Orange Star
The day I got the callback for my second interview, my mother, Sara Bingley, came home with two bags.
"You're about to start your job for real, and that means dressing professionally. I bought you girls a suit each, one for each of you, fair and square."
Molly Pitcher happily took her bag. Inside was a fitted, deep navy suit, sharp and clearly not cheap.
What landed in my hands was an ill-fitting black suit pulled from the clearance rack, so oversized the sleeves swallowed the backs of my hands.
Mom smiled and touched my cheek. "Cathy, you'll still grow. I bought it big on purpose. Give it two years, and it'll fit just right. I went to I don't know how many malls just to track down that black suit."
She did love me, in her way. She knew my job required a black suit, and she really had gone to several malls to find one.
But she'd forgotten I was already twenty-three. No amount of growing was going to fill out a suit that oversized and that cheaply made.
Both daughters were her own flesh and blood, but Molly was plainly the one she doted on.
The love she gave me came measured out in careful portions. The love she gave Molly overflowed.
If that was how it was going to be, then from today on, I was done being the extra one in this family.