Alle Kapitel von SCORNED BY HIM, DESIRED BY THE THREE: Kapitel 41 – Kapitel 49

CONNORConnor had walked out on me without the slightest remorse after I tried to speak to him about how wrong he was for setting Lola up like that.Standing there as I watched him leave, I felt like a little pawn in Eddy's board, my thoughts in a shattered mess, and my shoulders hanging above my head as the guests around the bar walked around me, murmuring and pointing fingers.That was the least of my worries.Since the previous day, I had been busy reaching out to the various media houses and blog operators that had Lola's incident on their site, asking them personally to take the pictures down.After the last time I saw Lola, I had been trying to reach her to no avail. It bothered me, but not enough to make me want to endure sleeping under the same roof with Eddy last night.I had spent the night in my own house, even gone to the hospital to clear some work load off my desk — these were well against the rules in honor of the week, but standing before Mr. Gregory Langford, having t

CONNORBack at Eddy Langford mansion, my contempt perfectly balled into shameless desire and maybe, nonchalant recklessness with no intention of holding back anymore, I spent the entire day in my room sleeping.By the time I woke up, it was already evening.I had slept for so long, but waking up, I felt as light as a feather, just as expected. My muscles were revitalized, my joints sturdy and my thoughts renewed with new ideas.To me, it wasn't just a long stretch sleep session to shed tiredness, it was a mark of a new beginning.The room looked emptier, like something I couldn't figure out yet had been pulled from it.The shadows from the curtains of the city lights dancing against the walls cast a certain heaviness to my eyes.Slowly, I let my eyes draw close, breathing in as hard as could from my lungs and letting it all out in a long gentle exhale.My nose caught the whiff of a scent that I was sure wasn't mine.It scented feminine. It scented like Lola.Letting my shoulders fall

LOLABefore I had another chance to even explain myself, I was standing in front of a dead shut door."I should have said No. I should have fought for what we shared, Freddy," the emotions pooled against my throat, my eyes swell with the tears I would still not allow fall.I sniffled rapidly, wishing that if I waited longer, Freddy would finally let me in, but it was all in my head.I knew it well enough. I knew that Freddy might never look back and it was my fault. Totally. "Freddy!" I pushed hard on the door, turning the knob several times in my frustration."Why don't you want to hear me out?" I landed another frustrated blow against the door."I regret it. I regret everything I had done with everything that is me,Freddy."I sniffled, waiting to hear a response. But as expected, none came.I wanted to scream some more. I wished there was a button I could push to put my life on pause and quietly crawl out of my skin.Deeply, terribly, I regretted everything that had happened so far

LOLAThe air was thick with something I knew wouldn't be in my favor.I found myself swallowing after every couple of minutes in an effort to fill the void that had taken over my stomach.Eye bags hung heavy against my face. I had not gotten any sleep the night before. For the most part of it, I had dug myself sore and painful, in a desperate effort to flatten out my p*ssy which was swollen from need — Freddy, my father-in-law, and my husband's best friend.I had squirted dirty on the bathroom floor, against the walls and on the bedsheets. A very rough night that was much needed for my sanity.I had managed to get my mind to want to sleep, but for more than an hour, I was restless even with my eyes shut.Standing now beside the opened window — I had intentionally moved to that spot. My chest was pounding uncontrollably and I needed the assurance that the space was not going to close in on me, that the city stretched beyond the cage of a room as a wife in Eddy Langford's mansion — Edd

CONNORI couldn't say any other thing to Eddy before I finally decided to walk away from that situation.I was sitting and staring into the hard wall in front of me, wondering how I could come in, bring Eddy back to his senses for Lola's sake, when a thought tore through my mind.I may have been able to stop Lola from making that trip that moment, but I needed to make sure she didn't at all.I have known Eddy for years, and I knew the lengths he could go for what he wanted, especially if there was an open challenge about it in front of him.Hurriedly, I grabbed my jacket from the bed and hurried off to Lola's room, my heart threatening to break through my chest for fear that she might just be on a flight to fulfill Eddy's ego.Before I knew it, I was sprinting across the stairs,my legs literally working faster than my mind.Then, I was in front of her room. I didn't hesitate for a second even before pushing the door through.Breathing heavily, I watched her jump off the bed, the sheet