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On the day of our family trip, I woke up early, only to be shocked to find the house completely empty.
While I was still wondering what was going on, a message from my younger sister, Cynthia, popped up in the family group chat.
"Oh no, I forgot to tell everyone in this group that the departure time had been moved up!"
The next second, the message was recalled.
As I stared blankly at the now-empty chat, I felt my eyes sting.
At that moment, I realized they had another family group chat—one that did not include me.
While I was still in a daze, Mom called.
"I'm sorry, Yesenia. We moved the departure time up by an hour and forgot to tell you. Hurry and get a cab over here. Maybe you can still make—"
Just as she was speaking, my older brother, Gordon, interrupted her from the side. "Since she didn't come, just forget it. Hasn't Cynthia always wanted to enjoy having the whole family dote on her for once? We can treat this as fulfilling her wish."
His voice was low, but I heard every word. I sniffled and forced down the sadness rising in my chest.
"I think I'll just skip it. You guys have a good time."
After hanging up the call, I changed my train ticket from Hoschland to Liboston without hesitation.
My childhood friend, Zavier, and I had long ago promised to go see the vast grasslands together. Now was the perfect chance to finally make good on that promise.
For the past eighteen years, my family had always favored Cynthia, who was smarter and prettier than me. It was Zavier who never looked down on me for being ordinary and had always stayed by my side.
Delighted, I was just about to tell him the good news when I saw his latest social media post first.
"Off to chase the waves with my princess!" Then, there was an attachment of an intimate photo of him and Cynthia together on the high-speed train to Hoschland.
In that split second, the last shred of hope in my heart snapped completely.
I opened my computer and changed my university application. I gave up the local university Zavier and I had promised to attend together and chose one in the south instead. A thousand kilometres away.
Then, clutching my changed train ticket, I took a cab to the high-speed railway station alone.
Since no one cared about me, I would go out on my own and seek the light that belonged to me.