Quinn Loves Cilantro
My family is the most harmonious one around because we're a blended family. Both my parents treat their children and stepchildren "equally".
When money goes missing at home, my mother, Jessica Evans, always slaps me without even thinking of suspecting my older sister, Susan Chase.
After meals, my father, Damian Chase, allows my older brother, James Chase, to rest. However, he threatens to take away my meal privileges if I don't wash the dishes.
Even after they get into arguments, I always end up the sole outlet for their frustrations.
Unsurprisingly, my mental state deteriorates.
When Mom discovers the scarring on my arms, she looks at me with disgust.
"You're too young to be acting depressed," she tells me.
So, amid juggling most of the household chores and enduring the most verbal abuse, I slit my wrists one night.
As a result, my parents finally stop being biased.
For the first time in over a decade, I have my own room, even if it's just a study spanning several dozen square feet.
I am also no longer invisible in their eyes, and I am actually allowed some privacy—at least, until James and Susan get into a huge argument.
When I come home, my room has been converted back into a study. My belongings are piled up like trash in the living room.
Mom informs me calmly, "James and Susan's rooms are too close, so his gaming sessions have been affecting her sleep. Be sensible. We've played along with your suicidal antics for long enough, so stop making things difficult for us."
This time, I don't make a huge fuss like before.
It's because I can no longer hear anything around me, and I no longer want anything either.