Bowl of Rice
Whenever the three of us—me, Darius Shaffer, and Sonya Berger—are together, everything I say always gets ignored outright.
At first, I just assumed that they simply hadn't heard me. After all, I've been in a relationship with Darius for seven years, and Sonya has been my childhood best friend for 18 years.
But today, I speak up as I usually do and ask, "How about we go to Mistland for a trip during the holidays?"
They keep their heads down and continue scrolling through their phones. Neither of them acknowledges me.
Moments later, Sonya holds up her phone and grins. "Look at this Mistland grill! It's their signature dish. It looks so delicious!"
Darius looks up immediately and jumps into the conversation. They begin chatting animatedly.
I try to interject and ask again, "So, shall we all go to Mistland together?"
Still, nobody pays me any mind. I end up just listening to their conversation in silence.
Yesterday, I sighed and said, "I'm thinking of quitting my job. I'm so exhausted and burned out."
However, neither of them even looked up at me or acknowledged what I said. They just continued tapping away on their phones.
And the day before that, Sonya pouted and said, "My skin looks terrible. I'm so damn upset."
But Darius immediately leaned in toward her, saying, "Nonsense! You look beautiful!"
Then, they launched into an enthusiastic discussion about skincare. I tried asking them if they wanted to grab a meal together the next day, but again, I was met with complete indifference.
Yet, when I walked into the restaurant alone the next day, I saw them having lunch together just a few tables away.
Last week, Darius sent a movie trailer into our group chat, and Sonya immediately replied, "I wanna watch this movie!"
I also replied, "Me too. Let's go!"
As always, nobody replied. When I asked Darius about it later, he told me that they had already watched it together.
So, as it turned out, they had heard me. They simply didn't want to pay me any heed.
This time, I don't act out or throw a tantrum. I don't even question any of them on the spot. Instead, I shift my gaze away and keep myself company.
On the day I resign from my company, Darius finally pays me some attention, something he rarely ever does. He says, "Rennie, my mom has been asking us to set a wedding date. Sonya was asking me about it earlier too. Why didn't you say anything?"
I stand up and reply with only four lines.
"You guys continue chatting. Just ignore me. Also, we're breaking up. Good riddance."