That's All
The day I finish my college entrance exam, I drag my suitcase back to my parents' house downtown.
When Mom opens the door, the first thing she says is, "Now that your college entrance exam is over, stay home for a while."
She says a while, not for good.
There are three children in our family. My older brother, Samuel Stroud, and my younger sister, Isabelle Stroud, have always lived with our parents, while I was raised by my grandparents.
Samuel has his own study, while Isabelle has her own bedroom.
I sleep in the living room.
Everything they give me is temporary. My toothbrush is disposable, my slippers are disposable, and even my towel is disposable. I don't even have a key to the house.
"You don't come home often," Mom always says. "What do you need a key for?"
So every time I come back, I stand outside the door like a guest, waiting for someone to let me in.
But this time, they finally give me a key.
Samuel places it in my palm with a smile.
"We're going on a trip for a few days. You can stay home and get some proper rest."
On the coffee table sit four plane tickets, neatly arranged in a row.
They're for Dad, Mom, Samuel, and Isabelle—but not me.
I look down at the key I've waited 12 years to have, and suddenly, I laugh.
I finally understand why they gave it to me.
It isn't a key meant to welcome me home. It's a reminder that it's time for me to leave.