Blue Carberry
My mom's dying of cancer, and her final wish is to see me settle down and start a family.
I beg my girlfriend, Yvonne Hurst, and my childhood friend, Colin Lowell, to help me put on this act for Mom. After asking them 88 times, they finally agree to play along and help me fulfill her last wish.
On the day of the wedding, Mom clings to the last of her strength, waiting until the very end for the bride and best man to arrive. But they never do.
Instead, Colin posts a photo online.
Yvonne's in her wedding dress, and Colin is dressed as the best man. The two of them stand beside a cake, beaming at the camera.
"My best friend's getting married, and the bride went all the way across town to pick up a cake with me," his caption reads. A guy couldn't ask for a better girlfriend. He's one lucky man."
The location tag leads to a popular bakery known for its cakes.
I call Yvonne and demand to know what is going on.
"Isn't this all supposed to be about fulfilling your mom's dying wish?" she asked, sounding casual, almost dismissive. "I thought I'd spend some time with Colin and help him relax. It'll make our performance more convincing later."
Colin leans over and laughs.
"Yeah, Nathan. We're just messing with you. We'll be back soon," he assures me. "Tell Ms. Brooks to wait a little longer."
Only then do I understand that my desperate pleas and Mom's dying wish mean nothing to them.
To them, it is all just a harmless joke.
I stare at the heart monitor as its beeping flattens into one long, unbroken tone, tears blurring my vision.
When this absurd little act finally comes to an end, I'm the only one left to bear the consequences.
From this moment on, I'm going to let them go. And finally, I'll let myself move on.