Selene’s POVThe room does not move for a moment.I look at Caden. He is looking back at me, steady as always, but there is something underneath the steadiness now that I have not seen from him before — not quite nerves, Caden does not seem built for nerves, but something close to it. The specific stillness of a man who has just had a private intention made public in a room full of people, including the man he is, in some sense, asking it of.“I filed it this morning,” he says, to me, quietly, as if the panel were not three feet away. “Before the hearing. I told you I was not asking for a decision today. I meant that. This was not meant to put you on the spot in front of a council.”“Then why file it today,” I say.“Because Bowen’s letter said I should choose you on my own terms, not as a fallback,” he says. “And I realised waiting for a quieter moment was its own kind of hesitation. I did not want there to be any version of this where you wondered if I meant it, or if it was continge
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