Everwind
Ten years ago, a fire broke out at my school. I saved four friends, but the flames left me an idiot.
The four of them stood beside my hospital bed and cried, swearing they would spend the rest of their lives making it up to me.
They were afraid I would get bullied, so they gave up their spots at two of the country's top universities and went to community college with me instead.
They were afraid someone would trick me into leaving them, so the other three pushed Joshua Summers to confess his feelings for me.
I had once said I envied people who lived in houses that didn't leak, so all four of them saved every cent they had and bought me a house for Joshua and me to live in after we married.
Then came the party the night before my wedding to Joshua.
When I returned from the bathroom, I heard everyone inside playing a round of Truth.
The topic was "Secrets Loretta Doesn't Know."
Curious, I pressed my ear to the crack in the door. Calvin Dawson's drunken laughter drifted through.
"That little idiot has no idea tomorrow's wedding is actually for Nisha."
I froze.
After a moment of silence, my sister picked up where he had left off. "Loretta doesn't know that when Josh confessed to her, he only did it to spite Nisha. Who would've guessed she'd say yes? This wedding was supposed to be Nisha's from the start."
My best friend's eyes reddened. "If my family hadn't forced me into marriage, I never would've taken Lori's wedding from her. I only want the ceremony. She can keep the title. As long as she's happy, my own happiness can wait until the next life."
Joshua's eyes flickered. With a resigned expression, he revealed the final secret. "This morning, I got worked up enough to consider sending Loretta to her death, but I gave up on it in the end. We owe her a life anyway. Let's call this one paid off."
I didn't know how long I stood there before I finally stumbled back to my room in a daze.
I opened Joshua's bag, and there it was: an opened bottle of pills.
My heart shuddered. The happiness I had cherished for ten years had never been anything more than repayment for a debt.
Through my tears, I put the pills into my mouth one by one.
There was no need to wait for the next life. In this one, I would give them the happiness they wanted.