever was going to be done tonight would be focused on the women.I swallowed, but making sure my expression fell back to the default "happy wife" smile.The world must not know how much I have to bear standing by Eddy's side as his wife. I had to protect Eddy's reputation at all costs.The pangs of pain from still being trapped in a marriage that felt more like prison clawed at my chest.I threw my head ba

POLE AND OBEDIENCE

EDDYI had intentionally not told Lola about the menu for tonight.For some reason, I felt like she would pull up another drama and draw everyone's attention to herself in a desperate bid to escape her fate.I made sure her outfit was taunting enough, and didn't bother to listen to her excuses for a change.As she sat there, on the other side of the stage, looking lost like a wet duck, my mind tingled with the excitement of what was about to unfold.I had my eyes on her up until I had to look away, and by the time my eyes returned to where she was supposed to be still sat, she was gone.For a second, the fear of missing out on the most fun that could ever come out of tonight's show rippled through my body.My first instinct was to call Connor, but that motherf*cker was still in my books as yet to be taught a lesson.I didn't want to give him a heads up especially if it was just that Lola took a rest room walk.I decided to sit in my seat, and wait for the events of the evening to slow

TRAPPED

EDDYI was leaned against the barman's counter, a glass of scotch between my fingers as I scrolled through the viral pictures of Lola on the internet.The captions were quite hilarious, and at some point, I couldn't hold my amusement. I found myself giggling with every pleasure at the screen of my phone, caring less about the barman's continuous judging glare.HER STITCHES GAVE WAY. HER CONFIDENCE COULDN'T STAND A CHANCE.THE NEXT BEST POLE DANCER. A TOTAL JOKE.The comments sections too didn't spare her.A lot of people rebuked her for her choice of outfit, and her "insensitive" thought of wanting to pole dance.There were loads of shit comments about her weight too.It was pleasing to read.I sighed with relief, taking in the satisfaction of how pleasing the night had turned out.I didn't answer Connor's call earlier. I didn't see a need to.I knew he would be furious, and that was the exact feeling I was looking to spark up in him."You started to derail when you began to nurture

DIGGING TO RELEASE

LOLAIt happened when I least expected it.I was curled up on the back seat of Connor's car, my head a total mess as I tried to pull myself away from my reality even if it was going to be for just a second.More than anything, I needed to catch my breath, and there was no way that was going to happen with me still stuck in my current reality."Are you fine?" Connor asked from the driver's seat, the warmth in his voice doing nothing to distract me from the despair of the embarrassment I had just been subjected to."I need to go home," I mumbled under my breath, shutting my eyes to my world collapsing.The engine of the car roared back back to life as Connor silently honored my wishes.By the time we got to the Langford mansion, my head was full and my eyes were heavy like lead had been plugged over them.I should have let the tears fall, but instead, I bit down on my teeth and sucked it all up."Thank you," I muttered to Connor who was still sitting in the driver's seat minutes after h

SHHH! DON'T SAY A THING

LOLAWith trembling fingers, I pulled the door open, my eyes examining the bright hallway that extended all the way down to the start of the stairs.It was as quiet and empty, just like I had walked through earlier.My eyes twitched, forcing me to blink after seconds of glaring.I stood there, listening to the slightest noise that might give them away. Nothing.I didn't want to think I was mistaken.I felt it. I heard it. There was someone. I wasn't sure when they came or for how long they stood watching me touch myself to my own desires, but I was sure there was ---I heard a clink, like something collided with the iron of the railing.My stomach dipped, and my feet moved.I didn't run. My legs strode across the dark tiles as quickly and as silently as my brain thought at the moment, my heart beating fast to what awaited me.As the weight of my body pulled through the hallway, I could feel the warmth of a presence that was no longer there.The air smelt different and even the floor

I AM NOT USELESS

LOLAHe turned my body to his.Behind his palms, I shut my eyes tighter, only focusing on the heat the moment caused between my thighs."Good," he muttered, pulling his hands up my body until they were well against the full of my bre*sts.I froze, sniffling hard, unable to get enough of his scent which has filled every space around us.He must have noticed how far I was gone, and he keyed in hard into the moment.With his palm still well over my eyes, he used the other to grab my left bre*st.I gasped.I felt more on the left part of my body, and for a second, I was wondering how he knew.He would have easily gone for the right one since it was the most convenient.Before my brain thought any further, I felt his fingers pluck against n*pples which were already hard and sore from my day dreaming a moment ago, my stomach hollowed.I couldn't contain all the feelings I felt at that moment.Even my brain struggled to keep up. One minute, my body floated like I was still stuck in my imagin

WHAT TO DO NEXT

LOLA"What do you take me for?"My heart shattered into a million pieces again as I pushed the door of the bathroom shut with my back.My face was already caked with hot tears, but my eyes wouldn't stop crying no matter how hard I tried."You think you can walk out of my life, and then slip back in like I am some douchebag loser that can be thrown around like a fool?"Freddy's words pierced through my bones, every form of hope I had built from the emotions he had sparked inside of me crumbling down like they were never there.My nose wouldn't stop running too, and that was what I hated most about crying.I hated to look like an adult that had been reduced to the level of a child.I hated to feel like my demons had won.I sniffled hard, rapidly. It was unpleasant. I hated that sound, but --- I couldn't stop crying.Not sure of how to pull myself from the misery Freddy had, without warning, dragged me into, I clicked the shower open and began to rip the stupid costume off my body.I was

PUSH AND REBOUND

EDDYOur eyes met.She was standing there, nak*d, and covered in sweat. Her stare was uneasy as they flickered against mine.It looked as though she was doing something she shouldn't be doing. I wondered what it could be.My eyes shifted to the small heap of her costume for the night on the floor. Wet and abandoned with contempt, most likely.I couldn't stop the grin that spread across my face.After tonight's incident, I wanted to meet Lola. Not because I was concerned about whatever it was she felt, I just thought she might have a lot to say to me, and I'd rather take that before the break of the next day.Her sight disgusted me, reminding me of why I had to make a decision to be stuck with her for life, against my will."I can see you are doing good. Hot shower. Happy vibes. No worries," I clicked my teeth.Pain paired with hatred glistened in her eyes as she stared hard on.I knew that feeling because I have felt it ever since I knew myself as a person. She had no idea."Am I wro

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