Big Belly
After my parents moved into their new house, they kept refusing to let me see it ahead of time.
It wasn't until Labor Day that my mother, Gloria Grant, finally sent me the address, being all mysterious about it.
Mom: [Allie, come home, quick! This year, the five of us are spending our first Labor Day together in the new house.]
I hurried over with a box of pumpkin tarts in hand.
In the entryway, four pairs of custom-made slippers sat in a neat row. There was gray for my father, Martin Grant, and off-white for Mom. My older brother, Fred Grant, and my younger sister, Lily Grant, each had a pair too.
I looked down and searched for a long time before Mom finally dug a pair of disposable hotel slippers out from the bottom of the shoe cabinet. "I forgot to have a pair made for you. You hardly ever come home anyway, so it doesn't matter what you wear."
I said nothing, not until Lily excitedly dragged me off to tour the rooms.
She had a walk-in closet, and Fred had a gaming room. Even the space by the balcony had been partitioned off into a tea room just for Dad.
I came to the last door. Inside was a folding bed.
Mom smiled. "This is the guest room. You'll stay here whenever you come back."
I stood there, stunned, for a long time.
So when they moved, they hadn't simply forgotten to ask which room I wanted. From the very beginning, it had never occurred to them that this home needed a room for me.
At dinner that night, Dad raised his glass. "From now on, our family finally has a real home."
I smiled and clinked glasses with everyone too.
But under the table, I quietly withdrew from the job that would have kept me in the city and accepted a position twelve hundred miles away.
They had already moved into their new home. It was time I went to find mine.